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Birthday 1988-11-12 Gender
Female Location PA in the USA Member Since 2006-02-14 Occupation Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name Kelsey
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Achievements getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals to find my purpose in life Hobbies watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
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Thursday, October 18, 2007
Warning: thanks, bad night and dreams, feeling sick, yesterday, wp, sorry, & amv
Thank you all for the comments. You're all wonderful friends...too wonderful for me. ^^; Um...I appreciate those that commented and downloaded my wallpaper! It's ok if you don't download or comment submissions...whatever floats your boat, right? I just ask you guys to do so because, well, because...it'd be nice if you did. ^^; Anyhoo, Joselyn, nice to hear from you again, but it's a shame my post didn't work for you! How odd. Filo and ElvenNinja, it's great to get comments from you guys again as well. It's ok if the comments were short! Several of you apologized for having to make quick comments, but it's really alright! I don't mind. ^_^ I enjoy whatever you all have to say! Vickie-chan, I totally agree about group projects...*sigh* Terrible...well, um, thanks again everyone!
Well...to say it plainly...I feel like crap...*sigh* I had a horrible night trying to sleep, but I didn't want to take a sleeping pill since I did the night before. When I finally fell asleep, I had one of the most disturbing and scary dreams...well, nightmare. -__- I don't even know why I didn't wake up during it! I was in some mall or something, and there was this monster/zombie/creature thing that looks like it came from an ultra scary Silent Hill game or something...and I had to fight it...it kept coming back at me...It was so F-ing scary. When I woke up, I was so scared...and I was so nervous/shaken up that it made my stomach feel horrible. :( Let's just say I didn't really fall back to sleep...*sigh* I shouldn't have even gone to class this morning; I still feel sick. I had FYE, and it was so pointless. We got let out a half-hour early or something since we had a sub...I didn't need to come...
Yeah, so I'm tired, feel sick, and until a minute ago or so, I've felt like crying. Why? I don't know. Heck, as me about why I ever feel the way I do...I don't know. Stress? Just being depressed in general? *sigh* Whatever. .___.
Anyhoo, so yesterday was pretty crappy. Because of that, I couldn't think of one good thing to focus on before going to bed; it was all bad. [Sesshy, if you read this, you'd be interested to know that BACK-ON's "Chain" just came on my mp3 player XD] Soooo...I had math, and that was just boring and easy, nothing particularly bad; after that I ate "lunch" while attempting to study more for my history test. *sigh* Which I had next...well, I don't think I did very good. I studied, but I guess I didn't study enough. There were a ton of true and false questions, and I was thinking way too much into them. I hate T/F simply because I'm a terrible gambler. It doesn't matter if it's a 50/50 chance, I always get it wrong (unless I'm really sure on the answer). I didn't check my notes afterward to see if I was wrong or not; that's one thing I HATE doing...checking my notes right after the test to see if I was, in fact, wrong.
Speaking of history, that group project is going nowhere. I highly doubt anyone aside from my friend and that one guy has done any note-taking. I can't rely on my group members so I might as well write the paper and do everything else myself. I sure as heck don't want to, but I might end up doing that! -__-;; *sigh* Depressing. *sneezes a few times, blows nose* Ugh...anyhoo, then I had French, which was fine. That's the only class I enjoy somewhat. I have an A+ in the class so I can't complain! Then was English...that guy...I had to be partners with him again! I've had enough. No, it's not just that he's annoying/bugging me, and no, he doesn't make fun of me. It's that I think he likes me, and it disgusts me. Some of the things he says are really disturbing. So...I finally decided to email my teacher about him. She said she was planning on switching around the groups anyway...I hope that does something.
At home, it was just the usual. However, I heard about my brother having a phone interview for a job...which didn't go well because my dad sent the company my bro's wrong resum�. :( Long story short, Corey is having another interview next week, but it won't be for as good a position as it was going to be initially. *sigh* Anyhoo, I made a new wallpaper, another Susumu one (from Peacemaker); it's like my dream to have a Peacemaker wallpaper featured...but no...not yet. I'm CLOSE though so please download/comment. Maybe it'll be featured for a little bit today? Thanks, and I hope you like it. It took a long time and lots of changes. Hosted By theOtaku.com.
Since I was let out early from my previous class, I have more time before Fashion marketing...I'll probably be able to visit some sites and then read. Sorry I haven't been visiting much lately. :( I feel really bad about that. I've just been too busy...*sigh* Forgive me. Well, here's an amv. Sorry, it isn't another Death Note one (but those were good, right? XD Me loves L.); it's a Princess Princess one. I haven't seen it yet, but I really want to. The song is "Missing Person", but I'm not sure who the singer/bad is. ^^; Enjoy!
Thanks for visiting me! *hugs* Again, sorry for my lack of commenting and whatnot. Download my wallpaper if you want (please), and have a good day!