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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Friday, November 28, 2008
Warning: thanks, wednesday/movie, fangirls, today/brothers, yesterday, vector
Awww. :( You people are too much. *hugs* Thank you soooo much for all the comments. You're such sweet friends. I really appreciate all of the wonderful things you said to me...cheering me up and all. ~__~ I don't know what I'd do without you. I guess I feel bad that you guys are really my best friends; I can't seem to hold a conversation with someone IRL. ^^; Thank you for all your advice and for all of your encouragements. *hugs* Don't worry; I'd never hurt myself or anything like that, but the thoughts do come to mind...when I'm really down...but I don't think I ever would. So thanks again. Krusty, Meg, Koten, darke, foxerz, sparkle-chan, twist, liz, angelbest, Saku-chan, and Sinny!! Arigatou for everything! ^_^ And welcome to those that have been missing for a while. You know who you are. *hugs*
So I'm feeling better...at least today and yesterday were better. It's not like I'll ever feel totally happy or "alive" [yet], but I gotta do my best. That wednesday was just like a twilight zone day for me...just nothing seemed right. I felt totally out of it. Not a good start to my thanksgiving break! So I already felt that way in the morning, and it carried on through. We did in fact see the new 007 movie, and I couldn't stand it. It was either because I only saw the previous one once a long time ago so I didn't remember the connections between the two (sequel), or it was just because of my mood. I take part of each. I didn't get anything that was going on, and I felt like I was asleep for most of it. I didn't feel any connection to any characters, and I felt like the action was way too quick, and there wasn't enough. :/ I just didn't get it. I didn't even feel like I was really watching it. Before I knew it, it was over, and I was dissatisfied. My mom really liked it though. ~__~ So again, I think it was a combo of the two reasons why I didn't care for it...but I loved Casino Royale! I guess I just didn't remember enough of it to have this one make...sense? But I blame it mostly on my mood.
At the theater, of course, there were SO many girls seeing Twilight. So many, and it's funny how you could spot them from a mile away. "Oh, there's another twilight fangirl." A group of private school girls went together, and after the movie, they were in the bathroom talking nonstop about it. The funny thing is that I overheard that most of them have never even read the books!! "I just can't read books. I don't like them." So I think they were just going with the popularity flow and seeing it to see it. Then they were all going crazy over Edward. Another girl proceeded to call a friend on her phone and talk to her about the movie the whole time. XD I gotta be honest though; during 007, I felt like I'd rather see Twilight than it. Pretty tempting. Maybe it contains some sort of hypnotic something or other to make people want to see/read it! XD Hah.
Well, yesterday was thanksgiving. Happy day after thanksgiving...aka Black Friday. O__O A huge day for shopping. Are any of you braving the crowds? Or rather, have you already braved the crowds? Seeing as most stores open and start their sales at 5am...which is insane. DX Unfortunately, my brother wants to go video game shopping. ~__~ And as usual, I'll be dragged along. Of course, I don't mind since I need some new games for Christmas, but I just generally don't like being with him alone. You never know what he'll get mad at me for next. I feel safer when mom's along. One shouldn't fear being with a sibling all the time...an older brother SHOULD be there to protect, but I've never seen that side of him...and not even of Derek. At the movies, D came with us, and mom asked him to buy me food there, but he refused. He kept refusing. "Why should I?? No. I don't want to." It would've been a nice, caring, brotherly gesture to treat his younger sister to a snack, but no...he's a cheapskate. Doesn't even want to spend $5 on me. So I guess I should say...Corey is selfish, childish, a jerk, and liable to burst at any time, but Derek is unhelpful and cheap. Ah, my loving older brothers. -__-;
Anyhoo, back to yesterday. It was a pretty good day...I guess. I didn't have much computer time though, and I only got to work on my vector a bit. We had both duck and turkey [missed the chicken part of "turducken"], along with lots of other stuff...usual stuff...stuffing. XD All of which I didn't care for. I don't really like thanksgiving food. It all tastes the same, and I'd rather have red meat! >:E Steak! But mom did make her crab meat dip stuff, which I LOVE, and I ate most of that. I love crab. <3 Before dinner, we all played pictionary. :3 It's kind of a tradition for us to play a board game as a family on thanksgiving...unfortunately mom usually doesn't get to play since she's still cooking. :/ So that sucks. :( But D, corey, dad, and I still had fun. I was on D's team. We lost. We were so close...but it was all because he couldn't draw a poodle!! >< Goodness, Totoro is a poodle! Couldn't he just try to draw him??? Bah. But it was a lot of fun~ One time I had to draw a safety pin, and I totally failed. I forgot what a safety pin looked like. XD So I kept drawing like sewing pins and stuff!! Haha. So no one got that...and somehow I was able to draw the Revolutionary War. XD Dad guessed that right. Umm...lots of other amusing drawings...it was great. Then we ate. Then D left. Then mom and dad watched the football game....and the rest of the night went as usual.
Oh, here's what I have of my Ritsuka vector now. I got to do some of the hightlights. :3 And shading~ Looks great to me. So I'm almost done, but then I gotta make it into a wallpaper, too.
Alright, I think that's all I have to talk about. I hope today goes better than I'm thinking it will. Hopefully I'll feel mentally better, too. *hugs* I don't think I'll get to comment you guys much again. ~__~ This weekend will be better. Thanks so much for being here for me...you're the best. Take care~ Have a good weekend~
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