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Sunday, December 30, 2007


Warning: thanks, another day, emo-ness, yesterday, grades, sorry, & amv
Awww, thank you, my dearies, for the wonderful comments. I got SO many this time! But a couple people commented twice, and I didn't post yesterday, but still. Amazing. Thanks so much. And I have another new friend!! DaFeather, welcome to my site! I'm glad to have you as my friend now. I know that several of my friends here already know you. ^^ Kaisap, Madarame, Rachel (mewmew lover), StarFire, and thoa-kun (wow, a lot), so nice to hear from you again. Probably other people, too...it's so great seeing familiar faces. Stephy (kawaiikitten), I'll miss you. I'm sorry you have to leave. :( Anyhoo, thanks to everyone for everything. Yeah, my first time ice skating and riding a bike in many years. To some of you, it sounded ridiculous not knowing how to do those things, but some of you were in the same boat as me. XD Yes, I did make "friends" with some little kids at the rink...they were so cute, and I was compelled to help them. After all, it was our first times skating! Well, thanks again for everything.

Yeah, no, I didn't post yesterday...I knew I wasn't going to be in the mood to or something. Anyhoo, it's getting nearer to the new year, isn't it?? Darn it. Yup, it's another day...ANOTHER freaking day. I can't believe it. Aya, thanks a ton for your comment; you're so knowledgeable about so many things. I didn't know that about how we perceive time!! But I still don't like it! These days are going by so quickly, and I feel like I'm wasting every one of them. I can't believe it each day when it gets to be 9:30pm...I'm like, WHAT??? How is it that late already? Where'd my day go?? T__T And when it reaches midnight..."CRAP. Now it's time to go back to bed...and attempt sleeping again...same old, same old." And that same old isn't good. I haven't been sleeping well lately, and yesterday I woke up crying again. This sucks majorly. I never have good dreams, and every night is a struggle to sleep. So what's the point??? Then I wake up and it's back to being another day...probably just as uneventful as the last.

Sorry. I'm always starting out in such a pessimistic manner, aren't I? Well, I just seem to be a "glass half-empty" person these days...that's why, instead of looking to the new year as, "Oh good! A NEW year! Fresh start!" I'm, "Well, there went another year...great...another one gone, and it sucked." *slumps* Sorry!!!! Umm...I'll move on to talking about yesterday...which was, of course, another nothing day. My mom and dad went out and did some shopping, leaving my brother and I at home. *sigh* That's no different than pretty much every other day. I've been playing more Phoenix Wright lately...I'm getting into it more and more. XD It's so fun solving these cases and finding my clients innocent! ^^ We watched Zatoichi (movie, 2003, Beat Takeshi), and it's still really good! We went to see it in a special little movie theater when it first came out. It's an awesome movie so I recommend it if you haven't seen it.

I didn't make a new wallpaper...I worked on one, but it wasn't working out. ^^;; It was becoming a total failure so I quit. Instead, I tried using my tablet to DRAW something. Well, for one, I barely draw anymore, and two, my tablet isn't that great. Like I said, whenever I draw on it/use it the pen basically cuts into the plastic cover on it (no, that's not meant to come off; it's attached) and creates indents. It's really stupid...and it makes it hard to use! So I partially drew an elf girl...by partially, I mean just her face. And since I never draw on the computer, nor know how to do anything really as far as coloring...it's all on the same layer, and I'm sure I won't be coloring it in...and I doubt I'll finish and submit it either. I SUCK. *sigh* I find the things I'm able to do lately to be diminishing...except for get good grades. I checked my grades for my first semester, and I got all A's. Yay. I should be happy, and I guess I am, but I wasn't excited upon seeing them...and my parents were congratulating me, saying we should do something to celebrate, but I don't see much of a point. They're just grades.

.___. Sorry. This post is turning out to be boring and emo-paced. I just haven't been chipper at all lately...I just find myself not caring about anything; I never seem to have an opinion anymore...I'm indecisive...I just don't care. *sigh* I don't even know what I like to do anymore. ^^; And I don't know what to do about it either. Maybe it's because of my lack of sleep, my bad dreams, my mom suffering with those "allergies," my family being stressed over money matters, or maybe it's just that I'm constantly with an older brother that puts me down all the time. v___v Sorries. I've gots nothing else interesting to talk about...please forgive me. I wouldn't blame you if you didn't find anything to comment on here. ^^;; If you want, feel free to check out my wallpapers that maybe you haven't commented on.

Here's an amv. It's with the second (i think) Darker than Black opening song, Kakusei Heroism by Antic Cafe. And it's to one of my all time favorite anime, City Hunter. It's an 80's anime...totally hilarious with just as much action. It's great. So yeah, enjoy if you wanna watch it.

Yes, another post done...I hope I haven't depressed anyone. ^^; I hope I haven't chased anyone off. I also hope that I haven't made any of you sick of me being this way. *hugs* Thanks so much for visiting. I'll try to visit as well. I don't know if I'll post tomorrow...we'll just see. Have a good day!

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