AIM • Akabane Rain E-mail •Click Here Website •Click Here Yahoo! Messenger • MSN: amiha@live.com
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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
Personal
Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
Thanks for the comments everyone. You were all (mostly) very encouraging and whatnot! Thanks to those that downloaded my wallpaper (not many commented though)...and sorry to those that didn't care for it. -__-; Umm...oh, about the math teacher...I don't know; she just makes a lot of mistakes! It's not like I'm smarter than her or anything, it's just that I'm always finding her writing the wrong thing, and no one else mentions it. It'd be bad if she were teaching everyone wrong, right? *sigh* Anyhoo, thanks again...let's see, Shishou, Alex, AuroraBorealis, Ulter ego--it's been a while, hasn't it? Some longer than others. ^^ It's so nice to hear from you again. *hugs* Thanks a lot to everyone for everything (yeah, shorter thanking paragraph, sorry!).
I'm just feeling...ugh...right now. Just, I just want to cry! -___- I almost did...seriously; I can't talk to someone about things that are bothering me in real life or else I'll just start crying. Ok...so I just had math, and this is a stupid thing to get upset over, but I'm such a perfectionist. We had that math review packet due today, and we were going over the answers (after turning it in). I HATE going over the answers right after handing something in...then I feel bad for the rest of the day if I get stuff wrong. :( So that's what happened. I got a couple wrong, and mainly because of stupid mistakes or I was just stupid in general. If my teacher is constantly making mistakes on the board, can't I do the same without being penalized??? NO. *sigh* But I don't know, I've just been depressed lately...so something little like that really bothered me. I'm in the library right now, and George and Gage are here (the handicapped man & nice guide dog), and I was talking to him (and petting Gage, who jumped up and licked me again). He asked how I was, and I told him about this morning...I was on the verge of tears, but I held them in. ^^; I'm so stupid...
*sigh* Anyhoo, as you can see, my theme is changed up...but I would just call this a "filler theme" until I get a real one, one that matches and whatnot. So if anyone would like to make me a new bg and avi to match (Air, Misuzu like usual)...go ahead. I'd love it. I still have that beautiful layout that sweet-mizuki made for me, but again, I'm too afraid that I'll screw something up if I try to use it...-__-'
Err...so I guess I'll talk about yesterday, if I remember it. After I posted, I ate and worked on my math packet until I had fashion marketing to go to. In fashion, we just took more notes (of course), and we learned about this project that we'll have due. *sigh* Sounds like a total pain and a lot of work, but at least most of it will be done in class with our partner. We're supposed to come up with a store idea to put in our local mall, one that isn't already represented. It's a shame that my partner (or anyone around here) likes anime...because we don't have an anime merchandise store in my mall, and that would be a great idea! T__T Oh well. Umm...after class, mom picked me up and we went to Target; we just shopped around and got random things. I got an Eeyore plush...baby plush...it's so cute. I'm such a baby. ^^; *thinks* Then we went home, and nothing much happened. More Loveless and One Piece, and jeez, I realize that whoever said it (one of my friends on here) is pretty right...about me and my thoughts about life and whatnot being similar to Ritsuka's.
Like all day yesterday and whatnot, I was thinking, "Am I even here?? What is life?" You know, the usual crap. I went through the day just doing things, but I didn't feel like I was really doing any of them. *sigh* Sorry, this post is SO boring and depressing. :( I just don't know what else to say! I didn't make a new wallpaper (had homework to do)...my next wallpaper won't be an L one, I promise. Some of you were getting sick of them, others not, but whatever. .___. Err...sorry, I have nothing else to really mention today! I'm just a miserable piece of crap right now! I have French in about an hour and nothing to do so I might do some visiting. Sorry again if I can't get to everyone. I guess I'll hunt out an amv now...I've shown this one before, but I just love it so much. It's the Cardcaptor Sakura 1st movie's ending, "Tooi Kono Machi De", and it's with Air. Enjoy!
Wow, was this post shorter? Probably was. I didn't have much to talk about...just blubber about. -__-; Please forgive me. Hopefully I start feeling better soon...Thanks for visiting me, and hooray it's finally friday! WEEKEND = sleep. Have a good day!
[edit a couple hours later: sorry this post was so miserable. I'm still feeling iffy, but I'm over the math thing...and NO, my life isn't horrible...all things don't suck; it's just that when you get depressed, it's hard to see the good things in life. There's that dark cloud that surrounds your vision...sorry again and thanks for your support...or lecturing, if that's what it is.]
