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Monday, January 7, 2008


Warning: thanks, sleep tips, yesterday/wallpapers, friends, upsets, & dog pics again
Thank you all so much for the comments!! Thank you, thank you. You're all so sweet. Everyone who commented after Doas was shocked to see how long her comment was! XD Doas, thanks a ton. *laugh* But you guys should know that most of that was filled with "how to fall asleep better" lists that she copied and pasted. And thank you very much for those. Wow, I was amazed at how many comments I got...Sundays are usually pretty slow, and lately people have been busy so I'm really grateful for the comments. Shizuka, Harumi, Desi, and maybe others as well, it's been quite some time (especially for Harumi) so I'm glad you came back. ^^ I haven't been forgotten! Hehe, I'm glad everyone thought Totoro was adorable, especially that one next the wafer box. XD I'll put the pics in this one again. Aya, you were the only one to comment on his evilness, and I literally LOL-ed at your comment about using a stick to pet him. XD Anyhoo, thanks a ton again to everyone!

Wow, I actually got to read all the comments before posting! And now I'm posting when I've been starting to lately...I woke up 20 minutes earlier than usual (yeah, that's it, but still...) in hopes that that'll help me sleep better? ^^; *sigh* I've been looking up "how to sleep well" online, and everything's the same (just like you said, doas): drink hot milk, create a sleep ritual, only sleep in your bed (don't do anything else like work or reading), exercise earlier on during the day, eat a small snack before bed, etc. -__- Nope. Not gonna work. How about cold milk? I drink cold milk all the time so why doesn't that work?? I go on my laptop (like now) in my bed, but that's cause I have nowhere else to do it. Anyhoo...I thought I was going to sleep well last night cause I was tired!! But no. I was afraid to sleep this time...for some reason I thought I'd suffocate and die. *sigh* I totally have a sleep phobia! T__T Tonight better be BETTER.

So...yesterday...was in no way exciting. It went by so quickly, and I did nothing. I can't even think of little details that might make it more interesting for you guys to read about...so I won't bother. I didn't make a new wallpaper, but I deleted two (only 2; I could've deleted more) of my older wallpapers. They were complete eyesores so I got rid of them. They were OLD and didn't have many downloads anyway. There are a lot of my older wallpapers that are absolutely horrid, and I could go deleting all of them [like what sweetdevil did], but I won't. I like my high amount of downloads. XD And it also gives you a sense of how I've improved as a waller; from crappily extracted screenshots on a simple gradient, to the texture wallpapers I've been making lately. It's funny though, that my first wallpapers (the Get Backers ones) are still my most popular. ^^; And one of my somewhat recent ones, the BoogiePop Phantom one (which I really liked) has the second to least amount of downloads on mine, just cause it's from an "unpopular" anime!

Well, that's enough about my wallpapers! I could actually do a wallpaper rant and another rant about things, but I won't. ^^; I'll suppress my rantage for now. Umm...I visited everyone that updated yesterday (that I saw), and I felt darn good about that. We'll see about today though; I can only do my best, which isn't very good these days. I don't know what we're going to do today, but it's probably nothing. -___-; Tomorrow, however, I'm going out with friends again! OMG. 2 times within 4 days?? Absurd. But it's true. I mentioned it yesterday; my friends Madii and Kupo (different from those I was with on Saturday) want me to come over to just "chill." That means "bring over the karaoke revolution games, and we'll sing our hearts out!" XD I hope that goes well. Like I said, I'm suddenly not as funny when I'm with them though; their sense of humor is cruder and always involves a lot of cursing. ^^; I don't curse, so yeah. Anyhoo, because of that [doing things with my friends, NOT the cursing!], I don't think I'll post tomorrow...provided I really do go over there and do things.

Ok, now a few things that have been upsetting:
1. Our old house still hasn't sold. It's been on the market for almost a year [a year on the 15th], and it's still not sold. This has been creating SO much stress on my dad...money-wise and everything. Well, stress on everyone, but yeah.
2. My mom isn't any better with those "allergies." She can't even come in my room without having a reaction [burning face, stuffed up sinuses, etc.], and it's just gotten worse since before. I can see the stress in my mom's face...and she's looking older and older. :( This has been going on for about 2 years now...*sigh* And it's what caused my initial depression.
3. My poor baby Totoro has hurt himself again. He can't walk well and isn't acting himself...and right when he was getting better from before, too!! T__T

Here are those pics of my doggie Totoro again, if you didn't see them:

Totoro Pic 1 | Totoro Pic 2 | Totoro Pic 3 | Totoro Pic 4

Sorry, I think this post just keeps getting longer [though it's shorter than previous days']...it turns out I DID have things to say, huh? ^^; Well, that's what this place is for, right? Just getting everything out of our minds and off our chests, whether it's good or bad. Thanks for visiting me, sorry for anything I can apologize for, and have a wonderful couple of days.

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