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Sunday, December 23, 2007


Warning: thanks/pre-written, worst night ever, goodies, sick...blah...crap
I always feel weird typing up posts ahead of time...but that's what I'm doing now. XD Because today we're going to church, and that means a lack of posting time. Yeah. So this will be shorter than most of my posts...thanks SOOOO MUCH for the wonderful comments. I haven't yet read them all, but there were so many...and they were so long! *hugs* I feel so loved, and I love you guys all back. Lots of people commented that haven't in a while, too! So thank you very much for coming back to visit me. ^_^ I can guess that most of you said encouraging and sweet words to me about feeling depressed and whatnot...so I'll definitely read them when I find the time! I appreciate all of your caring feelings towards this complete stranger. ^^; It's amazing. So yeah, thank you all again!

[edit:since this post was written the night before...well, it didn't contain last night's sleep...well, LACK of. *sigh* Worst night ever. Nauseous, achy...everything in between...I went to bed at midnight, and by the time I fell asleep, I could almost see the sun rise. It was that bad. Being awake, trying to sleep, for 6 hours is torture...I think my mind/body has forgotten how to fall asleep...either that, or I'm AFRAID to fall asleep. *sigh* I threw up this morning, and even though it's almost noon, I should still be trying to sleep...sorry, don't expect comments from me today...I'm just too miserable. I cried so much last night, too. *sigh* Sorry...you may now continue with the pre-written post...oh, and we obviously didn't make it to church today. I'm going to go collapse now.]

Well, I think I have a bit of a flu. Very timely, no? *rolls eyes, slumps* -___- I've got the aches all over, and I suppose my nose is stuffier than usual...but that is hard to tell because I always have horrid allergies. *sigh* Thank you very much, depressed mood. Being depressed + lack of sleep [ugh, friday night was the WORST...I was laying in bed for 4 f-ing hours...awake...4am!! (not the worst after last night...)] + actually going out of the house once = sick. So yeah, hopefully by some miracle I'll be better by Christmas!!! T__T Yesterday, I could barely stand...well, I could stand, but I was achy...and I didn't feel like it. Anyhoo, so like I said, I actually went out. On friday, mom and I met D (oldest brother, 28) for lunch and did some shopping. We went to the mall [crazy idea, right?], had lunch there, and just walked around. Oh, before that though, we went to D's little apartment to pick him up...he invited us in to see his tiny little fake Christmas tree. XD It's not even 2 feet tall! Hehe!! But yeah, so I got out of the house! It did wonders for my mood THAT DAY...yeah, for one day at least I felt better.

While at the mall, we mainly just walked around...and looked for things to buy dad for Christmas. Also, we went to Borders, and I got some more manga to be saved as Christmas gifts, and same with a couple shirts from Hot Topic. Yup...errr...so that was Friday...then yesterday was another usual day. But like I said, I started feeling sick. The night before was terrible; I got practically no sleep, probably because of the flu's onset. -__- Umm...I spent most of the day playing Phoenix Wright [on the DS; I've had it for over a year, but I stopped playing it for a while]...watched more Gurren Lagann and finished the first "chapter", I guess you could say. It's been really good! I'm liking it more than I first did. My mood was somewhat in the dumps again, but oh well. At least I had one somewhat good day, emotion-wise. When I took my shower, I just wanted to sit in it...sit and sit...and not move...*sigh* Bah! Sorry...babbling about crap again.

I made some goodies for you to look at. First, I actually made an e-card. XD A Christmas card. I made it with all of my MO friends in mind. *hugs* So yeah, check it out. It was featured, too! :3 Happy holidays to every one of you, whether you celebrate Christmas or not. *hugs* Make this time a wonderful one, no matter what! Here's the card, it's simple:

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I was going to make a wallpaper with that image, but I didn't want to spend the time...so I decided, "Why not make it on a smaller scale? E-CARD!" XD

And yesterday, I made a new wallpaper. So please comment/download. I really love how it turned out...it took a while, but I think it's worth it. I hope you like it, too.

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Well, I totally need to wrap this post up now...so yeah, no amv. Sorry! *hugs* Thanks sooo much for visiting me...I need to do a better job with commenting you guys. :( I haven't gotten to as much lately, and I definitely didn't get to anyone yesterday...what with feeling like crap and all. I'll see if I can visit today; see how I feel. It's aching to type even. .___. *sigh* I'll probably post tomorrow but not Christmas...have a wonderful day, my dear friends! Thanks for sticking with me, even when I'm nothing but a useless pile of nonsensical depression.

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