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Birthday
1988-11-12
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PA in the USA
Member Since
2006-02-14
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Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student
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Kelsey
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getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it.
Anime Fan Since
my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something
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Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless
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to find my purpose in life
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watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Tuesday, January 6, 2009
warning: wallpapers, moping, fish, and socialization
Hi-hi! *hugs* How are all of you?? Doing good, I hope! I'm doing...ok! Not all that great, but ok. XD Good enough for now, I suppose. Thanks a ton for the comments. *hugs* Again, I got so many, and I'm very happy to hear from all of you!! Welcome back Lys, Elves, Saku-chan, sesshlu, jamo, Aya, and anyone else that has been missing for a while. ^_^ I appreciate all of the sweet comments on the picture I took of me!! ^^;; I really didn't look that great, but thank you all! You're just TOO SWEET for my own good. And yes, most of you caught on how strange it was for my friend's house to be SO dirty when they're such health freaks! It's so odd. Her house was soooo gross. T^T Makes me sick thinking about all the dust and everything! And yes, all the super "healthy" plain food, too..ewww! Anyhoo, thanks again for that! Sparkle, Keii-chan is doing wonderfully with me, and so is Yamapi. ;D I'm so happy chibi finally let me have more. XD Haha. Thanks again!!
It's cold. COLD. I'M COLD. It's freezing outside, and my house is cold inside, too! ;__; AND STINKY!!!! DX My dad just came back, and he had some Mexican food for his lunch, and he's stinking up the place! Ugh! Take a SHOWER!! Ewwww!! Smells like onions and BO. .___. Gross. Ummm...so I've been chatting with Oli-chan...trying to work on a wallpaper, and basically just moping around, in low self-esteem. The wallpaper isn't going so well because my vectoring skills are lacking at the moment, but Oli-chan is being a sweetie and going to help do the outlines for me. *hugs her* I worked a bit on the bg (painting), and I did her eyes and some of her face's outlines...but they're just not going well! I'm not feeling into it. ~__~ So I'm not sure what I'm going to do really...but like I said, Oli-chan is going to help me! I've been wanting to wall this screenshot from Overdrive (from the first ending credits), and I've been thinking about it for a while...and now when I start doing it, I feel miserable about it!! >.< *sigh* Walling...I don't know; maybe I'm not meant for it??? I'm still so envious of other people on websites like AP and whatnot...that are just SO GOOD. I can't compare. DX Bah. So yeah, I'll work on this when I feel more like it...this is the screenshot I'm vectoring/painting:
Now it's dark. My dad turned off the light. It's around 4pm currently, dark outside with some ice, and I haven't had lunch yet. I will after I post though...I finish breakfast closer to 1:00, so yeah. ^^; Everything is gradually getting later. *laugh* I imagine that if my winter break lasted a whole other month that I would be going to bed at 3, sleeping until 1, eating lunch at 5, and then pleading with my family to make dinner at 8 or 9 instead. XD Since I currently read until going to bed at around 1am...and now I'm waking up closer to noon. I used to go to bed at midnight, and wake up before 11! Now I can't do that at all. Unfortunately, this is my LAST WEEK of winter break...*sigh* I go back monday. ~__~ So I'll have to get to bed earlier...since I'll have to wake up much earlier! Darn it! I know lots of you are already back to school, and I commend you for it. I hope that things go well for you guys!! ^_^ You can do it!!! My college classes start next week, which include the following: flat pattern making (fashion; we make our own clothing patterns...), philosophy, chemistry II and lab, basic design (art), and accounting/budgeting (noooo!!!). I have fridays off at least...that's the best thing. First time ever having a whole day off every week!! XD
Ok, so what have I been doing this weekend??? Weekend and then monday...well, nothing of course! Why would I do anything? Lots of time has been spent worrying about our fish, hoping that they'll get better soon. Now all of them are miserable and sick. Well, except for Todd. He's a mad machine. I think I named him wrong. XD He's a glutton that's always eating and zooming about. *laugh* Not like his namesake! He used to be shy. O__o Hahah. But the discus fishies (Danny, Blaise, Dobby, Hammy, Lupul, Knuble, Bossman, and George) aren't doing that great. Dobby and Danny being the worst. Our other angelfish, Darvish, is doing ok...and the Ram is fine. Dad put the tetras [all being named Oh-chan, thanks sparkle] and little catfish [Reggie and Little Lou] in a bag, floating at the top of the tank, because the medicine is too strong for them. So yes...my dad has been a fish doctor lately...he didn't think this tank would be so much work!
Oh, and as you saw, I gave you all the fishes' names. *laugh* Now you know them. XD And then there's Seyonne, my betta fish, and Blue Dragon, my mom's. And yes, I can tell the difference between each discus. They all have different colors and styles and behaviors. :3 The end.
Yesterday, mom, Corey, and I went out to do errands...went to K-mart, got lunch...boring stuff like that. Corey made a big fuss out of things like usual. He's always complaining about his aches and pains, and when mom's suffering, he doesn't care. He said, "Oh, just suck it up. Look at me. I'm always hurting, but I'm keeping quiet. You gotta be strong." HAH HAHAHA. HAH. And another HAH, for good measure. He is such a hypocrite. He's always complaining about everything! He never cares about anyone else when we're in pain or just not feeling good...only himself. Him and his hypochondriac-ness. I swear. He pisses me off so much. And my poor mommy can't yell at him cause it just makes things worse. I can't wait for him to grow up. For heaven's sake, he's turning 28 in a couple of weeks. WTF. He should at least have some sort of sense of empathy/sympathy/kindness!! Whenever I try to say anything to him though, he just yells at me to stay out of it. Because I'm "always getting in the way." Yeah, ok, whatever. He's the one that always is making me do things with him. He can't ever do stuff on his own. He really should take depression meds or something...he's been like this for years and years. But again, my mom and dad get all rawrrr when it comes to mental medications.
Nothing else really happened yesterday. It still smells like Mexican in here. Thank you, dad. ~__~ I've made plans with my friend Lindsay (Narret on theO, but she doesn't come on much) to do things with her tomorrow!! I haven't seen her since we GRADUATED. So that's about 2 years!! ;___; I missed her so much. So she's going to come pick me up tomorrow (weather pending; it's supposed to be snowing and icing...), and then she's just going to take me wherever. I don't know where, but I'm looking forward to it. ^^ I'm sure I'll go crazy with anxiety beforehand, like usual though, but whatever. I just hope we have a good time...and if the weather is too bad, then maybe thursday. Yes, so don't look for many comments from me tomorrow. ^_^; Or even today. I'm just not feeling up to it honestly. :( Sorry~
I can't think of anything else to talk about!! Sorry! But this is long enough. I should probably change my theme sometime soon. Maybe I will...sometime...yes...I should. Um, thanks so much for visiting me! *hugs* You guys are the best. Take care~~
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