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Thursday, November 22, 2007


Warning: much thanks, Thanksgiving, test/school work, perfectionism, yesterday/wp, today, & amv
Wow, most definitely the most comments I've gotten in a loooong while. ^^; *hugs hugs hugs* You're all so wonderful!! Thank you so much for taking the time to visit me of all people. There were certain friends that I missed in that sea of comments, but hopefully they'll comment today. XD Anyhoo, thank you triply much because today in the US is Thanksgiving!! So yeah, you all totally deserve even more thanks. ^_^ Thanks for the encouragement about all of my schoolwork. I know I shouldn't be so hard on myself with this and I shouldn't panic so much...but I can't help it. I have no control over this GROUP project because I have to rely on my group members to do their work first...*sigh* And so yeah. About the test, I don't know how I did, but thanks again for the good lucks and compliments. ^^; To those that haven't commented in a while (won't list them), it was SOOO nice hearing from you all again. :3 I've missed you! *hugs* Thank you very much again!

So, yes, obviously I didn't post yesterday. I could've though since I didn't have school, but I slept later in the morning...so I didn't have as much time, and I just didn't feel like it. I wasn't going to have much to say anyway. Plus, I didn't think I could visit everyone that updated yesterday...and trust me, there was like a bajillion! I only got to some so I'm sorry if I didn't make it to your site. :( Since it's Thanksgiving today in the USA, I'm sure a lot of you probably won't have time to comment or post...so I'm not expecting many. It's ok. I'm very thankful to have met all of my friends on here; you've been so good to me. ^^; Like, better than "friends" in real life...*sigh* But yeah, thank you again for being here for me. Even if you don't celebrate Thanksgiving, I think that everyone should find a day (if not everyday) to give thanks for what you have--whether it be your family, friends, pet, food, anything. ^_^ Oh and another major thanks because I have over 7000 visits!! O__o Wowza. That's a lot. XD

Okies, so now onto the rest of the post. So I had that fashion marketing test on tuesday, which I studied some for, and I'm not sure how I did. ^^;; Definitely not a perfect score, that's for sure...but hopefully good enough not to fail. XD I just couldn't remember all there was to remember. My mind has been so preoccupied with being depressed and worrying about OTHER classes (*cough* HISTORY *cough*) that I just couldn't remember that crap. Oh well. On to yesterday...I received a couple emails from my dear history group members...>> saying, "Don't worry! Stop freaking out. I'll have the powerpoint done by Sunday." V___V NOoooo...that's NOT what I want. "Done by sunday" could mean done by 11pm on sunday night! That won't do ME any good since I have to see it, look at the info, and take notecards on it to prepare for the oral presentation on monday...my group members have no consideration for others. They've all been doing things at their own pace without thinking about the other members that need their part done first! *sigh*

Sorry, I bet you're all tired of hearing about that project. ^^; Well, I'm TIRED of worrying about it...I know, I should be relaxing on this little break from school, and I shouldn't be panicking about it...there's nothing I can do, but I'm such a perfectionist and so overly conscientious about getting things done and prepared that if I don't know what's going on--if I'm not prepared--then it just causes me even more stress. A total emotional breakdown, like what happened on Monday. -__-; I hate myself for being such a perfectionist!!! Then again, I hate myself for a lot of things...but I won't go through them now, I'm trying to make this a non-self-deprecating post. ^^;;; Anyhoo, so yesterday nothing really happened, other than what was going on in my mind. I still have trouble realizing that I'm real, and that I'm "alive." I feel like each time I wake up, I should be in a different place, in a different body, and that the day before was all just a dream...I hate this...

Sorry again...errr, other than finishing Nodame Cantabile yesterday (very good! what a sweet ending! ^^) and playing more Samurai Warriors 2, I made a new wallpaper, which yes, happens to be featured now. :3 It's another Death Note one of L...made with screen shots from episode 25. (thank you Aya cause those were the ones you sent me before!) Barely anyone submitted wallpapers yesterday/last night so that's probably why it's featured. ^^; But I sure am happy about that! Thankies to those that made that possible. XD Please download/comment!!

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Umm...so yeah, today's Thanksgiving, and it's my dad's favorite holiday. ^^; Cause of all the food...he's all about the eating aspect. My mom is going to be baking up a storm today, and she likes that. I wish she could eat everything though...but cause of that darn work on her teeth, she can't. *sigh* Only soft things. T__T Since I'm not much of a fan of Thanksgiving food (turkey, stuffing, pies, potatoes, etc.), I guess my favorite aspect is the being thankful part. XD We don't have other family members over since they all live too far away, but I like being with my immediate family...I suppose. What are you guys doing (if you celebrate it)? Anyhoo, so it might be a busy day, it might not. I'll try to visit when I can. Well, I guess I have nothing else to say today, so here's an amv. I love this one, and I've shown it a couple times before. "Communicate" by BT and it's to Elfen Lied. It's really well made. :3 Enjoy!

Thanks for taking the time to visit me today. ^^ Though I'm sure not many people will. Sorry for anything and everything, but thanks once again for being my friends. *hugs* Have a wonderful Thursday (whether it's thanksgiving for you or not)!

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