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Wednesday, July 30, 2008


Warning: thanks, sleep, days/school, dinner, brothers, wp, & sorry
Helloz! *hugs* Welcome yet again to my site of wonders. XD No, not really. There isn't much in the way of wonders around here! But thank you for visiting anyway. Thanks a ton for the comments. I adored every one, of course. :3 I now have a new friend, so yay~ Welcome Zackerz (or should I call you Sayoko?) to my site. It's great that I'm still getting new friends here on MyO. Yes, long posts, you'd best be prepared for them. ^^; Sesshy, nice hearing from you again! You should know by now that my posts are this long! XD And to hear from Gi-chan, Jungy, and Imasyon again in such a short time is amazing~ Welcome back. *hugs* And thank you many times over to everyone else that commented! Yup, my parents have been married for 34 years! You all said it was a long time, and I guess you're right. You don't see many people staying married for much over 5 years these days. :/ So yeah, thanks for all the comments!

I'm not feeling as tired today. Although I might feel more tired later, I'm not feeling as dragging like my other mornings after taking a full sleeping pill. That's because I only took HALF of one last night, and even though it took me a long time to fall asleep, and I only slept for like hour intervals...I slept. And that's an accomplishment for me...to not take a full pill and be able to sleep some. I'm trying to wean myself off of them and get back to natural sleep. I don't even think the half a pill did anything so maybe it was all just me and my will power? If so, then I'm psyched~ Unfortunately, it'll be a rough road to natural sleep! Nights of bad sleep (like last night) or no sleep...but I'll somehow manage...and then my body and mind better just listen to me and sleep, darn it!

Agh...my head itches. D: I need a shower. XD I didn't get to take one last night because I didn't have time, so now I'm paying the price! Going in the jacuzzi almost every day makes you feel like not taking a shower because it's like, "Well, I was just in some hot water...which was almost like a bath...didn't that count??" Obviously not, but darn it, I wish it did. Haha. Maybe that's just me and my horrible hygiene habits. Umm...so yeah...I guess I'll talk about yesterday! First I'll say that Monday and Tuesday seriously disappeared. I don't know where they went. :/ WHERE did they go?? Especially monday. I kept thinking yesterday was monday...but no...it wasn't. Darn, and it's almost August...school...nooooo...*sigh* I don't even want to think about it! And yet I'm kind of looking forward to it...nooo...I didn't want to say that!! I'm not really looking forward to school at all, but I kinda want to have something to do! Maybe that's the true meaning of summer--to bore us students out of our minds so that we want to go back to school and become busy again. I know I'll hate it when I'm amidst the projects and papers again, but right now, they don't sound half bad.

Oh, it's not like I'm bored. I'm never really bored...it's just that the things I'm doing now make me feel unproductive...like I'm not doing anything that's worth the time. But that's just me and my stupid thinking. So anyhoo! Back to yesterday. Nothing happened. Well, nothing all day until dinner. We went out to eat at this fancy restaurant to celebrate my parents' anniversary. Derek came with his girlfriend Susan, too. That was kind of unnerving, like it always is, because we don't like "intruders" in our family. XD Like it's always hard having other people with us while eating! Even though she's his girlfriend, and she's really sweet, and who knows, maybe they'll get married one day, and she'll be my sister-in-law...but still! We can't really act the same, talk about what we'd like, or not talk at all. Conversation has to keep on flowing...to not make her feel awkward. Anyhoo, the restaurant was nice, but I didn't like it much because it was so high-brow feeling. The waitress was so serious, and to me, it almost seemed rude. She was more like a robot...and she never smiled. Gawd, what I'd do for that cute waiter guy at the other restaurant...I want to see him again...

The food was ok, but it was way too expensive. -__- Derek paid for our parents' food, and he was in total shock after that because of the high price. My dad was still mad at him from this incident that happened before so he was all serious business-talk the entire time...I hate that. I hate how my dad seems to hold grudges, and it's usually over the stupidest things, and then he just explodes at once. And my brothers, they never talk to each other. Not once did they say a word to one another at the table. D would talk to Suze (girlfriend), and Corey would either be silent or talk to me...and after dinner, Corey seemed like he was jealous or mad about D and his girlfriend. He even tried to compete by buying us ice cream. I guess that's the only want he'll be "generous" at all...if Derek does something like that, and then he needs to feel better than him. I wish my brothers actually talked like normal siblings...I wish they got along...every spoken word sounds more like a jab.

*sigh* Yeah. Um, anyhoo, off that topic...as I've mentioned before, Oli-chan (sweetdevil) and I collaborated on a wallpaper. :D I submitted it to theO yesterday, so please check it out! Lots of you already did, and she and I thank you very much! *hugs*

Ooh, theO's upgraded the "sharing" aspect of artwork! Now they finally have the prewritten html code for us to use~ Awesome. And have you seen the gifts? It's so cute! Too bad we can only send 3 per month...which sucks. I have so many wonderful friends I want to send them to. :( Thanks to those that already sent me some. I have 4 "gifts" now in my portfolio--2 happen to be cupcakes, and the other 2 are the little bunny or dog or whatever it is. XD I love how you guys think the same (stixx, oli-chan, meagan, saku-chan). So yes, thank you. :3 Umm...let's see...oh, sorry I didn't visit much yesterday. Because of going out to eat, I really didn't get to be on the computer at all. I'm so sorry. I'll try better today.

Sorry~~ This post seems to go on forever, doesn't it? I'll stop now. Sorry for my lack of comments and my long boring posts! I'm amazed that anyone still comes here. ^^; Thank you. *hugs* Take care!

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