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Thursday, December 20, 2007


Warning: thanks, sleep/morning, yesterday, wp, mom, & songs
*hugs* Hello, and thanks for all the comments! I don't care if you were a "late commenter." It doesn't really matter since I didn't post yesterday. ^^; I'm really flattered that people would still visit my site even though it wasn't highlighted blue! XD So thank you very much! So many people visited that haven't done so in a while: Iruka sensei, Driffter, capture, anime snow girl, and Angelbest. :3 And I have a new friend, chibi-anna-chan!! Welcome to my site!! So nice to have a new friend! *hugs* I haven't had time to read ALL of your comments, but I will when I can...so sorry, no specific replies today. Just thank you all veryvery much for everything.

Yup, yup, another morning. Mah...these days I seem to just NOT want to get up. -___- I've been laying in bed and falling in and out of sleep longer than usual. It's like, "Nooo...I don't want to get up at all...what's the point?" *sigh* But here I am! I can't sleep my whole boring day away. I had lots more strange dreams, and ones that were disturbing. Again, I woke up almost crying. :( Bleh. I didn't want to though because then I wouldn't be able to breathe, and thus, I wouldn't fall back to sleep easily. Mom and I were going to meet D (oldest bro, Derek) lunch yesterday, but that didn't work...so then we were planning for today, but he's apparently getting sick, and my mom hasn't been doing well either. We're just a bunch of sickly people, I guess. So maybe TOMORROW we'll meet him for lunch...the whole reason I didn't post yesterday was supposed to be because of that and not having enough time, but eh, that wasn't the case. I just didn't feel like posting.

I think a good lot of you are going to be on your winter breaks soon (if you get them), if you're not already...so that means more people updating and commenting. ^^; That's good in a way, but it's also bad for me since I know it's almost always impossible for me to visit everyone! T__T Sorry. And it's odd because a good majority of the people I visit, don't visit me back anyway...it's sad, but I guess it's just because they've been still really busy; I understand so it's no problem. [edit: removed part of rant]

Ugh, I'm not feeling too well at the moment...bah...it's probably because of feeling depressed these days, and I hate it. It affects my sleeping habits and just how I feel. -__- Like yesterday sucked. We were supposed to go out and do things, but then my dad incorporated himself into the equation, and that always messes things up. We couldn't do what we were going to and just ended up waiting all day for him since he was holding us back...he had some business conference calls to do, so yeah. SO STUPID. I was going to actually get out of the house...but cause of him, no. So it was another stay at home and do nothing day. I'm sure if I have a change of routine, then I'd probably feel better...so I'm hoping to do something today. Corey, the lazy bum, has a job interview and his acupuncture appointment today, and he has ANOTHER job interview tomorrow!! So let's hope he gets a job. T__T That'll get him out of my hair, and hopefully mom and I can do some things on our own.

I made a wallpaper, but I'm somewhat disappointed in it. It was a request from InsaneAndroid to make a wallpaper of one of her original characters, Akinauni. Her drawing skills are amazing, and I'm afraid I didn't do her drawing justice with this wallpaper. Sorry!! Barely anyone ever downloads "original anime" wallpapers...so it sucks. But please, my dear friends, go show it some love! ^^; And in my description of it, I have the link to her drawing, so if you could vote for it, too, that'd be awesome. Thanks!

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As I said briefly before, my mom wasn't feeling too well. It's because she had a reaction last night...to what? To f-ing wrapping paper. It's so retarded. It's like she's going to have an allergic reaction [these are major...if you are a new friend, you don't know much about this problem...but it's serious] to practically ANYTHING these days. *sigh* Before, it was just chemicals in paint and new houses, but now it seems like anything can affect her. I hate it. She hates it. We all do. I want my mom to be well...I want her to be able to do the things she used to do, and I want her back to her old self. She's lost soooo much weight from this whole incident...and it's saddening looking at my mom now...she looks practically like a skeleton. It's sad, and I'm always worried for her now...and when she tells me that she had another reaction, I don't know what to say anymore. When my dad hears that, he gets mad. >> *sigh* So yeah, I guess this still really affects me...probably part of the reason I've been depressed. We moved because of this, and just bah...so much crap...sorry...

Umm...I don't know if I'll post tomorrow. I might, but I might not...it depends...what we're going to do and whatnot. Also, maybe not saturday. We'll just see, but don't be alarmed if I don't show my face around those days. XD Errr, no amv. I've made this post long enough! Sorry!! Too long, right? You can go to my playlist and check out some songs near/at the bottom...I've been adding more lately, and I don't know if they're ever heard. Well, thank you very much for visiting me. *hugs* I really appreciate it. Have a great day!

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