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Monday, April 28, 2008


Warning: thanks, few, morning, crappy weekend/brother, wp/vector, & sorry
Woot for the 4 people that commented!! I think that's a record low for me in quite a while, but that's ok! XD Thanks a bajillion to xaos, Stixx, Rachel, and wolf-san. I have some people that still visit and care for me! So arigatou very much. I think if I posted this post a year ago, with the same topic, I would've gotten like 20 comments all encouraging me, but 4 is good enough. I really appreciate it. Again, xaos, I feel so stupid for saying Janis Joplin was a guy. ^^;; I totally didn't know. Stixx and wolf-san, it seems like we have a lot in common, too. Hooray for being who we are. Rachel, it was great hearing from you again, too. Thanks again everyone! *hugs*

Hmm...I wonder how short this post will be! Somehow, when I see that fewer people are visiting me and care, I feel like there's no point in really posting much. I suppose it's partly my fault though...since I haven't been visiting much either. :( Sorry to the max. *sigh* I just can't find the time for it. Finals week this week and next...but then I'll be free [I suppose]. Darn you, Adam, for taking away my friends. Sure, I could just move to VV, but I don't want to do that...I love MyO too much. And even when I post on VV, I get LESS comments...so it's not like people just aren't commenting here; it's probably all my fault!

Anyhoo, so it's a cloudy, chilly, and rainy day today. It's great. The previous days...for like a week, it was very warm (in the 80's) so this week is a breath of fresh air. I love seeing the cute little birdies pecking around in the grass. XD We have finches and robins on our campus...as well as other birds, but those are the ones I saw today. At my house, we mainly have crows. Yay for crows. :3 So I just had math class, and we just asked questions to review for the final, which is thursday. Yeah, so it was basically a review. Madii came to class for a second, but then I told her what we were going to do [she thought our review packet was due today, but it's due wednesday], and then she said she was feeling sick...so she went home. I rarely see her come to class, any class. Kinda sucks.

Umm...the weekend...well, it seemed like it went by really slowly, but now I feel like it went quick. Saturday I did nothing. Corey went to work so I just did whatever I wanted...which was mainly work on my Utena vector. I played some piano, went on the computer, played my PSP...really did nothing. Started watching Shugo Chara, which is quite cute. :3 The one guy totally makes me think he should belong in Loveless though. XD Ok, so then yesterday. UGH. UGH. F-ing UGH. My brother was supposed to work, but no, he's a freaking hypochondriac wuss that thinks something's always mortally wrong when there isn't. See, at his job, he is basically the stock guy in the grocery department...he puts things away, opens boxes, carries out stuff...real "physical" labor. Well, apparently [according to him] he really injured himself at work. I can tell ya, he probably just strained his back lifting something and same with his knees. Before this job, he was sitting-lethargy in-a-can for roughly 10 months. Yeah, he didn't do anything...so of course his body won't be used to such things!!

So anyhoo, when I was trying to sleep in the morning, I heard the beeping of the phone dialing. I thought, "NOOOo. CRAP. Please, no." I knew he was going to call off work...*sigh* and he did...and that just set my day off wrong. Whenever he's home, he ruins my day. I don't get to do what I want to do; I'm controlled by his agenda. Of course, it's not like it's THAT bad, but in the morning, I seriously did not want to see his face. He always calls off work whenever there's something a tiny bit wrong...and he really milks it for all its worth, too! All day it was, "Ahh, Kelsey, do this...do that...get this...I can't walk. You have to carry Totoro [our dog]; I can't do it..." All freaking day. He was limping everywhere as if he were really badly hurt. I didn't want to be his caretaker for the day; I wanted to finish my Utena vector, wallpaper, do homework, and play games. Sure, I ended up doing those things, but all in my span of 2 hours that I got to myself...that's it.

Now you can see why I don't get to visit often. My "computer time" is usually only an hour or 2...that's not enough to do everything I want. *sigh* ARGH. I'm so tired of my brother's [forgive my language] bitching and whining. That's what it is, too. And then I have to put up with his ordering me around and his making fun of me. Like I said before, he always makes fun of my hair, saying that I look like an 80's rocker guy. WTF. Sorry, I complain about him a lot, but he just makes me so angry!! Yesterday sucked cause of him. :( I'm sorry. I'll stop now...

I did finish my utena vector (link to click on up there somewhere *points up post*), and then I made my wallpaper. It didn't turn out at all like I wanted initially, but oh well. I guess it's ok. I don't really like the text/title...and I kinda wish I didn't change the colors from my original. Hmm...well, please check it out, ok? Thanks.


Umm...so this is my last "normal" week of school. Finals start thursday. I have math and French on Thurs., history on Friday, nothing on monday, and then health on Tuesday...and then I'm done! Then it's summer break for me! ^_^ Woohoo! Too bad I still have to get through more work and stress before then...argh. Well, this post is long enough, eh? I kinda wrote a lot more than I thought I would...sorry. I hope those of you that visit me won't mind. *hugs* No amv, too lazy. Thank you so much for visiting me, and I'll try to comment more. I appreciate your reading my ranting. Take care!

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