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1988-11-12
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Kelsey
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getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it.
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my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something
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Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless
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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Warning: thanks, bad dreams, deliveries, monday night, yesterday, vector, & sorry
Hello!! :D Thanks for the comments!! I wasn't expecting more people to comment, but you did! Hehe, yes, no apologizing for late comments. XD If I read it before I post, then it's on time. :3 Sparkle-chan, welcome back! Oli-chan, angelbest, and Saku-chan, too! It's been a while. ^_^ And I'm happy to hear from everyone else as well (of course). Anna-chan, you were right! You remembered their names--George and Gage. I hope to see them when I go back to school, too. Sparkle-chan, it sucks that we both have to go back on the same day...but we'll be strong together! :( And poor Meg, you have to go back next week! Good luck! And of course poor Elves since you have a job and not school, so you don't have summer breaks anymore. ^^;; Anyhoo, thanks for the compliments on my cloud photos and vector, too. You're all great!
Yet again I start posting late. XD I get up a bit earlier, but I end up wasting my time on other sites first. :/ I get so easily sidetracked. Like right now, I want to go back to checking things on theO, but then if I do that, I'll come back to this post like 10 minutes later!! I'm so bad at staying on task. ~__~ *left for a couple of minutes anyway* See?? I knew I would. XD Anyhoo, I had a rough night last night! Not as far as sleeping (sleeping pills take care of that), but as far as my dreams! Ugh! They were terrible...all bad dreams, basically nightmares. :( They were horribly scary...about about dying, the end of the world, someone dying or trying to kill me or something!! I remember crying in them, and my neighbor's dog about to be eaten. The end of the world was just around the corner...like the next day, and who wouldn't worry? And in one dream, I woke up RIGHT as I was about to die from poison gas inhalation. Wonderful. Don't you just love dreams?? *sigh* I can't seem to have fun or good ones these days. :/ Probably because I always think of negative things before bed...
I'm hungry. I've been hungry since last night! But I must post first before eating. *nods* And then I'll check the mail to see if I've gotten my contest prize yet...I did get my manga the other day (La Esperanca volumes 6 & 7, Your and My Secret vol.2, Cafe Kichijouji de vol.3), so yay for that! But I'm still awaiting my darn prize!! If I don't get it today, I'm going to try PM-ing adam again...and HOPE for a reply. I know you all defended him in that he's "busy" with the site and doesn't have time to reply, but you would think it common courtesy to give the winner of a contest information about their prize! Cause he never told me when I'd receive it at all. :/ So I'm just stuck waiting 3 weeks after the results, with nothing to go by. I'm sure he's busy, and I'm sure he has to put up with a lot of messages, but I'm just saying that it'd be nice to know the status of my delivery. ^^;
Okies, on to the rest of my boring life. Monday night we went out to eat. Nothing special there...it wasn't the place with the cute waiter kid, so I see no point!! There was this family sitting at the table next to us though, and they had a baby sitting in its high chair. Now, I don't really like babies...but this kid was great! XD She'd keep looking over at me, and then I'd smile and wave, and she'd smile a big smile and look down (like a bashful way) and then look back! And I was sitting next to my brother D, and so sometimes she couldn't see me since I'd be behind him...so she'd lean over and try to find me. It was so cute and smart! I couldn't help but smile and laugh. :3 If I have a baby, I want one as nice and smart as that one!! XD Um, other than that, the dinner wasn't very exciting. Nothing very good about it. :/ And my brothers were as distant as ever.
Yesterday was a crappy day. I don't feel like I lived it at all. It was one of those really depressing days I get where the day just flies by without me even feeling like I was alive. -__- Monday was kinda like that, too, but yesterday was worse. I didn't do anything all day, except follow my brother's orders. *rolls eyes* My dog hates me whenever my brother is home because I can't get near him at all without him growling or biting at me. Errr, uh, what else happened? Oh yeah...my dad had a friend of his over (that's like the first time EVER) for dinner, and we were all worried about that! My family is full of anti-social people, and we don't like it when anyone's over our house that isn't our family. ^^; So we basically panicked over this guy...he was bringing over these sausages that his family makes and sells, and he wanted us to have them. Yeah, so I didn't come upstairs for a while, and then when I said hi to him, it was really awkward...I don't know, he didn't seem to like me. XD Which is fine! Hopefully my dad won't have him over again! We couldn't be ourselves while he was there. The sausages were pretty good, but eh...nothing special.
I got a break from my brother later because he actually went over a friend's house. *everyone is in shock--"he has friends??"* Yeah, I know, right? Corey hasn't been over a friend's house in like 10 years. Because of his job now, he's rekindled some old friendships...and so he went over the one guy's house last night. Who knows what they did, but whatever! At least that got him out of my hair for a few hours. ~__~ I worked on my vector some more...I've been changing a lot of things (colors), and I know you guys liked it before, but I was getting complaints and jerky comments from people on AP about it. :/ They're always such perfectionist jerks, even the ones I call "friends." So yeah, I changed some things, and I think I finally like it now. Ritsuka Vector. See what you think. I guess I'm going to go for a winter background, instead of the autumn one with leaves like I initially thought...cause the darker clothes colors seem more wintry. :/
So these past few days I haven't commented much. I'm really sorry. :( But I haven't had the time or been in the mood really! When you feel down, it's hard to read other people's posts and comment. ^^; So I'm sorry. I don't know how today will go, but hopefully it'll be better. Sorry my posts are always so long; I know some of you like them, but some of you have trouble reading them...it's ok, whatever you can read is fine. *hugs* No amv cause I'm lazy. Thanks for your comments, and take care!! *hugs*
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