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Tuesday, December 4, 2007


Warning: thanks, night/wind, today, yesterday, poem, & amv
Thank you for the comments! Though fewer than usual...and there were 2 days to comment (almost 3 for some), but it's ok!! I guess I just missed certain people, seeing as they updated or whatever. Anyhoo, thanks for the comments about that "family tree" that I did for French. XD If you didn't see my last post, go ahead and check it out if you wanted. As for my dog, yes, he was very cute, and we had a good time (except for the ride back!) Driffter, Shizuka, Gi-chan, nice hearing from you again. :3 And to everyone else, thanks again. I know my last post wasn't that interesting or long, and I knew no one would pay attention to the edit at the end...but oh well, it's ok. Thanks again.

Well, last night, yet again, wasn't good for sleeping. -__-; I ended up taking a sleeping pill...I didn't want to wait around just laying there NOT sleeping any longer. It's so annoying because I'm practically half-asleep, but I'm just not quite there yet, and then I'm awake again. Argh. And all yesterday, last night, and still today, the wind has been TERRIBLE!! Like, holy crap, I don't know how fast the wind gusts were last night, but I was afraid something would crash through my window...if it wasn't the window itself breaking in. The flag we have hanging outside was flipping and blowing all over so violently! I bet if mom, Totoro, or I went outside, we'd be blown away! T__T I hate the wind!!! It's not as bad if it's not freezing, but still, it's annoying...and when it IS cold, it's COLD. Sooo frigid out there...brrr!!

So I just have fashion marketing today. We're going to go over what we did for homework since she canceled class last week. One part of the assignment was to design a logo for our store that we're coming up with. I drew some, but I think my first idea is the best. Again, if that's something that's settled on, maybe I'll scan it in and show you. It's up to my group members though. >> Umm...but yeah, since it's tuesday...my mom has to go BACK to the dentist again. *sigh* I think this is the 4th time or more in the past month that she's had to go. And it's all her previous crook of a dentist's fault!! >< Today I think she's getting some fillings redone or something. My poor mommy...and she keeps saying that she doesn't want anything to happen like this to me...so I need to go to the dentist soon. ^^;; I don't think I've been in 2 years or more!

Let's see...yesterday...Uh. *thinks* Math, history, French, English...all of them had major work to hand in, and I was happy to get rid of it. Danielle, the girl in my history group that wrote the paper, still hasn't returned to class. *sigh* And she has the citations for the paper...without them, our teacher won't grade us. :( Wednesday is our LAST CLASS so she better be there!!!! T__T Um, I guess nothing else of interest happened in school. Tomorrow I don't have math class though, because they're doing a review for the first test make-up, which I don't have to take. So yay, I get to sleep in more...but then go for the rest of my classes...oh well, at least I can sleep an hour more. So yesterday at home it was the usual day as well. Almost finished watching Claymore, and it's still amazing. XD So good and action-packed and violent. *laugh* Someone said on youtube that it was the "new Elfen Lied." If you've seen that, then you could compare. Limbs flying everywhere. XD But really, it's very good so I recommend it!

Guess what?? OMG. I wrote a poem for the first time in months...sunday night. I was trying to sleep (which didn't happen anyway), and I just decided to write the poem in my head down. Usually I don't...I'm either too lazy or something lately. So see what you think. I had a couple meanings in mind with it, too.

Tossed in the corner,
Collecting dust,
A sweet little doll
With hair of rust.
Green glass eyes
That shimmer with light,
Witnessed all the pain
Inflicted every night.
Whey was she discarded?
Why was she abused?
All these thoughts departed--
She just simply refused.
That poor little dolly
Was never picked up again.
There was no one to love her,
No one left to pretend.

So? You like? Now for my meanings...since I was feeling depressed that night...I was feeling like I had just been forgotten about, like the doll. I was writing about my feelings, but then as I got to the middle...somehow those lines about "witnessed all the pain..." came about, and from there...I took it as a poem about child abuse. :( I find child abuse to be one of the worst things out there, and I'm so against it. So yeah, that could be a meaning of this poem; it shows the sadness of that reality. I'm not sure if it's any good, but eh. There it is.

I don't think I have anything else to talk about...yesterday was just meh...tomorrow I still won't post despite having more time in the morning. Today is my short day, but I still have more homework and studying to do for tomorrow. *sigh* Stupid school. At least it's almost over for the Christmas break. So sorry again if I can't visit everyone. I've been trying a little at a time to get to some people at least. I guess I'll just put an amv here. I've shown this one a couple of times before, but I just love it. It's Kelly Clarkson's "Breakaway" to Air. :3 Enjoy!

Thank you very very much for visiting me. *hugs* I hope that you're all doing well...I'm sure many of you are just as busy as I am. Sorry for my lack of comments. Um, yes, have a wonderful couple of days!

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