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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Sunday, November 18, 2007
Warning: thanks, depressing/morning, ironic, work, yesterday/wp, today, & amv
Thanks for the comments! Ok, MO isn't dying...it just seems some days are slower than others, and I know people are busy. I only said that cause other people were saying so. Anyhoo, anime snow girl, asialonewolfe, angel leila (though you probably won't come back again), teddy, and Aerith [and others? probably], thanks for visiting again! It's been so long! It's great to hear from you again, although some of you are pretty much done with MO. T__T That's sad. Gi-chan, it's ok! *hugs* Don't worry, and same with anyone else that apologized for not commenting. ^^; It's ok. And SORRY about saying my post was "shorter than usual." You guys should know by now that I have no sense of estimating my post's length. >> *sigh* Nana, thanks again, you seem to be the only person that has noticed. That's my onee-chan for you! ^_^ Well, thanks again for the comments; I'm not going to go into detailed replies today.
Well...it's a nice and dark morning, all rainy and wonderful. It's one of those great mornings for sleeping late; it's just a shame that I have trouble sleeping all the time. I couldn't fall asleep well last night because I was thinking nothing but negative thoughts, mainly about myself. I've been very down lately, and I seem to think that whatever I say isn't worth listening to/reading. I'm always wrong about things, and I seem to indirectly hurt people with things I say...that's why it's just better to ignore me. I've also been worrying about the projects and things I have building up for school...since it's getting near the end of the semester, there's a ton of stuff to do, and it's always on my mind. So yeah, when I finally fell asleep, I had nothing but bad dreams. They were all very angry and upsetting...crying, cursing, crap like that. I'm getting out my frustrations during my sleep instead of when I'm awake...I wanted to cry when I was trying to sleep last night, but I held it back because then I wouldn't be able to breathe. ^^;
I find it funny, or rather, ironic that my mom always says she's so proud of me for having "high self-esteem and self-confidence." Hah. That's a good one. I smile when she says that, and I agree with her, but I know it's not true. If anything, I have probably the lowest out there. ^^; I just don't show it around her or anyone in my family...as you can tell, I mainly let out my worries and whatnot on here; I don't know how I could survive without such a means of release. Thank you for being here for me. I'm also glad I have this "blog" because for my final English paper, our topic has to be something related to technology (mainly the internet), and I chose the topic of blogging and how it's a good thing. I have lots of wonderful reasons for that. XD
Speaking of that paper, I have to do the outline today...argh...I hate outlines! I just like going right into the paper and starting it. I don't like prewriting at all. ^^;; I also have to study for a history test tomorrow...argh. -__-; And last night, I also emailed my group members again about the project because we only have one history class this week (cause of Thanksgiving break), but I doubt they'll get back to me. *sigh* That one guy that's supposed to be working on the oral presentation with me, hasn't once talked to me or shown concern about the project. He hasn't done a thing to help!!! >< He hasn't even replied to my emails! I don't know how this is going to go at all, and I really don't like it!
Anyhoo, yesterday was like any other day! Watched anime and played more Samurai Warriors 2 (it's really fun!! Yes, Steph, I know you love Dynasty Warriors more though!). I don't think anything else happened that was really interesting. ^^; I don't remember anyways. [edit: I remembered a couple of good things! I finally got my L t-shirt in the mail. :3 I can't wait to wear it! And my mom bought me an adorable Winnie the Pooh plush...it's for babies. XD It has a pull string that plays a music box-like melody] I did make a new wallpaper though so please comment/download. It's of Rakka from Haibane Renmei. :3 She's my fave in the show. I think this turned out pretty well...thanks to those that commented already!
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Sorry! This post is coming out really boring and depressing! And this time I'm sure it's a bit shorter. ^^;; I just don't have anything else to talk about! Don't bother commenting if you don't want to! I don't mind. And as for yesterday, I wasn't able to get to everyone. :( MORE people ended up updating than I initially thought. ^^;; Errr...yeah...nothing else to say. I'll be busy today with that homework so I can't guarantee a lot of visiting either, and I"m not posting tomorrow like usual. I wanted to show you this amv that I liked, but then I realized they disabled the embed feature! Darn it. So I'll just give you the link to it if you wanna watch it. It's a One Piece one, and it's really good and sad. It revolves around Nami and Robin's sad pasts; the song is Nickelback's "If Everyone Cared." So click the link if you want to watch it.
One Piece AMV
Well, thank you very much for visiting me! *hugs* Sorry again for this lackluster post. :( I'll try to visit some people today if I can, but if I can't, sorry again. Have a good couple of days!
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