AIM • Akabane Rain E-mail •Click Here Website •Click Here Yahoo! Messenger • MSN: amiha@live.com
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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
Hey~ Thanks so much for the comments!! *hugs* You're all so great. :3 Then again, you always are...it's totally natural for you guys to be super sweet and awesome, ne? Hehe. Maybe you're just forcing yourselves to be that way for my sake?? Well, regardless, I love you guys. Thanks a lot for the comments about my school days and everything. Yes, poor Mr.Mooney...I'll talk more about him later. Jay, Yug, brand, nice to see you all again! *hugs* It's great when people return after a while~ Yes, that baseball game win was awesome, but unfortunately we've been losing since then...;___; Oh well. Um, thankies again!
Well, Oli-chan guessed it...but can you? Where am I now? XD The library at school, of course. I found out that the computers here have msn so I'm chatting with sweetdevil for a bit (although she's disappeared for the moment...). Very cool. I'm eating yogurt, posting, listening to music...very nice and relaxing. [Oli-chan came back] I'm tired, but I slept well last night...I didn't move all night because when I went to bed, I was warm so I didn't put my covers on, and when I woke up I was chilly cause I NEVER put the covers on. XD Annoying! But yeah. So I just had English class with Mr.Mooney, and this time, thank goodness, his fly was closed as it should be...he remembered to zipper up. XD We had quite the discussion today, all about this poem called "Curiosity." And about cat people versus dog people (not literally)...about how cat people are adventurous and take risks and dog people are boring and content with security. Well, I'm the only "dog person" in my room...and he made it a point to pick on me. -__-
See, my class is "themes in literature," and the themes we're studying are love, innocence/experience, rebellion, and death. Well, all of those themes show up in the poem, so we discussed them...but most of the time we talked about love! And I felt like the odd one out cause I've never had a boy/girlfriend before...and he kept referring to us, the class, and our failed loves and relationships. "I'm sure you've all had that failed relationship before, and you can't believe you dated that person! But loving and losing is all about experience and it will help you!" etc...well, I just felt uncomfortable the whole time cause I've never had that "relationship." And it was like everything he was theorizing about with the so-called dog people was being shot at me. ^^; "Dog people are afraid to love after failing, or they just want to be secure in what they know so they never try." Well, welcome to MY life...*sigh* I like the class, but shouldn't it be more about the writing and not personal stuff like how we should live our lives?? ^^;;;
Anyhoo, that was english in a nutshell...now I'm in the library, and I'm going to go to art after this to work on my charcoal stuff. Class is technically canceled today by my teacher, but she said we can come if we want to work, so I am. :3 I'd rather get more work done on my art than just go home and be forced to be with my brother longer. *rolls eyes* Before coming in, I saw Tempestt and we talked just for a bit. I've found that she's really nice and caring...like we've been texting and she asks how I am, cause I've told her how uncomfortable I am in my fashion class...and, well, we had a little talk about that...but yeah. So she actually talks to me. XD And she told me that today she's going to be in a fashion show! Apparently she does that often. She definitely looks like a model~ She has a friend that's a designer, and they're having a show downtown today, and Tempestt is going to be one of the models. How awesome. :3 After saying bye to her though I felt like I should've said more...but I'm just not as good talking person to person than through text. ^^; So I didn't tell her sorry for certain things or discuss my problems! Ugh! I wish I could be more open face to face.
Alrighty, well, first I want to talk a bit about wednesday...from my post, that day sounded wonderful, and I was in a good mood! But that good mood ended abruptly after school. ;__; I forgot that my mom had her dentist appointment...cause we thought it wasn't going to be as bad as it was the last time (with the very long procedure and drilling and cutting and basically surgery!), but it ended up being even worse. *sigh* She was in the dentist's chair for 3 hours, and it was just horrible...when I got in the car, mommy was crying...and she cried for most of the rest of the day. It was just terrible...and I felt uber depressed cause of that and the stupid things I said earlier in the day to Tempestt and her friend. So yeah...it sucked...I ended up crying later with mom cause it's just so hard NOT to when seeing mom cry! I hate it when she cries...I hate it when she's sad and in pain, but she's been like that a lot lately...ugh...that's what makes me really depressed, thinking about my mom and the tough things she's been going through.
So yeah, needless to say I didn't feel that great! So I didn't comment like anyone that day, and yesterday I barely went on the computer at all, too. Haven't been feeling very social. :( Sorry. I finished playing Persona 3 finally though...it was great~ And there's still so much to do in the game. It's a great game, so I recommend it if you have ps2! ^^ Um...yesterday I had fashion class, which I didn't look forward to at all...for several reasons, but mainly cause of the girls in my class. I didn't want to go at all, and I was really worried...but it wasn't as bad as I thought. We watched a really dated (80's) movie on fashion and why we dress the way we do...and then we listened to Sister Denise go on and on and on with her lecture. After that, I was done! Only one class, and then mom and I went to the mall. I got some manga and new cute clothes at Hot Topic~~~ Then we went grocery shopping...so it was just us girls out shopping. It was good...then at home, nothing but homework and the usual (sorry, barely any visiting...), and our Phillies have lost their past 2 games. :( Although last night we SHOULD have won...ugh.
I could talk more about the baseball game, but I won't. XD It's just very frustrating! I hope we win tonight. Okies. I should probably go to art now...I don't have anything fun to show you today. Sorry! *hugs* And sorry again for not commenting much...this weekend is labor day weekend so I have monday off (yay), so hopefully I'll visit you guys more and whatnot. :3 Have a wonderful weekend, and thanks for visiting me~
