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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
Thank you a bajillion times over. You're all so sweet. *hugs* Seriously. ^^; I never thought I'd get so many well thought-out comments! It's just crazy how emphatic we can get for people we haven't even met in person, ne? And I thank you. Yours Truly, you had one of the most wonderful and longest about AP and feeling depressed. *hugs* It was very sweet of you [and everyone else], and I agree. I just need to figure out how to LIKE my wallpapers for myself more often...and not pay attention to what others think. I'm trying to do that more often. I'll talk more about that later. Anyhoo, Angelbest, Emmah, doas [your comment was like a poem!], and others I'm sure, it's been a long time. So nice hearing from you. Don't worry about the commenting. :3 I don't mind. *hugs* So yeah, thanks a ton again everyone!
Once again, I am quite tired! But at least I'm not feeling sick. :3 I felt better later that day, and I was able to visit practically everyone! I make it a point to at least comment everyone once a week. ^^; I comment random people here and there throughout the week, but I try to get every single person commented that updates in that day. Anyhoo, I think the sleeping pills are taking longer to work on me. :/ It's just my mind. My mind is totally overactive, and I can't stop thinking about things...ANY things. I'm always worrying and thinking, "How do I sleep? How will I sleep? how do these pills work?" And then I start thinking up things to write posts on, for Heaven's sake! Or I think about my wallpapers, worry some more, and come up with other things to analyze in my trying-to-sleep brain. -__- I know, I'm insane. *sigh* Umm...I opened up my window shades, and one of the loops at the top that keep it up, ripped off. ^^; Woops...
Let's get right to the walling talk. I thank you all again for the encouragement about my wallpapers. As for my last one, my baseball one, I edited it some more. I edited it twice and have been resubmitting them...I had so many problems with that here and on AP! I kept accidentally choosing the wrong file to submit, and I wouldn't notice until later...and then I found out that I have to submit ALL of the resolutions each time, not just one, if I want it replaced. So after a lot of annoyance, I now I have a wallpaper that has settled into place permanently. And I like it better! I hated it at first, but now I like it a lot more. :3 I'm even keeping it on my desktop....so that's a positive. [if you didn't see it yet, just go to my last post--the thumbnail is there; no, it's not momentous]
Yesterday....let's see...I didn't really do anything. My brother and dad went out metal detecting for most of the day, so I had more time to myself. I played more Apollo Justice [I love those games!], went on the computer to visit some and fix my wallpaper, played some piano [I get to a saturation point...after a few songs, I can't play one thing right. *sigh*], and then I ate lunch. The guys came home, and then I played more Apollo Justice. XD My dad found an old Japanese coin; I do believe it was a "mon"...but I don't remember...it was from 1680-1750's or something! Really old! I knew it was japanese right away though. Too bad it's not worth anything. ^^; Anyhoo, last night we were supposed to go out to eat...but we didn't get to. :( My mom wasn't feeling well [something with her ear], and my dad was tired...so we didn't go. I did, however, get to attempt to dye my dad's hair!
See, his hair has been super white and gray and balding for a loooong time. ^^; And he's never wanted to do anything about it! But my mom bought that "Touch of Gray" men's hair dye stuff to use. It's supposed to be "dark brown", but it really just darkened the white to dark gray. :/ Hey, it's a start! It looks much better...and I had a ton of fun putting it on. XD He was squirming everywhere; he didn't want it at all so he was being a baby. Unfortunately, he still looks more like my grandpa than dad. He didn't really have enough hair on top for me to dye anyway...poor dad.
As you can tell, I'm in a better mood than before. I don't know how long that will last, but it has at least brought me through this post. I get my ups and downs [mostly downs] these days, and I just need to learn how to deal with them. :/ I don't know how exactly though...I seem to feel depressed and worry about death and crap all the time, but oh well. *sigh* Sorry. Anyhoo, baseball update--we won the game last night against the Astros. Twas another amazing game~ As for today, I don't know what we're doing...if anything. Probably nothing. My dad needs to teach me how to drive sometime, and I also need to be retaught how to ride a frickin' bicycle...yeah...I don't really know how. ^^; We got new bikes for Christmas, and I couldn't exactly use it! I haven't ridden since I first learned in 3rd grade. How embarrassing. Well, that's off-topic...then again, I stray from topics all the time. How about an amv?
Was this post shorter? Longer? It might have been. Well, I guess it doesn't matter...I don't have anything else of importance to say. Although I could think of things. XD *hugs* Thanks so much for visiting me; I'm glad some people are still with me here. I haven't kept in touch with real-life friends much...so to me, you guys ARE real-life. :3 Have a wonderful weekend!
