|
myOtaku.com
• Join Today!
My Pages
• Home
• Portfolio
• Guestbook
• Quiz Results
Contact Me
AIM
• Akabane Rain
E-mail
• Click Here
Website
• Click Here
Yahoo! Messenger
• MSN: amiha@live.com
Vitals
Birthday
• 1988-11-12
Gender
•
Female
Location
• PA in the USA
Member Since
• 2006-02-14
Occupation
• Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student
Real Name
• Kelsey
Personal
Achievements
• getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it.
Anime Fan Since
• my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something
Favorite Anime
• Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless
Goals
• to find my purpose in life
Hobbies
• watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
|
|
|
|
myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
|
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Warning: thanks, no sleep...yesterday, art, & short post
[If you're tired of reading my usual crap, then don't bother commenting with complaints...thanks. This is my post, and I can't help it if I have nothing good to talk about.]
Thank you so much for the comments. I love you guys. I didn't think I'd get that many, but then again, I didn't post for a day. ^^; I didn't even remember that...I thought I posted yesterday. Well, anyhoo, thank you so much for your wonderful comments. I haven't read them yet...sorry...but I don't feel up to it right now. :( I will when I can.
Yeah, this is going to be one of those oddly short posts...because I'm not feeling well on account of not sleeping. *sigh* Last night was one of the worst nights ever lately...it was one where even the sleeping pill didn't help. Instead, it was causing me to have strange hallucinations and feel sick. No more sleeping pills for me. I wonder how I'll fall asleep now...this totally sucks. I couldn't breathe, and I was so frustrated that I wasn't asleep yet that I started crying. I sought out mom and told her I wasn't asleep yet (she woke up), and then she came back to my room with me to comfort me...but her sweet words made me cry more. She readjusted my pillow so it was more like I was sitting up, instead of laying down...that's how I fell asleep...that was finally I think around 5 or 6 am. *sigh* So I didn't get many hours of sleep...I'm tired of this...I'm tired of everything...but not tired enough to fall asleep. Oh, and the stupid wind knocking the shudders...it's terrible; I hate the wind...it kept jolting me awake...scaring me.
I'll be brief about yesterday. I went over Madii's house to have fun with her and Kupo. After arriving, we went to pick up Kupo (her real name's Sian) and get some lunch. We brought it back, talked for a while, and then played Karaoke revolution. Ok, sounds fun, right? But remember I mentioned before that these friends have a different sense of humor...every other sentence includes profanity, and sure, I laugh at that...I find most stuff they say funny, but I certainly can't join in on their conversations like that. I don't curse so it's like I'm "left out." >> I'm also left out because they like to talk about bands/musicians, and I don't know a thing about anything. They may like some manga and anime, but that's not enough to fill a conversation. So I mainly just sat there, listening to them talk...it wasn't that fun. I mainly laugh not to seem out of the loop, though I totally am. *sigh* We had fun singing...though her PS2 didn't work well and wouldn't load the one game.
I'm not saying their bad friends; they're really nice to me and all...I just sometimes think that I don't fit in...and that they probably don't have much fun with me there. They just probably feel forced to invite me...but oh well. Madii is my only friend I know well in college with me anyway. Kupo is going to study in England next fall semester. (she's been saving up money so far this year) Madii's boyfriend is going to transfer to our college though...and I'm worried about that because then they'll be together all the time. *sigh* No more me.
When I got home, I made/finished up some artwork...so please comment/vote/download. I'd really appreciate it. I know most people are busy with school now, and that's why I barely have any downloads, but hey, it's featured somehow. [for now] This is my last week of break...so I need to enjoy it somehow...here's my art, a wallpaper and drawing.
Hosted By theOtaku.com.
Ophelia In Peace
Hosted By theOtaku.com.
Ok, that's all for me. My mom said I should probably go to the doctor about my sinuses and not sleeping...so I wonder when I'll do that. *sigh* Sorry for not commenting much, and I can't guarantee much today...it depends on how I feel. I also don't know if I'll post tomorrow or not...sorry. Well, have a good day! Good luck with everything you're doing!
[edit:My mom called her doctor to see if I could get an appointment. I don't know when they can see me though...]
|
| |
