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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
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Friday, June 27, 2008
Wah, how'd it get so late?? -__- Well, anyhoo, hello, hello, and thank you so much (of course) for your comments!! It's great to read them; I really do love hearing from you guys. :D Seeing as I don't really talk to friends "IRL," you guys are my life! ^^; Thankies for the comments about everything...how I'm feeling, the minute details of the day, and even things on AMV's! Yug, Saijinto, Lory, welcome back my friends! It's been a while. Well, Lory, I've heard from you on theO but not here much so thanks! *hugs* And I have a new friend, C ko. :3 She's super new and only has a VV account...and she's...xaos's mommy! Isn't that cool?? So please welcome her if you go on theO, ok? Thanks! Hmm...let's see...not sure what else to say, so I'll stop here. Arigatou~
Yes, it's late again. How? I woke up a little earlier and I got on the computer over 20 minutes ago, so where did that time go?? Well, I guess I was just wasting it by looking at other things. :/ Emails, theO (I try to comment some art first), AP...see, I do all those things first before posting here! Is that bad? Maybe I should post first to make sure I have enough time...but then...what if by going on those sites first I come across something to talk about? Hmm. Oh well. This really isn't a life or death situation, ne? Anyhoo, I'm tired as usual...and I again woke up thinking, "Great...another day in the life of Kelsey..." *rolls eyes* I hope today will be a better day. Some of you read my post on theO yesterday, and I'm grateful for that. Your sweet words really touched me. :3 Yes, I wrote a post yesterday, and I was super depressed over certain things! I'd love if you could read it please. I have some other things in there as well. Oh, I'm still feeling pretty crappy. I just hope today isn't one of those staring into the abyss days...you know, where you don't even feeling like doing things, let alone blinking?
First thing I want to say is, well, it's a request! I'd like for you to visit my friend, ichitaka05. He's new to theO as well. He's super new. XD He's a friend from AP that I met, and I've somehow got him to create an account here, too! He's really nice; I won't promise that he'll comment much or update a lot, but he's just nice. He's the guy that went to Japan and bought me that Oofuri fanbook, remember? :3 He and I are the only ones posting on the Oofuri thread on AP's forum. XD It's so funny yet sad. He's Japanese but lives in the US, and his English is pretty rusty...so when you read the things he writes, do your best. Choppy English, yay. :D
So I kinda wrote about yesterday on theO, but I'll mention some of it here, too. Mom, Corey, and I went to the mall. Oh, wait, before that...the day before (wednesday), my brother and I went game shopping again...yeah...cause he had a coupon. So we bought 5 DS games (got 20% off); most of them were supposed to be ones that I wanted, but he ended up getting 3/5 instead. Oh well. I don't care. Anyhoo, back to yesterday...we went to the mall, and yeah, went in more game stores. -__- I am SO tired of that. When will he stop buying games?? Sure, I love video games, too, but I don't feel the need to have every single one. And the thing is that he asks me if I want one; "don't you want this game?" No...not really...but he gets it anyway and tells mom, "Kelsey got these games. They're for her to play, so pay me back." *sigh* Um, other than that, we went to Borders, and I didn't get anything. Their manga selection in this mall isn't as good as the other one. After that, we went to Staples to look for another computer chair for Corey (he ruins them...rips them apart because they're "uncomfortable"), and then we went to this little grocery store.
Not much else happened. :/ So what made yesterday crappy? My paranoia! I'm not saying that I have paranoia or that I'm paranoid often...i don't think...but, ugh, it sure feels that way. There were all these rude guys around these past few days going out, and I swear that every thing they said or did was to make fun of me. This is why I don't like going out of the house. -__- I always feel like anyone that looks at me is thinking bad things about me...and if I here someone laugh or talk when I go by, I think that they're making fun of me. Meagan, thanks for your comment already to this predicament of mine! So you take meds for this? Aww. :( Well, see, I don't think I could...my mom doesn't think that meds will help mental problems like this or depression. "It's all in your mind!" or "We family are here to help you. You shouldn't rely on other people or drugs to heal you." She thinks that if I talk to other people about my problems (like I'm actually doing every time I post here) that I don't trust her to take care of me...I feel bad though...because I'm usually not honest with my feelings with her..."Are you ok?" I answer with, "Yeah...just tired..." when I'm really feeling depressed. It's just that she always confronts me with the question of "Why?" when I say how I'm really feeling. Well, I can't answer why. Duh.
Anyhoo, last night, dad and I went out and got some ice cream and looked for fireworks...but we couldn't find any. So we just got our ice cream, and then he takes me into this hunting/fishing store! T__T There were dead stuffed animals everywhere...even a wolf. *sigh* It was so sad. And there was a section with guns...it seems so easy to buy one. Ugh, and the worker guys there were so scary!! I swear, they were all staring at me, too; I didn't look like the type to be hunting. I never want to anyway. XD my dad went in there for some fishing lures...those were in the back, so I had to go through some more displayed dead animals to get there. .___. After that little trip, we went home...for a second I thought my dad was going to take me to that restaurant and have me stare at the waiter kid. Teehee. I wish.
Sorry, this post is getting rather long, ne? I didn't mean to write this much. I kind of went off on some tangents! I even have more I could say, but I should really stop. So here's an amv. It's "Goodnight and Go" by Imogen Heap. I love her music so much!! It's with Air. Enjoy!
Thanks soooo much for putting up with me! This was a long post. I don't expect many comments since MyO looks kind of desolate today...it's fine though. *hugs* I visited a lot of you yesterday, and I hope to do better today, too. Have a great weekend!
