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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Monday, August 4, 2008
Warning: thanks. watch out for a trip down bad friend memory lane...
Heyo~~ Thank you for the great comments. It's felt like a while since being here. XD I know, it's just been the usual weekend, but I don't think I was online as much as I usually am this time! But anyhoo, thank you for the comments. ^_^ Welcome back to anyone that hasn't been here in a while! Yes, I appreciated your comments about the mailbox vandals...we haven't done anything about that yet. Nothing else bad has happened, so we figure it's all ok. ^^;; We hope. I see lots of you already saw Dark Knight and loved it, others will see it, and some of you don't want to see it which is fine! I see your point Twist-chan. *nods* That would be a good reason not to see it. :3 It is stressful when you think of those things. ^^; Anyhoo, arigatou again to everyone that visited!
Was that shorter? Yes, shorter than usual thanking...but you guys know I love ya. XD It's just that I woke up later than usual today. At least 10 minutes later...yet when I woke up, it felt like it should've been an hour earlier! I looked at my clock expecting it to be around 10 something, but then it was 11:22! O__o It gets so late so quickly. Everyday...there isn't enough time in the day. ~_~ Ugh. My dreams last night were really weird as always...very strange, yet they felt real. So when I woke up from them, it was almost like I should've been...I don't know, back in my dreams. Strange school ones and one where I was in Toys R Us trying to find gifts for these kids...it was odd. I'd go into details, but I don't have time for that. XD Plus, I don't think you really care!
Last night, while trying to sleep, my mind was so incredibly hyperactive. It just wouldn't shut up. And this time it was thinking about previous friends! [memory] Well, mainly this one friend (IRL). She's the one I've probably mentioned before...we were best friends in middle school; no one could separate us. We met in 7th grade in English class, and since then we were best buds. She was the only friend I ever went to the beach with, and during one of those summers, I went over her house almost every week. We had so much fun together...but then when high school came, she changed. She gained new friends, and suddenly I was shoved aside. She would feign interest in me, when I would obviously be depressed during class with her...when she'd just be talking with her "new" friends. She was the only friend that ever gave me a nickname other than some shortening of my real name (like Kels)...it was Kou. And she would call me that all the time, and she even called me an Angel. ;__; All that didn't matter then...
We used to have this notebook that we shared. We would pass it back and forth, writing things in it...like what we did that day, or things about our crushes. We had so much fun. ^^; Now I'll never see that notebook again....she had it last, and ever since she screwed me over and told me that I was annoying and not good enough to be her friend, we haven't really talked. I'm sure that Hello Kitty notebook is long gone; she probably threw it away. Yeah, she was really mean to me...I thought we were still friends, and I thought that we could still be friendly with each other, but when she told me how she really felt...that was it for me. That new group of friends took her over and made me look like the whiny selfish person. She told me stuff like that. She said a lot of mean things! That was in either 9th or 10th grade...since then we haven't really talked. One time in senior year I saw her, and we tried to talk, but it was too hard...whenever we'd see each other in the hall, I'd look away. *sigh*
Why am I reminiscing like this???? I DON'T KNOW. You guys probably don't care. It's just I was thinking of this stuff last night...and how maybe i should try contacting her again...for good times' sake and see how she's doing. She was going through major depression last time I heard, and she wasn't even at graduation last year (2 years now I guess...)...so I wonder how she is. It's just that my mind and memory works in strange ways, and it decides to bring up the stupidest stuff at odd times when I don't want to remember things. So last night I basically went through our whole friendship...the good times and then bad. ^^; And now I'm just typing it out to get it out of my system...sorry...have you ever had friendships like that? Ones that were so great but then totally crushed you? Ones that made you jealous or feel left-out...and then think, "Why bother with friends??" That's what she and another friend did to me...*sigh* [/memory]
I shouldn't be thinking of these things!! >< I'm really sorry for wasting your time. Back to my usual posting...but don't worry, I won't make it much longer. Um, so this weekend was boring. I didn't do anything...seriously. I didn't go out of the house once. I stayed home and did nothing everyday. Watched anime (current favorite is this short series called "Binchou-tan"; it's really sweet and cute, and short like I said), played video games (I'm almost done Persona 3), and went on the computer. I made that new e-card the other day, which I guess I'll put in this post, too, but most of you have already seen it. :3 So thanks for that! And yesterday I started a new vector. It's going to be like my last one, from a black and white manga scan of Ritsuka from Loveless. XD You can see the preview of what little I have HERE. And here's the card. (I already showed it off on theO, but if you don't frequent there...then yeah)
I've been reading the manga (really Manhwa, Korean manga) Demon Diary. It's actually quite good! It's older (one of Tokyopop's first releases), and I've had it sitting on my shelf for about 4 years. XD I got the whole series in a big manga lot a few years ago from Ebay, along with a lot of others...I bought it mainly for Descendants of Darkness, so I haven't really read anything else I got from it. ^^;; But now I'm finally out of my new manga, so I decided to pick it up and read! It's really good, and I love the art style. The one demon guy in it, Eclipse, is really sexy, too. ^_~ Hehe. How could I have not read this before?? Bishies were just asking to be ogled! XD Hah, anyhoo....that was random! But I have nothing else to talk about. Unless you want to hear that our baseball team won 2 out of the 3 games against the St.Louis Cardinals this weekend. <3 Yayz. I don't know what's up for today...probably nothing...
Sorry to waste your time like this! *hugs* But I'll end your suffering here. Thank you for visiting me and for reading my nonsensical reminiscence about a crappy friendship...it's like you were just reading what went on my mind mind last night. ^^; Sorry. *hugs* But thank you again. I'll try to visit today when I can. Take care!
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