AIM • Akabane Rain E-mail •Click Here Website •Click Here Yahoo! Messenger • MSN: amiha@live.com
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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
Thanks for all of the comments, dearies. *hugs* You're so sweet. ^^ I didn't get to read them all though...since I've been sort of wasting my time doing other things! Other things that I shall explain later. Anyhoo, welcome to my new friend tenshihoshino! So nice to meet you! Thanks for commenting!! ^_^ And welcome back to anyone that hasn't visited in a while [sorry I'm not being specific]. Lys, I appreciated you coming back and posting a longer comment. It sucks that both of us are in the same boat with not having monday off! Argh. Anyhoo, thanks for the comments on my wallpaper and all of the other sweet things said. You're such great friends. Oh, and also, Perios, I'll miss you. :( My friend Perios has decided to leave theO. So sad. :( Thanks again.
Well, hello there. I actually wasn't going to post today, but I decided to do so anyway because, well, I didn't warn you ahead of time! I didn't post yesterday, but I didn't want to freak anyone [if there'd be anyone] out by not posting today either. Anyhoo, so I'm still sleeping via sleeping pills. I think too much about how I'm going to sleep or if I'm asleep yet that I can't sleep. I just want to shut my brain off at night. -__- Um, I had lots of weird and pretty bad dreams. In one of them, I was crying a lot...I've been having really scary and tear-inducing dreams a lot lately. But this one was because there were bees/hornets in the house! As you may know, I'm scared to death of bees/hornets/wasps/etc. ^^;; So yeah. I also had dreams of things trying to shoot me, and one where I was watching Winnie the Pooh, but it was quite different...I've never heard Pooh say the "S" word before. ^^;
Ok, so...what was I wasting my time with before? Well, Animepaper.net, of course. *rolls eyes* I stupidly decided to get an account there a couple nights ago to try and submit my wallpapers. If you didn't know already, that place is for ultra super amazing wallers and also filled with equally stuck-up and strict mods. Hence me NOT wanting to get an account there before...so I finally thought I was good enough and got one though. >> I'm regretting that. I still haven't heard back about my wallpaper [I submitted the newest one, that Loveless one] yet...no critiques or comments in the Session Zero (a place to go first before submitting) so I just decided to submit anyway. If they reject it, fine; I'm never going back there again!! If they accept it, fine; I'll then have one wallpaper in my gallery, but I'm not going back. I like it here on MO...it's filled with much nicer people [thanks Olivia for warning me against that place anyway!], and it's ok to submit things here if you're an amateur! That place just seems to up-tight and intimidating with its grading system and all.
Because of that site, silly me, I was getting all depressed yesterday. I was thinking about how I suck at making wallpapers and how I shouldn't have bothered, etc. I think those doubts have left me now...I'm just like "whatever" about it. I haven't even gotten a rejection yet so I don't know if it's that bad or not. XD But anyhoo, I was just really depressed yesterday! Depressed about everything it seemed. I wanted to cry each time I talked, but of course I didn't. I actually ended up telling my mom last night that I haven't been happy lately...but my reasoning was because of my lack of sleep. I didn't tell her everything...but that's more than I usually do.
Yesterday we went to the movie theater and saw "No Country for Old Men." I think that's what it's called anyway. ^^;; I never heard of it before, but my mom said it was supposed to be good. Action, violence, suspense...so ok, we went. I must say that it was really GOOD!! EXCEPT for the ending. There was pretty much a total lack of ending. I didn't see one and no one else did either! It just ended as if you stopped mid-sentence. No conclusion, no sense of closure. It just...ended. Everyone in the theater was dead silent, in awe. We were all probably thinking the same thing: WTF. Dead silence as the credits began to roll and then the grumblings and groans of "what the heck was that?" ensued. XD So yeah. It was based on a novel...but did the novel end that way, too?? Jeez! It had such great action and suspense all throughout the movie, and then they go and ruin it with the "ending." ^^; After the movie, we got food and went home!
Two days ago, I made an e-card. I haven't made a new wallpaper yet because I'm sort of recovering in the sense that...um, my self-esteem is recovering! ^^; I was working on an L wallpaper last night but quit because it wasn't turning out well. But yeah, here's the e-card. It was featured, and some of you have already commented on it. :3 Thanks! Hosted By theOtaku.com.
Ok...sooo...I shouldn't have posted today!! I have a good amount of homework that I need to do today, and that means I probably won't get to visit many of you. :( Yesterday I think I only got to one or 2 people. ^^; I'm so sorry. I hope you guys forgive me. :( I've been really terrible lately. I haven't spent as much time on MO that I used to [about a year ago]. I think my being depressed has a lot to do with it as well. I just feel like not doing anything, and that includes commenting. I'm really sorry. I'll try to get to some today...and I AM posting tomorrow, but I still have school. Yeah. It's absolutely retarded that I don't have MLK day off...even though every other school in the US does! And my brother D has off work, too! Ugh. *rolls eyes* I'm not looking forward to school this semester at all...
Sorry, I've been ranting a lot, haven't I? Well, I just need to get it out of me. Sweetdevil has been subjected to even more ranting that deals with AP and wallpapers in general so I'm sorry to her! *hugs her* Anyhoo, I shall bring this to a close. I suppose I'll go find an amv. Here's that awesome Death Note amv entitled "Seigi" (Justice), which I believe was featured in theO's news a few months ago. It's really good, but it contains spoilers to the max so just a warning! Enjoy!
Thanks for visiting me! *hugs* I so don't deserve it. ^^; I'm really sorry. Thanks again...sorry if I don't comment much today (stupid homework), and I hope you all enjoy your long weekend if you have one!
