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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Monday, March 31, 2008
Warning: thanks, a walk in the rain, new theme, stress, yesterday/wp, & sorry
Arigatou, arigatou! Thanks for the comments, everyone. My sweet friends that are still with me. XD And I got comments from new friends as well! Awesome. Welcome Kytes and Miss Mustang! If I remember...though I don't think I will, I should put up the list of friends that are still updating/commenting on MyO, too! Anyhoo, thanks for the dear comments about how I'm feeling...about my worries and whatnot. Also, thanks for the comments about George and Gage, my slightly different friends. ^^ I'll talk about them in a little bit, too. Major thanks to those that commented on my VV Post. I was really feeling down in that one...then again, when aren't I these days? ^^; Sorry. Um, thank you all again!
Let's see...I guess I'll ust start out with this morning! If you remember, I said last week that I promised George (the handicapped older man at my school) that I would walk his guide dog Gage today! Well, today is an incredibly dreary day. It's cold and rainy. I was thinking, "There's no way that I'll walk with him today. I mean, I want to, but he'll probably cancel it because of the weather. Should I still wait outside the library like we said?" So I walked around a bit after math since I was early [by the way, I had my math test this morning...I hope I did ok, but I sure got stuck on some...boo], and then I decided to go wait outside the library! I got lucky because only a few minutes later, George came out. :3 He asked if I wanted to walk Gage another day because of the weather, but...I couldn't refuse. ^^; I mean, I promised! And he said he didn't mind the rain if I didn't! So we started walking around out in the cold rain.
I thought I was just going to walk Gage alone while he went off somewhere, but of course not. :3 Really, I'm pretty sure that George just wanted someone to talk to and spend time with. Like I said before, he doesn't have many friends or people talking to him simply because he has a disability. He even said that he was looking forward to talking with me today. Again, reminder, he's almost 60 years old, not a love interest. Anyhoo, we walked around campus and just talked about things for about a half-hour. We let Gage run around, and I gave him treats. He's such a well-behaved dog!!! I mean, he has to be to be a guide-dog, but come on. It's amazing. *__* I wish my dog were like that. *sigh* George said that his 57th birthday was last week! He said he didn't have many people to spend time with, and that made me sad. I should get him a gift; I think I will.
Now then, on to other things. Now I'm in the French computer lab, and it's burning hot! It felt good after being soaked and freezing from outside though. XD My hair is currently extremely curly, which is always is after being wet. I'm getting used to my new glasses, which is good, though they're still somewhat annoying in some ways. Oh well. Oh! You all noticed that I have a new theme now. :3 I changed it last night; I wanted to use my most recent Misuzu wallpaper so that's why the info is back on the default side instead of the right, and now it's darker...tans and black. Nice. I added some new Angela Aki songs to my playlist, and it's amazing that when I was searching for "angela aki" on imeem, my playlist was the first thing to come up! ^^ Anyhoo, so you'll probably know the songs are new when you hear them.
Things have been rather tough on me lately! At least I think so. ^^; Everything seems to be weighing down on me more--school, family, friends, just life in general. I'm getting more stressed out about things that I usually wouldn't. If you didn't read my post on VV, I'll just quickly mention that my brother has been giving me many problems lately. *sigh* He's horrible. He needs help. Umm...some problems stemmed from getting the new FF7 Crisis Core for PSP. I'm going to skip all of the crap he gave me about playing it and just say that I love playing it. It's a very fun game, and it's chock full of smexy guys (of course!! Ah, Sephiroth...).
Yesterday I felt like I did homework for most of the day. -__- I decided to work on my history paper that's due next week. I did that because it's easiest of what I need to do...so even though it's due further from my English work, I feel somewhat accomplished because it's done. Now I still have everything to do with my English research paper to worry about. *sigh* That history paper is probably the worst thing I ever wrote though...I couldn't think straight at all yesterday. I can't think straight ever anymore. -__- Other than that, I studied for math and played Crisis Core [I have to play it "in secret" while my brother's at work so he doesn't get so pissed off at me]. The other day I made and submitted a wallpaper. I hated it...called it a piece of crap, but I'm starting to like it a bit more at a time. *sigh* I just have terribly low self-esteem about everything these days...especially my wallpapers. So here it is. Thanks to those that already checked it out!
This post is getting long, isn't it? Sorry. And sorry I'm so terrible at commenting these days. I can't seem to find time for it...rather, I end up wasting my time doing nothing or just thinking about things I should do. With the time I spent worrying about certain things, I could've finished them. Ugh. I've felt like crying for the past few days, but I have yet to release those feelings...bah...pathetic. Um...sorry. I'll stop now. ^^;; No amv because I'm too lazy. I hope this post wasn't too torturous on you! Thanks for visiting me, dears! *hugs* Take care!
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