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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
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Thursday, February 5, 2009
it's much later! lingering emo-ness from yesterday.
Hello my sweets. :3 *hugs* Thank you all for the comments. Many welcome backs to those that have gone missing! Emmah, finally! I'm glad you commented again!!! XD Grif, I've now added you on dA; I was so happy to see your comment. <3 And welcome back Cassie, Rachel, and Anna-chan. ^_^ So great to hear from you guys~~ I love all of you. Hehe, I'm glad you enjoyed that vid of Totoro. *laugh* It's so cute! Haha, but he's really an evil evil dog. XD Arigatou for everything! [yes, sorry this is shorter~]
It's late. >.< It's 5pm currently! Much later than I usually post. And I even got out of school around noon today! *laugh* It's just that mom had me go to the grocery store with her, and that took time, and then when I got home, I had to eat lunch...I got on the computer at 3, but I've been spending that time chatting with Olivia and others. ^^;;; BAD ME. So SORRY~~ I probably shouldn't even post, huh? Cause I don't get that much time to comment these days...does it make you angry? That I post more often than I seem to comment? I'm really sorry. If so, then maybe I won't post again soon...^^; I'll try to make it up to you guys, really. Ugh, it's just that school and whatnot has been a major pain...taking away all my fun time.
So today I had accounting and chemistry. Both were not bad. It was just a usual day...nothing exciting. I'm starting to understand accounting more now. ^_^ And our teacher has been a bit nicer lately. *laugh* Like adding extra credit and whatnot. Erica came to class today, and she was still feeling sick, but at least she looked a whole lot better than before. Stomach viruses are bad stuff. D: When she went to chem lab on tuesday, oh goodness...she looked like she was ready to collapse! She was like a skeleton, and all green-looking. ;__; I say green instead of pale because of her fake tan. XD But yeah, she hadn't eaten in 2 days...cause she's been so sick! The poor thing! T_T And I kept giving her suggestions for how to make her feel better. *laugh* And then Jess (also very sick; darn it! why must sickies insist on coming to class??? Don't get me sick!) said that I should be a doctor. Hahaha. NO THANKS. But that was nice. She and Erica have also joked that I should be a chemist...jeez, I should be a lot of things, shouldn't I? ^^; Just because I get good grades in classes or am helpful doesn't mean I'd be "good" in that profession. Haha...but it's nice they come to me for help! I like it! So like today Erica said that she was still feeling weak, and that she wanted to know if she should go to the gym. "Maybe it's because I haven't gone when I was sick...that I feel weak...should I go, Kelsey?" I of course told her NO. "You're still recovering. It'll just make things worse. You're weak cause you haven't been eating...don't work out." *laugh* I'm such a mother. Gawd, that's all I am.
I just have motherly instincts. I care too much about things, and I worry about people a lot...and I'm always giving advice. D: So maybe I'm less a friend to them than a mom...hahaa...I don't know...I just don't know if I'm really Erica or Jess's or any of these girls I've met...any of their real "friends." We don't talk outside of class, and most of our conversations are as such, like asking for help or whatever. Today in accounting, they (erica, Katie, and Meagan) were talking about perfumes. Lol. I was just sitting there, watching them talk...like uh-huh...yeah, I wear...I don't know what it's called. I'm not like them. I'm not similar in any way, so I don't think I'm really their "friend"...just a classmate that's smart. *sigh* Oh, whatever.
I think I'm in an emo mood leftover from yesterday. >_< Even now I'm talking to Oli-chan about my down feelings about my wallpapers. ^^; But anyhoo, yesterday...well, I would've said GREAT! But no. It wasn't. I did have an hour delay because of the snow, but that was it. When I got up, I had to go to fashion...where I had a test. It wasn't too bad, but I definitely guessed on some of the questions...the hard part was doing the pattern pieces. We had to look at a picture of a blouse top and then figure out how it was changed from the original (moving darts/folds), and then do it with our sloper (thing we trace to make the patterns). It was so hard to remember how to do those things!! I know I got the first one right, but the others...I was like Uh...WTF. XD It didn't look like the picture at all when I was done. *laugh* So oh well. Most of the time we were all laughing or talking...cause Sister would say, "Just compare your end product to the pic! You'll know it's right if they look similar." Haha. We were all like...haha, yeah...^_^' They look the SAME! XD It was funny...I hope I did ok. After that I had philosophy, which was basically just boring, and then came the horrid art class, which is the stem of my stress from yesterday...
As you know, that class is very long. From 2:25-5, and my teacher is a creepy quiet guy that doesn't explain things. I never look forward to that class. Anyhoo, we were supposed to do some collage thing...and he just DID NOT explain what he meant! He kept saying things about using black and white values...to make a collage...with...values. Uh, WTF? So anyhoo, I had no clue what I was supposed to do. I kept working on it all class though...and he would come around and try to explain to me again what I had to do. I still didn't get it. I couldn't wrap my mind about the abstract concept he was trying to get me to understand! I JUST COULD NOT GET IT. So I worked all those hours on it, and I really didn't make any progress because he said what I was doing wasn't right. Well, when class was over, I tried asking him again what we had to do, and again, he gave me an ambiguous answer. I couldn't handle it. I ended up crying. V__V I know, sounds stupid, right? My teacher, he wasn't being mean to me...and I wasn't hurt...I was just frustrated. When I get frustrated and confused, and when I try to ask for help, I ALWAYS end up crying. *sigh* I couldn't hold it back. So I broke down there, over some stupid collage project. Justin (my prof) wasn't helpful either. Even while crying he was pretty much silent. Though I did say, "I bet not many students cry in your class, huh?" He was like, "Nope. You're the first." Hah...so I'll be known for something...
When I got in the car--mom and dad picked me up--they said that I looked really cold! Cause my face was red. No, it wasn't from the cold. I told them I was crying, and my mom got all like T__T WHAT HAPPENED? WHAT DID HE DO TO YOU?? ;__; Hahaa...so I told her what happened. My dad thought it was stupid, but whatever. And I just kept crying. I haven't cried in a long time...so I'm pretty sure it was just my pent up feelings and stresses getting all let out then...because the art class triggered it. So it was probably because of a lot of things, not just the stupid collage...but still...gawd, I was a mess last night. My head hurt so much, eyes burned, you know. I didn't go on the computer much...felt too bad. ^^; Sorry...but yeah...yesterday sucked.
Uhh...oh, lol, and if you're wondering, we STILL haven't gotten those fish delivered. ^^' This time for sure it'll be tomorrow! The snow has been getting in the way. And the fishies can't be out in the cold! So I'm really hoping that tomorrow IS the day. >__< Anyhoo, yeah, I'm feeling better today, although I'm still having lingering emo thoughts. Ugh...I need to go play a video game or something...sorry! T__T I promise to comment you guys more tomorrow or this weekend...maybe not tomorrow...I have chem lab homework to do [we need to email it by saturday] so crap. Well, here's an amv.
This post was really boring, I'm sure. I don't even know how much I wrote!!! I've been on the computer too long. D: Forgive me. *huggles* I Do love you guys though. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING. Take care~
