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Wednesday, June 18, 2008


Warning: thanks, morning, hahah, kiss?, mall, no wp, & sorry
THANK YOU for the comments!! How on earth did I get so many? Well, a couple people had to post a few times...that counts for part of it, but other than that, a lot of you just happened to visit on the same day! I'm amazed! ^_^ *hugs* No, I'm not "popular," I just have really good friends that happen to visit me on MyO! That's all. It's not the same on theO! Even though most of you have accounts there, I barely get comments when I post on my World. XD I don't mind though. Anyhoo, welcome back my friends that haven't been around in months!! Like anit4e, xxHD, asialonewolfe, and anyone else that I didn't mention but can't remember at the moment! *hugs* I've missed you!!! Yes, I'm kind of in a rush this morning since I got up rather late, so I don't have time to read all your comments right now, but don't worry...I certainly will. :3 I appreciate them so much! *hugs*

Well, if you just so happen to read my post on VV last night [probably didn't since it was rather late], I said that I might go with my mom to the chiropractor this morning! Well, that didn't happen. My mom was feeling a little better so she decided not to go, and I was feeling kinda bleh and stayed in bed for a while anyway. So yeah, it's just about noon...and I usually try to finish posting at noon...^^;; Oh well. Whatever! It's just that I do this before having breakfast, and it always seems odd that breakfast for me comes at most people's lunch time! Hah. Umm...more conflicted sleeping as usual...I had really weird dreams, too. Wrestlers, pools, and Power Rangers. That's what I remember...

Ahah. Ahaha. Sorry, I thought about that waiter kid again. I find it greatly amusing that I find him so intriguing!!!! XD I only saw him once, and that was last week, and yet I still can't help but think "awwwwwwww" about him. The other funny thing is that my dad keeps mentioning him, too! "Oh, he was a nice boy. You two would make a perfect match. I'm sure you'd get married! But I can't imagine how your dates would be...complete silence." True, true. He was so timid and skittish, and I'm shy, too, so it would be the hardest thing to get a conversation out of us. *laugh* Hahaha...but yeah...no, I don't think this is really a "crush," and I don't even think I'll see him again! Unless he happens to work at the restaurant when we go again [whenever that will be]. What do you define as a "crush"? How many have you had?? Have any of these crushes developed into something more? Definitely not for me! I've never had a boy/girl-friend...

Speaking of which, that reminded me of something my oldest brother D asked me one night when he visited. He asked, "So, who was your first kiss?" I'm like, "Ugh, Totoro [our dog]. And family." He didn't believe me. "WHAT? You've never kissed anyone before?" Uh, NO, I haven't. Is it that odd? -__- So he kept asking and pushing and then made me feel bad! So what if I haven't had a boyfriend or kissed or anything? Yeah, ok, I'm 19...but does that make me a loser? He shouldn't talk because he only just got a steady girlfriend, and he's 29! Hmm...I wonder if I mentioned this before...it sounds so familiar, but I don't remember if I did. Oh well. But yeah, even though I always say I don't want to go on dates and have a ___friend, I feel bad and kinda depressed when I think that I never have...but it's not like anyone ever asked me. No one's liked me. .___.

Ummm...on monday I went to the mall with my friends, like I said I would. I went late and left early! XD That's how I am. But yeah, so it was nice to see these friends of mine again. They haven't changed...except for Kin's haircut. It's really cute. I didn't really talk to them that much. :/ Even though we walked around the whole mall and went into stores, I felt like we barely talked about anything! All I wanted to do was go to Borders and buy manga, which I did, but after that I felt like I was intruding. They just went to these clothing stores that I hate, and it was so boring. I tried to be my usual sarcastic funny self with them, but they didn't seem to take to it as much as they usually do. Maybe they're tired of me? And I was totally waiting for Karen to say something like, "Kelsey, do you not like being with me/us??" because she's done that before...just because I usually cancel outings, or come late and leave early...or the one time it was because I was mainly asking about Kin and not her. It's weird. See, this is why I don't like doing things with friends! It's always too much work. I'm glad I don't see friends all that often...twice in a week is enough for me.

Yesterday was usual and unexciting. Watched anime, played video games...corey went to work, and I worked on some crappy wallpapers. Yes, crappy. -__- It's like if I don't do something like I did before [vector a b&w scan], it won't be any good or exciting. I can't seem to make the wallpapers I'm working on look GOOD at all. I have no ideas, and I just waste time on them. It's a waste of time to work on stuff for a while and then figure nothing's going to turn out well. So yeah, I've been kinda depressed about a lot of things lately, and walling is one of them yet again!! Argh. Um, other than that, our baseball team lost...boo...we won the night before though. Hopefully we'll do well today. My dad might want to take me and mom bike-riding today...well, to teach me how to ride again. I don't know if we will though.

I think this is long enough. Let's see...it took me about 16 minutes to type this! Quite amazing. :3 Sorry, I'm too lazy to find an amv this time. Barely anyone watches them anyway. Thanks for visiting me. *hugs* I'll try to comment when I can...hopefully I'll feel better soon, too. Have a great day(s)!

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