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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
*hugs* Thanks for the comments! I know that I said I wasn't going to post today...but I apparently lied. ^^;; I didn't want to leave you guys with such a crappy post...so yeah. Anyhoo, midnight-chan and fmarox, it's so nice to hear from you again! It's been quite some time!! *hugs* And to the few others that commented (for some reason, saturdays are lonely MO days!), I really appreciated it. Aya and Zera, thank you for your suggestions again about how to make me sleep better and not be so depressed. B-12 and exercise...I'll see about that, but really, thanks again. And to everyone else that has had sleeping problems, yeah, they suck, so let's get more rest soon!! ^^; Thank you for the wonderful comments...few checked out my wallpaper, but that's ok. Thanks again.
Yeah, again, I said I wasn't going to post today, but oh well! I AM. I slept much better, and I really could've laid in bed all day. It's soo dark out again...we haven't had many sunny days lately. I just wish that either rain or snow would come along with the clouds (we were SUPPOSED to get snow and ice...but we only got some rain! The weather people lied.) because I don't like it when it's just COLD and cloudy. -__- I don't see any "wintry mix" of snow/sleet/freezing rain...liars! Oh well...it doesn't really matter. We were going to go to church this morning until we heard the weather report so we didn't go...and that was a waste cause nothing's happening. Umm...I had some dreams last night...and they mostly involved old friends and acquaintances from high school. Eh, they weren't great dreams, but at least they weren't bad. And the night before I didn't sleep enough to dream!
Yesterday wasn't exciting, of course. It was just like any other day. Mom, dad, and Derek went to see that "I Am Legend" movie. Corey and I didn't want to see it cause it looked corny...according to mom and dad, it was, but Derek liked it. D likes the oddest movies...he always thinks movies are great that we think suck. ^^; So they did that after we had the groomer over to completely overhaul Totoro. XD So now he's finally trimmed like a dog. He's a poodle, but we just have her do a puppy cut, not poodle cut...so don't worry, he doesn't look like he got his feet stuck in cotton balls. His coloring isn't like a poodle either; he's a "parti-color", which means he's black with white/creamy patches. Anyhoo, he looks really cute now...though it's more like a potato with stick legs walking around...err, hobbling around [he still limps; that leg/knee won't get better unless we get this $3000 surgery done...].
Something that put me in a better mood was that I heard from Mika! She's the friend I said I've been communicating wish for about 6 years. We met online and have been friends since...she lives in Canada. Anyhoo, a couple weeks ago I mentioned her and how worried I was about her since I haven't heard from her since October...and her last message was about being really depressed over a friend's death. :( I checked my ICQ messages yesterday, and she finally sent me one!! I was SO GLAD...soo relieved that she's ok...my mind was in "worst-case scenario" mode...so yay. She didn't say what was up, but I'm just glad she's fine. Now I can get her address from her again. I was feeling helpless since I lost her home address; I couldn't even send her a card/letter to contact her or anything...but now it should be ok. *nods* I've had a package to send to her for a year! *is so lazy*
I made a new wallpaper yesterday. I doubt it will be featured, but oh well. It's a Loveless one...I made it all texture-ful and grungy...I think this dark wallpaper really helped me release some of that depression...I'm hoping. :3 So please please download/comment! So few actually do that these days, which disappoints me...but I can't force you. Check out my other wallpapers that you might not have seen, too. Thanks. Hosted By theOtaku.com.
I'm sure today will be another boring day...I can't wait to actually do something different. Since I don't drive yet...I can't really just go out and do whatever I want; it's all up to my family. So I'm hoping to do something different soon! We might go to a basketball game sometime, and my dad said he'd take us ice skating! I've never been ice skating before. ^^; I haven't done a lot of things actually...I'm so deprived. Hopefully we can do those things before Christmas. Get rid of this monotony. Umm...so, yeah, I don't think I'll post tomorrow, ok? I'll restrain myself and not make a wallpaper today...I should take a break. I'm sorry! And I'm sorry for my uber lack of commenting lately...I haven't been in the mood, as you could tell. Today should be better; I HOPE.
Here's an amv...a Loveless one since I made that wallpaper. XD It's another one with a Within Temptation song, this time it's "See Who I Am." Enjoy! [shonen-ai alert]
Thanks sooo much for visiting me. *hugs* Though I've been hearing from fewer people, that's ok...I suppose. I sure miss a lot though. ^^;; People are just busy, like I have been. *hugs* So thanks for taking the time to read my huge arse posts. Have a wonderful couple of days!
