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Wednesday, May 21, 2008


Warning: thanks, tired/sick, yesterday/wall, AP, wp, sorry, & amv
Hey guys. Thanks for the comments. :3 I always like seeing any amount these days! Some of you just did short comments apologizing for not being here in a while, and that's fine. Stixx and Cesteel, don't worry about it! I comment even less than you probably. Yours truly, your comment popped up twice. XD So thanks doubly! I'm just doing a quick thanks here because this post is going to be short...sorry...but thanks again to everyone that commented. *hugs*

Yeah, I'm not feeling too well. :/ And it's later so I don't have that much time to post anyway. Let's just say that toilet has become my friend for the morning...and that ain't good. Bleh. *sigh* And I couldn't sleep this morning anyway because of the grass-cutters!! I swear!! They started at 8:30am, and they went for 2 hours. I didn't think there was THAT much grass out there, especially near my window. It was so retarded. And then the neighbor's dogs started barking, and then there was this bird chirping in the tree next to my window...just agh! I'm tired. I look and feel like crap. I looked in the mirror, and it's like I got beaten up. -__- I hate mirrors...wretched things.

So I'm just going to make this brief. Yesterday we went to the mall. I got some more manga, mom took back some clothes, and Corey went more game searching. When we got home, he left for work, and then I worked on my wallpaper. *sigh* It's a disaster, at least by AP standards. And at least by MY standards as well. I'm not happy with it. :( And here it was the Oofuri wallpaper I've been wanting to make for so long...I get so stressed out over walling, and yet I feel like I don't have anything else to do. I DO like making wallpapers, but at the same time it makes me so stressed out and depressed, especially when they aren't appreciated! They're appreciated here somewhat (thank you so much), but animepaper just shoots them down.

I got 2 rejection notifications; the first was because I forgot my signature on it, and then the second was because I "submitted twice." Well, I fixed the first, and then latter happened because my computer froze up in the middle of uploading so I didn't know if it went through or not...apparently it did. So it went through twice. [so not major rejections, like for quality, but still...seeing that email of "wallpaper rejection notice" makes me feel like crap] I hate how they do things there, what with the "rejections" and strict mods, approval processes, and papers [the form of "currency", if you will]. I know, with all the things I've said here, you'd think I'd just stop submitting there...but for some reason, I don't want to stop. I think of it as a challenge. :/ It's just that the "challenge" really gets to me. *sigh* Makes me feel like I suck...I work so hard on these things that don't even physically exist, feel that I fail, and then I feel crappy for the rest of the day. I seriously need to stop walling!!! Maybe now I will, at least for a week or something. I need a new hobby. Anyhoo, here's my wallpaper...please check it out. If you have an AP account, give me some love over there.

Sorry, I really wrote a lot just on my wallpaper and crap. And here I was going to make this short. Well, it probably still is short...but yeah...whatever. No one cares, but here's my little sports report. Our baseball team won last night, 1-0. Yup, it was a scoreless game until the very last 9th inning! We got a run, and we held back the other guys; it was quite the win. :3 Anyhoo, I'm going to end this now...maybe go find an amv first...

Thanks for reading my posts and being so sweet to me. *hugs* I'm sorry for not visiting a lot lately...maybe if I feel better later, I will. I should stop caring about certain things so much, ne? I should just stop caring. *sigh* You know what I need? Someone to take away my internet and have it not exist for a few days...Anyhoo, thanks again, and take care!

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