AIM • Akabane Rain E-mail •Click Here Website •Click Here Yahoo! Messenger • MSN: amiha@live.com
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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
Thank you all for the sweet comments. You're all so very helpful!! *hugs* Steph, thanks for hitting me with that pillow. XD It always makes me laugh and realize my thoughts. A lot of you knew what I was talking about, especially with the math thing...but I felt even worse because I've been saying how "easy" this class is and how I took it years ago etc., but then I get all sorts of things wrong. -__-; Oh well. Um, thanks for the sympathy and helpful words about my feeling depressed. I know that my life isn't horrible, but whatever...everyone gets like this sometimes. I'm glad I have such wonderful friends on here to tell my problems to! Rachel (mewmewlover), Kaisa, Grif, Reki, xxHD, thanks for visiting again!! ^__^ OMG, it's been so long (especially for Rachel). Some of you said you'd be happy to make me an avi or bg or something so thank you. You don't have to though...only if you happen to. ^^; Thanks again!
The weekend...finally. I slept and slept! Ooh, it was so nice. I could've slept even longer. XD These days, it seems that I enjoy sleeping the most! When I CAN sleep, that is. Last night's dreams were disturbing like my other ones. Very stressful...ones with crying, yelling, being friendless...all sorts of crap. At least I didn't hurt myself during the night from it. Remember the other night? I said that I scraped my face with my nails while sleeping because of one of my dreams. Well, that scrape really left a mark! ^^; And hurt for the rest of the day. I have dangerous long nails. ^^; At least that didn't happen last night...I don't specifically remember my dreams though, so yeah. I will say that it's a nice and cloudy morning though! Perfect morning to sleep.
Totoro, my dog, is by my feet on my bed right now. ^^; He's soo cute...and in case you were wondering, he's STILL LIMPING. He really hurt his leg/hip/back/whatever bad! It's been 2 weeks now. :( So we got him an appointment with the vet on tuesday...hopefully it's nothing too serious. Poor thing. He can't go up the steps so he just sits by them and waits for one of us to pick him up and carry him. XD I call it the "Totey Express." One of his nicknames is Totey (Toe-dee), and well, Express like a train. *laugh* It's cute, but I want him to be better.
Hmm...yesterday...*thinks* Other than feeling depressed and miserable, I don't think much happened. When you guys feel down (if you do), do you talk about your feelings with a parent/sibling? I used to be able to tell my mom anything, and I still almost do, but for some reason, I just can't seem to tell her when I'm feeling depressed. Sometimes she notices, but then I tell her that I'm just "tired." .___. I don't know why, but for some reason I think that she wouldn't help much. She'd ask, "Why would you be feeling that way?? There's no reason for it." Or something like that...like she wouldn't understand and be able to help...she'd hug me and comfort me maybe, but she doesn't seem to take those feelings seriously. *sigh* So I keep it inside and usually just write about them here...I even trust telling my teachers more about these feelings...
Anyhoo, nothing happened yesterday other than the usual. I did make a new wallpaper though, and I'm really proud with it!! I love how it turned out, and lots of people agree. :3 It's featured right now, and thanks a ton to those that already commented! It means so much to me. ^^ I always seem to make my best wallpapers (in my opinion) when I'm feeling down. I concentrate all of my bad feelings into it...it's a way of release for me. Anyhoo, please download/comment! (I feel even happier with my wallpaper when my brother actually compliments it, too, which he did this one!) Hosted By theOtaku.com.
Today is probably going to be a usual Saturday with nothing special going on. MAYBE we'll see some movie, but that usually doesn't happen. Chances are it'll just be a stay at home lazy day. My dad said something about a "pro wrestling" exhibition going on in the area...*laugh* And that we should go. WELL, I don't know about that...he wanted to, and my brother said ok...but we'll see about that. ^^; As for how I'm feeling right now, I can't tell. I only just woke up so I can't pinpoint a depressed emotion at the moment. -__-; Thanks again though.
For lack of anything else, here's an amv. XD But I'm warning you: YAOI ALERT. If you don't like yaoi (guy x guy), don't watch it. I love this vid though! The song matches so well (I think...). It's "Precious" by Depeche Mode (great 80's band that's been doing electronic music lately), and the anime are Loveless and Papa to Kiss in the Dark. Again, yaoi warning. :3 Enjoy if you want/like.
Well, I think that's it for me today...sorry if this was boring. ^^;; Thanks for visiting me and always helping me out; I hope to do the same for you when I can. Have a good day!
P.S. QUESTION: Is my playlist playing on shuffle? It should be...but it keeps starting from the beginning for me...^^;
