AIM • Akabane Rain E-mail •Click Here Website •Click Here Yahoo! Messenger • MSN: amiha@live.com
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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
Personal
Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
Hello, guys/girls. :3 Arigatou for the comments!! You're the best. As I always say, I'm amazed when I get any cause I totally don't deserve them. I appreciate all of those that still take the time to put up with my posts.
Soubi.Risa, Aiten, and Fox, it's great seeing you guys again! No need to say sorry...because I know you guys aren't doing it on purpose! You can only comment when you can, and I don't mind. Like I've said, I have trouble finding time to comment often lately, so it's ok. *hugs* Yes, thanks, I've been quite busy because of school and whatnot...and you all seem to be, too. Good luck to all of us. Thanks again for everything!
Ah, this is the first day in a while when I could just go to the library to post and relax! I have enough hours in the French computer lab [that wretchedly hot sauna of a room] so I don't have to go there anymore. It's so nice and cool in the library. I'm currently wearing the shirt I got yesterday at hot topic. :3 It's so cute. I have a bag with the same Skelanimal on it, too, that I use all the time. I always feel weird when I wear a shirt that has a lower neckline though. ^^; *feels naked* I'm a super conservative dresser...that likes covering up what little I have. -__- *sigh* You know, I love wearing clothes from Hot Topic [it's like all I wear], but I can't seem to complete the look. It's my hair. My stupid hair. I'm now going to go on a hair rant.
Ok, so I have long, light brown (kind of a dark strawberry blond at times) hair. It's wavy. It's plain. I always just put it up in a pony-tail because I'm too lazy to do anything with it. The problem is that I don't WANT to cut it, but a part of me wants it to be styled and maybe short. :( The main part of me wants to grow my hair longer to have it stand out since so many people have short hair these days. And my mom has uber long hair [roughly 5 ft. in length; it goes down to her ankles] so she's an inspiration to me...BUT!! My hair sucks! My older brother Corey always says I look like some 80's rocker guy with it down, and what made me feel really bad about how I look was a comment from a "friend." She's my friend, but I don't know anymore! On Wednesday, I noticed she got her hair cut, and so I complimented it; I took down my hair, and the first thing she says is that I look like Janyce Joplin [ok, spelling probably very wrong], and unless I'm wrong, he's a very ugly rocker guy. Go figure.
So because of that, my brother's comments, and just my low self-esteem in general, I keep thinking that I should change my hair...since I'm so freaking ugly. I find myself putting myself down a lot more lately. I'm not usually so self-conscious about how I look, but these days I'm always thinking, "Man, I'm FUGLY. I don't even want to look at myself. What are other people thinking about me?" *sigh* And just because I'm thin, I always worry that people think I have an eating disorder; duh, no I don't. It's so retarded. I felt bad about myself after a person's English presentation on Wed. Their research topic was on the media's affect on women and their views on themselves. The girl doing the presentation kept saying that models these days are all skinny, and therefore, unhealthy. "Girls should have curves and actually have boobs!" I took offense because I'm very small; EXCUSE me for NOT having BOOBS. I'm naturally small and thin; for some reason I don't gain weight, but that doesn't make me unhealthy. I know; she wasn't talking directly to me...but I still took offense to her presentation...I spent 10 minutes after class stating my case to my teacher...
*sigh* Anyhoo, so yesterday I had health class and history. In health, we got into groups and answered these pointless questions. Then I had history; we took some notes and debated globalization and things like that going on in today's world, like the whole oil crisis and other trading stuff. It was kind of interesting. I got back my take-home exam/essay. I got an A. :3 Somehow. I don't know how I get A's like this. Umm...after school, mom and I went to the mall! I gots me some manga and the next 12 Kingdoms novel [yay!]. Well, technically, 2 manga and a manhwa [Korean manga]. *cough*yaoi*cough* XD Then I had lunch, and then we went to Hot Topic. I got two shirts: the one I showed you and another super cute one, this hoodie. Hmm...then we went home...I had to put up with more of my brother's complaining about everything. *sigh* GAWD, he kills me. Then I worked more on my vector. Click Here if you want to see a crappy preview of what I have so far. The original is here.
I have no life. ~_~ Oh, sorry. Um, last night my dad came home from a business trip to Las Vegas...he came home at 1am. Crap, that's late. It was very disturbing. Argh. I'm tired. Anyhoo, I should end this soon, ne? No one really cares about what I'm saying anyway!!!! Thanks to those that do. I'll try to comment more today and this weekend, but don't count on me too much. :( Sorry. Here's an amv *chooses randomly*
Sorry if this post was annoying, too long, or not long enough!! Thanks for visiting, and have a great weekend!
