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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Warning: thanks, sleep/bleh, ritsuka vector, card, eternal sonata, depressed, & thanksgiving
Hey~ Thanks for the comments. :3 Not as many, but then again, I'm posting two days in a row...and that last post was done later. Oh well. ^_^ Arigatou to those that came by~ Liz, death fox, Aya (girl!! It's been so long!), Sinny, and Twist! *hugs* Except for Twist, they were mostly short and rushed comments. XD Oh well; that's fine! If you haven't read my post from yesterday, go ahead! It has a lot more interesting stuff than I'm sure today's will have. Thanks again.
In fact, I know today's post will be boring and shorter! DX Sorry. So be prepared! I'm sure you'll have enough time to go back to yesterday's while you're at it. Hmm...so...I'm home. Yup, home. My first day off on my thanksgiving break, which just lasts the rest of this week...but it's still nice to have days off! To sleep late is wonderful! It's always so hard to wake up. XD Even making myself get up at 11:30 is tough. *laugh* I realize that I don't even wake up naturally at ANY of the times that I wold for school. Like in middle/high school, I had to get up around 6:30am (boooo!!!), and I NEVER wake up at that time to go to the bathroom or whatever. And now, I mostly get up at 9 for my classes, and it's also an unnatural hour for me to get up at. XD I sleep right through them~ And I know this will sound odd, but seeing as I've been having trouble realizing that I'm "real" and that I'm actually living, my dreams and sleeping seems more real than this. ~__~ Yeah, I've been in my depressed mood lately. DX Especially yesterday.
*sigh* Sorry. Not really in the mood to post much today! But I do have goodies to show you. :3 Ok, so anyhoo, yesterday I had fashion; I told you about it in my last post. Then I came home and had the rest of the day to myself. I was rather bored. Aside from chatting with Oli-chan on MSN [which was extremely fun; she's so awesome <33], I can't say I had much fun! *laugh* I was on the computer for a lot of time. I visited several people, and I worked on my current WIP. <3 Which is...*drum roll* Another Ritsuka vector. XD I can't help it! I love vectoring him!!! He's just so cute, and I love how he looks different almost all the time~ He can look more adult or he can look younger and girly. Plus, he's the only character I've vectored from black and white scans. I don't know why. :/ He's just fun to look at so the process doesn't seem like "work." XD I think now, out of any series, I must've walled the most from Loveless. Funny how that works. I can't say it's my favorite series of all time, yet it's my favorite to make wallpapers from~ My brother hates that.
Anyhoo, I'll show you my progress. First, here is the original scan. That is what I'm vectoring. If you don't know what that is...well, it's a process of tracing and coloring and whatnot with the pen tool in photoshop or illustrator, to put it simply. Now then, I'm almost done with what I have. I just need to do the rest of the shading and highlights...and then the bg. But here's what I have:
Fun stuff. <3 Umm...aside from that, I also made a birthday card for Britty (fundies hoorah). Twas her b-day yesterday, so yay! Please check it out if you haven't; thanks!
So why was I bored yesterday? Well, it's because I finished Eternal Sonata the other day. -__-; That was taking up most of my time before! It's such a fun game. Soooo goood. So beautiful. <3 So now I miss it. DX But I gotta say that the ending was a disappointment. See, I leveled up and did this sidequest at Mysterious Unison, which is like a secret dungeon you can go to before the last boss. :/ All the enemies there and the last boss there are SO much tougher than the actual last fight of the game. XD So I was way pumped up, and the last guy died so easily. Too easy. And then the ending movie...well, it sucked. Hah. It made no sense whatsoever. After such a wonderful game all the way through, it's a shame they couldn't give it a proper ending. Oh well.
I'm saying "oh well" a lot lately. XD I guess I'm just giving up. You can't do anything about a lot of things, so what's done is done. Bah. I felt like crap yesterday. Wanted to cry more. Felt totally unreal. Seriously, like am I living? Are you all real? Is anything in my life real? Gawd, I hate that feeling. And thinking back to how my brother treated me the other day...well, it's those times that make me have suicidal thoughts! BUT!!! I would never do anything to hurt myself because that's what I'm afraid of the most. I guess I am alive if I can fear death, right? Ugh, but I fear it all the time. ~__~ I guess that's why I'm not really living...*sigh* Sorry!!! >< I'll stop that talk now.
We might go and see the new James Bond movie today. 007: Quantum of Solace. If not, then I don't know what I'm doing. Tomorrow is Thanksgiving, which is almost just like any other day except that mom is baking and cooking a whole lot more. I don't care for turkey...or most of traditional thanksgiving day foods. :/ So it's my least favorite holiday. XD What do you guys do for it, if you celebrate it? Anything special? Any special foods or events? I hope it goes well for you.
Yup, I'm done. Done done here. Thanks for reading. *hugs* Sorry if it was shorter or more boring or something...I just wasn't in the mood. I don't think I'll be able to comment much today either. :/ Sorry. Take care~ Happy thanksgiving~ I give thanks for all of you!!
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