AIM • Akabane Rain E-mail •Click Here Website •Click Here Yahoo! Messenger • MSN: amiha@live.com
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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
Personal
Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
Thank you, thank you! Thanks for all the wonderful comments. You're all sweet friends, and I'm happy to hear from you whenever you can get on. :3 Like Oli-chan, Koten, anit4e, Sesshy (it's been so long!), and Divinejudgement! Some of you seem to disappear at lengths, but tis ok! I don't mind. *hugs* Thanks for all the great comments about the restaurant, my dad's b-day, and whatever else I babbled on about. I don't have much time to post today so I'll keep this short.
Ugh. As if I weren't stressed out enough as it is!! I just met with my advisor to organize my schedule for next semester. It's such a hassle. >.<' Because of how my schedule was this semester, it messes up things for my upcoming years! And I just HAD to go and want a minor in graphic design. *sigh* Now that adds more required classes for me. This meeting took an hour to do...and last time it only took half that or something. So there went an hour of my free time between classes to post and just relax. -__- Next year is going to SUCK. I have to take so many classes, and yet some don't "count" as credit hours because they're not academic. I freaking have to take a gym, which doesn't count towards my hours, and I have to take chemistry which involves a lab...the lab takes up about 3 hours of my day, and it doesn't count for anything!!! My school is so retarded.
Because I couldn't fit in certain classes this fall semester, I'm going to have to take MORE hours in the future ones. My days are going to be filled, yet the total only comes to 15 hours because, like I said, the lab and gym don't count towards it. *dies* I have 10 minutes in between each class...there might be one day where I have more time, but bleh. So my advisor really helped me figure things out, but still...it's going to be stressful; I'm already stressed enough. I hate thinking about the future!!T__T It might not have been so bad if I didn't decide to minor in graphic design, but it's something I enjoy. Darn it. :( So next week we actually SCHEDULE these classes we planned, and then there's the possibility that they'll be all filled up...GAWD, I hope that doesn't happen...because this is the best we could do...I have no alternatives!!
Ok, sorry. Enough about that confusing college schedule talk! Everything's getting to me these days: english paper (MAJORLY), homework, tests (finals in 2 weeks), this scheduling, family, and life in general. Life in general is probably one of my main concerns. Like I mentioned before, I'm frickin' worried about death all the time, and I'm always feeling surreal. I don't feel like I'm alive, yet I I'm so scared of dying. So where am I? Am I in limbo here?? Depressed limbo of eternity!!
^^; Sorry...umm...yesterday...oh, right, I played whiffle ball. I felt like I was back in elementary school. The teacher pitched...and each team had 5 people?? Something like that. We didn't play with serious rules; we didn't play with strikes so we could just keep swinging until we hit the ball. I didn't do too badly actually. At first I didn't know what I was doing though...after someone caught the ball, got a person out, and I was kind of stuck between 1st and 2nd base. I got out. When I was playing 2nd base, I found out that everyone knew I wasn't a person that could really play. ^^; They never threw it to me to get the person out, so oh well. Our team won 11 to 4 or something. After that, I had history class...just the usual.
At home, the usual again. My brother and dad went fishing though. During that time, I worked on my English paper. *sigh* It's so much work. You should see my computer desk; I have my articles and papers everywhere--by the computer, under things, on the floor. It's like a murder scene or something. XD After almost 2 hours of work, I got to page 3. -__- I think I'm almost on page 4 though...we need 7-10 pages, 8 references, and it's due Monday. Currently I have 3 pages, and I think I've only referred to the same 4 sources...whatever. It'll get done, but it won't be great. I'm going to work my butt off on it tonight and Sunday, because tomorrow we're going to the circus!! :3 Third year in a row for us (my family). I love it so much. I hope that I can enjoy it and not constantly worry about things though.
So due to all of this working and being busy, I haven't gotten to comment you guys much if at all. I'm really sorry. Once these tough times in school and whatnot pass, I'll do better. I thank you all for sticking with me (the ones that do)...and really putting up with my long posts. Here's an amv, an Azumanga one. It really matches well. XD Enjoy!
Um, I guess I'm done ranting to you guys! Sorry no new wallpaper yet. I don't know when I'll get to one. :( Oli-chan, I don't really make many these days; it's too hard to balance that with school and other stress, but thanks. Anyhoo, thanks again for visiting. Have a great weekend!
