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1988-11-12
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2006-02-14
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Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student
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Kelsey
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getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it.
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my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something
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Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless
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to find my purpose in life
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watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Warning: thanks, forgetful, yesterday/cryfest, project worries, wp, break/mom
Aww, thank you all so very much for the comments. *hugs* I'm SO sorry that my posts have been rather bleh lately. :( I've made several of you worry a lot about me...and this "downward spiral" of my spirit, and I'm sorry again!! But I must thank you all so much for your encouragement and everything. *hugs* You're such sweet friends!! I don't have much time to post today, so I can't do much in the way of replying...but I'll do some. Like welcome to my new friend InsaneAndroid. :3 Thank you for your comment! *hugs* It's nice having a new friend like you. ^^ And more people that haven't been here in quite some time: EternalParadise, innocent heart, Refi-chan, Shizuka, Fox, and Kawaii Kitten. Welcome back!! It's ok about not being here in a while. ^^; I understand. Anyhoo, thank you all again.
As I said, I don't have much time to post today...you know why?? It's because I have to STUDY. -___-; I totally forgot that I have a fashion marketing test today!! On chapters 11-15. *sigh* And I didn't do that great on my last test so I definitely needed to study more for this...bah!!!! My mind has just been so preoccupied with being down and whatnot that I had no room to remember this. T__T You know when I remembered that I have this test? Last NIGHT before going to bed...at midnight! I looked over my notes for one chapter and that was it, I needed to go to sleep. ^^;; So yeah, this sucks...after I post, I'm going to study (hopefully enough for the test). If I finish this quickly, I should have 45 minutes to do so, which is enough (I THINK).
Anyhoo, I'll just talk about yesterday now! As you know (if you've been reading my posts), I've been pretty depressed as of late, and yesterday was no different! All of this stress from school and just everything has been building up inside of me. -___- And I let it loose at the end of history class. First of all, I had a test in history, and I don't think I did that great either...I couldn't study much (more like, I couldn't concentrate well), and I totally forgot to study some of the stuff on there. But anyhoo, after class I decided to talk to my teacher AGAIN about our group project and how everyone isn't doing their part. Danielle, the girl that wrote the paper, was also concerned about our progress and Julie was, too. So they stuck around and contributed to the conversation...but, um, I told her more about how freaked out I've been about this darn presentation and how I'm afraid it's not going to go over well...and how it's been putting me on the verge of tears. ^^;; And, well, I ended up crying right then and there...
My teacher kept trying to calm me down and tell me not to worry so much, and we "have to move on" and "I never meant for this project to be so stressful!" :( Yeah. Well, whatever. I still cried, but at least Julie and Danielle were comforting, too...they reassured me that they'd help out more with the project and get the other guys to do their work. Oh, and my teacher said she'd have no problem if we ALL stood up and presented so that it wouldn't just be me. ^^; That's nice of her and all, but I'm still worried...since I am yet to see any progress with this; I don't know any information about our topic. Those guys better send me the power point WELL BEFORE sunday!! [presentation is on monday]
Ok, now that I got more of that stress out of me...which I'm sorry for. You're probably sick of hearing me whine about that one project. *sigh* Anyhoo, so I was still crying when I went to French, but that's ok...no one really noticed anyway. The crying felt good; I gotta say that! Their words put me at ease for the rest of yesterday, and that's why I kept thinking not to worry about school at all...which led me to forget about the test today. ^^; Oh well, but um, nothing else really happened of interest yesterday. I made a new wallpaper though, and it's been featured since last night. :3 Please comment/download!!
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So today I just have my one class and then I'm done for the week! Yay! I have the next 3 days off for our Thanksgiving break. ^^ I'm glad I can sleep late! I'm still going to have lots of homework to do, but at least I can sleeeeeep. My mom can't pick me up today though so my brother will have to. -__-; She can't because, the poor thing, has to have more work done on her teeth...this has been so stressful on her. And it sucks because it's just a couple days before Thanksgiving! The day for tons of eating. :( She won't be able to chew anything...*sigh* So it really sucks. If you're a religious person, please pray for her. ^^; She's so worried about this. Um yeah, let's see...since I have the next days off, I might be able to post tomorrow...I'll see though if I feel like it.
Sorry, no amv today! I don't feel like searching one out, and I gotta get to my studying. ^^;; *hugs* Thanks soooooooo much for visiting me, and I'm sorry for MY lack of visits. I haven't had the motivation lately to get to many. Too busy with crap. But anyhoo, thanks again, and have a wonderful day!
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