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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Friday, July 11, 2008
Warning: thanks, anxiety/dreams, yesterday/anime, card/tablet, jerk, & sorry
Arigatou, minna-san! I wub you guys; thanks for the comments. :D It was nice reading your comments about anything and everything I rambled on about...like the annoying workmen, my poor doggy, the baseball team, and my new phone! Yes, it was a fun read. *hugs* Imasyon!!!! ^_^ You don't know how I've missed you!! It's been so long! I swear, it must have been over 5 or 6 months! Maybe longer...I don't even remember, but it's been a long time since I saw you, so welcome back. *hugs* I'm amazed you still remembered about my Jeane drawing! Thanks! And welcome back to Kita and anyone else that feels that haven't been here in a while~ So yeah, many thanks to you all!
Yet again, I woke up a tad earlier in hopes of posting earlier, but that didn't work out! I got sidetracked with other things, like on AP and looking at some new art on theO! I tend to try and do those things before posting...but they eat up time, sorry! Ugh. I wanted to wake up even earlier because I had my stupid anxiety feeling going on. I hate that feeling...I get it quite often, especially in the morning, and it makes me feel like "Just wake up...get up already. You're wasting time just laying there." But at the same time, I'm tired so I want to sleep more! Bleh. Anxiety. -__- And I had some pretty crappy dreams, too. I had one that was disturbing and kinda scary, and then I had lots of short stupid ones. Like one where we went to this restaurant in search of that waiter kid I liked so much, and when we went there, he looked different, and he was totally acting differently...lively and dancing around and boisterous! Not like how he was at all. XD Very strange.
Umm, ok, yesterday! I don't remember much of it. I can safely say that nothing really happened! Watched some anime and the baseball game (which we won~~), played some games...took orders from my brother, like usual, and not much else! I've been enjoying the anime called Sumomo mo Momo mo (yes, lots of "mo"). It's pretty funny. XD I've also been trying a ton of other shows, but I can't say that any have truly piqued my interest. I find that many new anime these days aren't "quality." The art quality is usually low, the characters aren't developed well, the storyline is cliche. I'm sure there are tons of exceptions to that, but it seems to be what I'm finding lately!! Do tell me if there's an anime you think rises above the rest~
The other day I made a new E-Card, which is my birthday gift to Steph. So take a look if you haven't, thanks. :3 I've also been trying out my tablet, now that it's in working order. I've realized that I pretty much suck at drawing now! Especially with my tablet. I have the world's shakiest hands...they're very unsteady! I can't hold up my hands without them looking like they're in an earthquake...and that tends to effect my drawing. So when I was trying to draw Mihashi from Oofuri, well, yeah...wobbly!! And I'm also trying to draw my own Pokemon for Saku-chan's contest...and wow, that's the most wobbly and shaky looking face ever! .___. I don't even know why my hands are like this. My mom says it's because of all the typing and video game playing. XD Maybe so...but I don't know! It sucks, and I suck at drawing! I used to love it, and I would draw all the time, but as I met more and more people that could draw a billion times better than me...it'd get my self-esteem down, and I basically just gave up. :/ That's almost what's happening to me with walling...
Well, the other day, mom, Corey, and I went to the mall. It was for fun...just to get out of the house, and I just wanted to get away from my brother because he's been terrible lately, but no, he comes along! And he just made things horribly worse. :( Gawd, he makes me feel like crap. So in the car, driving there, my mom was on her cell phone talking to dad, and Corey was pointing in some direction; mom, thinking that he was saying to get off at this exit, turned. Well, it was an exit too early...so then we were in this neighborhood. Mom was saying how that's not where she wanted to go, and then Corey takes offense right away, defending that, "It wasn't my fault." They then start to mildly argue about something stupid, and my brother has this rude tone of voice the whole time...and then he tells HER to "Calm down." All I say then is, "She is calm." [I'm in the back seat.] And immediately he turns to me and says, "Be quiet! You always make things worse. Why can't you just stay out of things??! You always make things worse with Dave (dad), too. He's always yelling at you for that." *sigh* So of course, I simply state that all I said was one sentence! And I just wanted to help Mom since he was the one that wasn't calm, and he kept going! It's like he lives to bring me down!
Well, after his saying all that crap, and my trying to defend myself, we get on the topic of driving, since that's what caused the problem. He said, "I wonder how she'd drive. Probably even worse." Well, I got in my emo mode because of him and said, "I'd probably crash and die. I'd DIE, and you wouldn't care. Who cares if I die?" *sigh* Yeah, I get like that a lot...he didn't say anything about that, just, "Yeah, it'd be easier on mom. She wouldn't have to buy you anything anymore." .___. Yeah, ok...see how immature my brother is? And he was a jerk the rest of the day, too. I didn't want to talk to him at all, so I didn't.
Sorry~ I tend to complain about my brother a lot. It's not like he's the worst person in the world, but I can't help but release my frustrations here about him. I wish he were nicer...I wish he acted his age of 27!! Anyhoo, nothing else of interest to mention! I've been tagged a few times by friends, but I haven't come up with my lists of facts yet; I'll probably write those up on theO. I'm getting used to my phone, kind of...and today...I don't know what we're doing. Jeez, time flies. I can't believe it's almost half-way done with July. -__- SUCKS. Well, again, I'm lazy and barely anyone watches the amv's, so none for you~
Thankies a ton for visiting me! *hugs* Sorry if this post was rather long. I think it took longer to write up, too...O__o So if that's the case, then it might be like an essay. Sorry. I appreciate those that read it. *hugs* Thanks, sorry I'll try to comment more, and have a great weekend!
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