AIM • Akabane Rain E-mail •Click Here Website •Click Here Yahoo! Messenger • MSN: amiha@live.com
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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
Personal
Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
Monday, May 5, 2008
Warning: thanks, long time, friday, weekend, worries, sorry, & amv
Arigatou! Thanks so much for the wonderful comments from days and days ago. Yeah, I haven't posted in a bit longer than usual, eh? So thanks to those that commented on my last one! I do believe I heard from many people that I haven't in a long time, especially Steph!! Yes, the return of Magnus, isn't it great?? :3 And Aya, darke, Twsists of Rain, Yug, Driffter, Stixx, Anna-chan [thanks for commenting on that one random VV post!], Aiten, and Angelbest! Yes, I just decided to name everyone...since it felt to me like it's been a long time for everyone. XD But yeah, thank you all a ton. I don't remember what I wrote about, but I know you were all a great help! Thanks again!
Yeah, wow, I didn't get to post friday-sunday! And now it's monday, and I'm not at school. :3 Yup, I don't have a final today so that means no school! Tomorrow's my last final [health, so I gotta study a lot tonight...], and then I'm FREE!! Summer break for me. Wow. I can't believe it...so soon. But it's kind of a bad thing! As I realize today and on friday, if I don't have a regular time set out to post, then I'm not sure if it's going to be an easy thing to do. I used to [last summer] post all the time here in the morning on my bed, but then I was waking up earlier so I had more time. ^^; Now I just stay in bed as long as possible...so that by the time I get up, it's much later, and that means less computer time for me. -___- That's because my brother doesn't work in the morning [if he EVER works]. :( I'll still try my best to post when I can though, don't worry. *hugs* It's just that every night is a struggle for sleep...last night and this morning sucked. I'm so tired.
So...what has been happening with me?? Are you wondering? Maybe, maybe not! Well, regardless, I'm typing about it. I don't expect many comments, so it's fine. ^^; Friday I had my history final. That's why I couldn't post. I slept in, kind of, ate breakfast, studied more, and then left to take it. I studied a lot for it, more than other finals! Mainly because he gave us what was going to be on the test...short answers and essays. I'm glad I really studied a lot because for once it helped! I felt more prepared. I was one of the last ones taking the test, along with the stupid flirty girls [but i was there because I write a lot, not because I have an IQ of 2]. Haha, but this was a good thing! I KNEW that those dummies would try something on my teacher, try to get more sympathy or extra credit out of him.
And they did. So I took advantage of the opportunity because the longer we stayed, the more questions they asked, and then I asked some...we were basically pleading for more extra credit questions. XD "Um...I don't know the name of that character, but what if I can name the other? What if I name that other movie's title, will I get extra credit? How about that film, something about that..." And my teacher just kept saying, "Sure! Whatever. I don't care. If you can answer that, then go ahead." Everyone else in the class only had 6 EC questions, but by the time I left, there were 10! Haha. XD It was hilarious. For once, something good came out of those stupid girls.
Later that day, it totally sucked. My dad and I were "play fighting" on the couch; he kept kicking me, and he wouldn't stop. I told him to stop, all the while I was kicking back. Well, he just wouldn't! So then I put my hand down to try and hold down his leg, but right then he kicked hard. :( Now, if you didn't know, I have VERY LONG nails. And that's a dangerous thing...when he kicked my hand, it broke/bent back my one nail all the way. It was bleeding so much. .___. He thought I was just joking until he saw the blood and I was crying. Yeah. So it was bruised and terribly hurt...it's still a mess now, but at least it isn't sore anymore. But yeah, it was tough to type and do things...and if I had the time on saturday, I would've posted about it, BUT!! My brother didn't go to work. -__-
My brother is really getting on everyone's nerves in my family. Whenever he's not around, the conversation usually turns to complaining about him. *sigh* I know that doesn't sound right, but it's hard not to. His behavior is ridiculous. He has no morals, and he's giving up on this job ALREADY. Now he keeps talking about clocking in and then just sleeping in his car for the rest of the day. His "injury" prevents him from "working," and his manager doesn't want their perfect injury-free record to be ruined, so she kind of allows him to do this. It's terrible!! And now he rarely goes to work...and all he does is complain about how "hurt" he feels. He's a total hypochondriac. -__-; It's so annoying to all of us!!
So the weekend was filled with him, and I've been feeling really depressed lately. Worse than usual. Pondering life, if it even exists, worrying about every little thing...taking comments on my wallpapers too much to heart. It's ridiculous. I hate it. I feel scared whenever I think of the future, the day before, the state my life is in...if life is really something that exists, and then what about death. :( Boo. Sorry. This post is probably getting too long, huh? And I don't want to bother you with too much of this stuff!! Umm...thanks to those that commented and whatnot on my Monster wallpaper. :3 I appreciate it. Here's an amv, requested by Alex (destinyssweetman). The singer is Laura Pausini, and it's to Furuba. Enjoy!
Thank you ever-so much for taking the time to read this and comment! *hugs* I love you guys. Thank you for sticking with me, putting up with all this crap I ramble on about...and just everything. I'm sticking with MyO for as long as I can, so don't worry. :3 Take care!
