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Thursday, January 3, 2008


Warning: thanks, sleep ugh, game hunt, wp, & sorry
Argh, again, I'm wasting time...I've been staying in bed too long!!! And I'm a somewhat slow reader so I still haven't read all your comments. :( But thank you all just the same!! Emmah, Saijinto, Mami-chan, and possibly others people, too, thanks so much for commenting again. ^^ It was great seeing you!!! Just do your best with commenting, right? Some of you have resolutions to do that better, but it's ok...I guess. ^^; After all, I'd be a hypocrite otherwise. Anyhoo, thanks a ton for the comments on my wallpaper....hehe, I know the fangirls took a great liking to it. [bonitachika especially!] XD Hot guys = great wallpaper, right? Hehe. As for school and waking up, yeah, I'm in college...but waking up in any single-digit time is torture for me. Skomie, sorry you have to get up SO early! That's terrible! I used to get up at 6:30 for my high school. -__- Well, enough of that, just thank you all so very much for everything...sorry again I haven't read them yet to fully reply!

UGH. I'm tired!!!!!! I hate trying to sleep!!!! I swear, I think I've forgotten how to fall asleep! I just don't know how anymore. It doesn't matter if I exercise or get out of the house, my mind just doesn't shut up. I keep thinking, "Am I asleep yet? I'm going to sleep soon! Sleeeeep!!!" .___. *sigh* What time do most of you go to bed? And then when do you usually fall asleep? I should probably go to bed earlier...though midnight-12:30-ish is earlier than I remember some of you mentioning during break. Some of you would go to bed at 4am voluntarily! O__o I'm lying in bed TRYING to sleep still then! So last night, I finally fell asleep after 3 though...but thanks to a sleeping pill (part of one, I never take a whole). And now we're out...so tonight it's do or die. *sigh* I don't want it to ever be nighttime again! T__T Though I like sleeping once I'm asleep...bah. Anyhoo, I had odd dreams involving friends and people from all times. Like elementary school. In one dream, I was back with my second grade class and teacher [though in my dream, everything looked different]. Weird stuff. Anyhoo...

On to the rest of my boring life. I wasn't going to post today, but I made a wallpaper (yes, another one...) and actually went out yesterday. I wanted to get out of the house, but I didn't want to go grocery shopping and errand-running with my mom...so Corey and I went out to do some "game hunting", if you will. The initial plan was to just go to Toys R Us and use my gift card from D from my b-day to buy the second Phoenix Wright game. Well, no dice. They didn't have it...they had the third one, but I wanted to play them in order. So instead, MY gift card was spent on games that I didn't even want! *sigh* Corey picked out some games "for me to play," but how the heck do I play PSP games when I don't have a PSP?? Neither of us do! He only got them because they were on sale. He'll buy anything if it's a reduced price, good or not, useful or not. The thing that bugged me was that it was MY gift card, and I should've been able to use it on things that I wanted...but no...

After that, we went to a GameStop to see if they had the second Phoenix Wright. They didn't either, but I asked the worker guy about it. He was nice, but he had this air of being a jerk...and the girl working there said he was a jerk, too. XD They were both telling me about the new Phoenix Wright game and how I should play that one. YEAH, I will...once I get the second one. -__- She mentioned something about a pink sweater and Phoenix being adorable...hmm...but anyhoo, so the guy searched and found that another nearby gamestop had it! He called them and confirmed and told them to hold it for me. Just, eww, he now knows my name. I don't know, but that guy seemed really creepy...anyhoo, Corey, the lazy bum, wanted me to buy him this game [with his gift card though], but well, I couldn't. It was rated "Mature", and I don't have a license of any kind to show...bah! I'm 19!! v__v

On with the story...sorry...so we went to that other game place and got it finally...yay...I should've been really happy, but I just wasn't at all. I was pretty depressed all day, especially being with my brother. he always puts a damper on things, and he always takes away fun from me. I NEVER ask or tell him to do anything, but he's constantly ordering me around...anything that's mine is his; sure, I can also play the games he buys, but they're HIS. And now I have to pay him back for my game since I used his gift card, even though he essentially used ALL $40 of mine, when I only used $12 of his. Stupid. Stupid. He just gets on my nerves so much...he's always taking advantage of me. And he made me do so much "socializing" yesterday. It's hard for me to talk to clerks and buy things...very stressful...and he knows that, but he made me do it since he's lazy. I don't like this. *sigh* And so the rest of yesterday I felt like crap...but I made a wallpaper so please check it out.

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Sorry! This post is getting really long, isn't it??? And it's about my one outing yesterday, which you probably don't care about. I'm sorry. And sorry about not commenting much again. I'll do my best today...I won't make a wallpaper to take up my time...but I don't know since I do a lot of visiting before bed, but I think I should go to bed earlier and not be on the computer. Maybe that's screwing up my sleep. -__- *sigh* Sorry. And I don't think I'll post tomorrow...or much this weekend...I'm always wasting your time. Bah!! .___. Sorry!! No amv today either...don't feel like it. Have a great couple of days and thanks for visiting me!

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