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Monday, July 28, 2008


Warning: I'm tired of warning people. XD
Thankies, thank you for the comments! You're all such wonderful friends. It seems like a lot of you had troubles with commenting one way or another though. It seems that the comment boxes dislike the use of the angry emoticon (>_<) and anything else with that first character (>) more than ever! Or maybe it's the other one that gives it trouble and decides to erase everything? Well, regardless, some friends keep having comments cut off! *hugs* Jungy!! I've missed you sooooo much! My dear! It's been forever since your last visit, and here I'm your wife. XD I hope to hear more from you than those cut off comments. *hugs* And other people--welcome back! Mami-chan, Gi-chan again, Anna-chan, and capture! :D Thank you all for commenting again, and same to my other sweet friends that did as well. I love you guys!

Yet again, I got up a tad earlier to make sure to have enough time to post, but...that plan failed! How'd it get so late already?? -__- It's amazing, seriously, how time flies without knowing...I emailed a short email to Stixx, I visited AP and commented on one wallpaper, checked comments on theO and here (read them all), and then a half-hour goes by! So much for being earlier! *rolls eyes* I guess I really do need to wake up more towards 10:30 instead of past 11...but it's just so hard to get up! Laying in my bed in the morning just is too comfortable. It's a nightmare at night, at bedtime, when I'm supposed to be sleeping...but after taking my sleeping pill [yes, that's why I'm able to have dreams] and then sleeping through the night, I never want to wake up. The pills have this like residual sleepy effect, where you feel like falling back to sleep whenever you wake up. ~_~ If only I could feel like that naturally at night...

I have all these emails from friends that I have yet to reply to. I feel so bad, but I'm incredibly lazy, and I don't make time for them. Days and days go by, and I don't even realize it. Like I said, this summer is zooming by, and I feel like I haven't done a thing! It's terrible!! And my taking a week in between replying to friends that might want to do things doesn't help. It's like I'm afraid of social events. I always reject offers to come over or whatever, and I even feel bad after going on theO's chatroom now! I make a fool of myself one way or another, and it's stupid...I feel like I'm wasting more and more time when I talk with people...like I'm not doing something productive. That's what this summer has been, a waste! Before I know it, it's nighttime again, and I need to waste more time by trying to sleep. It's like WHERE did my day go?? *sigh* I do the same things everyday, and it's not like I dislike that (heck, I love staying home), but at the same time it makes me depressed that I'm not experiencing life at all.

Umm. Ok, enough of that for now. I could probably ramble on more about my morbid thoughts on life, but I won't. ^^;; I shall talk about this weekend! Okies, well then...Saturday was my parents' anniversary. 34 years? I think...I think they've been married for 34 years. Wow. That's a long time! It wasn't much like other anniversary's because there were essentially no gifts. We kids are totally useless when it comes to buying gifts, so no one got them anything [I made them a card at least! My brothers did nothing, and they have jobs and money...], and my parents didn't give each other anything either. :/ That's totally different. Usually there's some big gift from dad like jewelry or something, but they were lazy this time. We didn't go out to eat yet either...we were supposed to go tonight, but the restaurant is close on mondays, so probably tomorrow. Oh, my dad did get mom flowers, but she can't have them because she got one of her wretched reactions. To flowers now? Heavens! Paint, chemicals of any kind, newly built houses, basically anything with an odor, and now flowers?? My poor mommy. It's like she can't go anywhere without having her face and eyes burn...how stupid...

Yesterday, well, we had some thunderstorms. Our electricity went out for a tiny bit, but luckily it came back on. I was able to go online and chat with Oli-chan to continue working on our wallpaper collab. It's almost done. :3 It looks really great~ We make an awesome pair! So yeah, I worked on that for most of yesterday, but the rest of yesterday was spent watching baseball. XD Yeah, of course. Just like saturday! We won both games!! And both we were down and losing terribly, and I felt so depressed when we were, but we miraculously came back from the dumpsters. Saturday's we won 10-9 after being down 3-9, and yesterday, we won 12-10 after being down 0-5!! Hah! You can read about our team and that stuff here if you want. If you care at all about baseball, which most of you do not. XD Sorry. Umm...other than that, I didn't do much, but I gotta say that our winning those really boosted my mood! I feel ridiculous that watching a team win a sports game makes me happy. ^^; And I don't know how much that'll happen these days...and ugh, I just get into my slumps so often now, especially when I have to be with my brother all the time on his days off (monday, tuesday, thursday).

Okies, I'll end here with an amv. It's just the Oofuri opening song (extended). Yeah, sorry~ I'm a Mihashi/Oofuri fanatic these days. Thank you, baseball. XD

Thank you for visiting! *hugs* I love you friends all so much...I hope you know that. I hope that you don't mind when I'm unable to comment as much. Like this weekend...well, lately, I haven't been getting to everyone like I should. I'm sorry. :( I'm sorry...I get anti-social a lot these days. ~_~ *hugs* Thanks and sorry again. Take care!

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