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Saturday, March 7, 2009


thanks, a new theme, yesterday, card, & a walk today!
Hello guys! *hugs* Thank you sooooooooooo very much for the sweet comments on my last post. ^^; I'm sorry again that I got so down the last time. But you all helped me a lot! Steph, a major WELCOME BACK again. *hugs* it's so great to see you finally! Again! Here!! :D Woot! And Oli-chan, no, I certainly was NOT talking about you and your critiques. XD Certainly not!! You're so sweet to me!! And omg Shi-chan welcome back, too!! ^_^ And it was great to see everyone else as well. I love you guys. <333 Thanks a ton for the great comments. They really do cheer me up.

Haha. No, don't worry, this isn't a funeral site. XD NO ONE DIED. I just changed my theme. I thought it was really cool...I found the pattern on the same place I got my last one, squidfingers....and I just really liked it. I guess it's just a bit of a shock to go from that light springy one to this really dark one. O__o I hope you don't mind!! It's sad cause today was the first really warm day in a very long time...so it didn't feel like winter! And yet here I am changing my warm theme to this. XD Ah well. I hope you like it. ^^ Though my avi doesn't match, poor Mihashi. I'll have to get one with blues in it or something...sometime. And yeah, if you couldn't tell, Mihashi IS in that avi...he's laying on the couch, through those plants. <3 Changed my avi. D: OMGWTF IT ISN'T MIHASHI. It's Haruna...also from Oofuri...gawd, he's sexy. *__* Lol. Mihashi is ultra cute and I love him the most, but there are lots of other sexy guys in the anime, too...hehe...

So...if you can't tell, I'm feeling better than the last time. ^^;; Although I don't know how long this will last, but hey, I'll enjoy this "good" time for now. As for that person on AP, I replied to her pm, but she hasn't gotten back to me yet. Honestly, I don't want to hear from her again. ~__~' I'm afraid that she'll call me a liar again or say she doesn't believe me, or she'll just criticize me more. Oh yeah, I guess I didn't mention this before. >< She sent me a pm the other day cause I asked her why she didn't say stuff about my wall IN her comment...instead she went on a long rant about 5 paragraphs long, telling me that I take things too seriously. That I'm ultra sensitive to criticism/critiques, and I don't know how to handle them well. She told me to read books on the subject to get better at it, and she also said she hasn't seen any improvement in how I take criticism since the "last time" she "talked to" me. Yeah, aka she sent me a long PM about this before. -__-' Like wtf? Why would she care so much? It's "great" that she wants me to feel better about myself and be able to handle things that others say about my wallpapers, and I should understand her reasons about faving...but uh, attacking my personality like she did, doesn't help. She didn't say anything to help me feel better or improve myself, she just basically told me to stop caring so much about my wallpapers etc.

What a tard. So I kinda don't want to see what she says back. And contrary to what she said, I took criticism from several people who commented on my wall on AP, and I even edited my wall because I agreed with what they pointed out. :/ So yeah, I'm not totally hardheaded and a worthless case.

ANYHOO. After I got that pm and stuff out of the way, I started feeling better yesterday. My brother was in a good mood, so there were no arguments or him being mean in general. We went to the chiropractor yesterday, too, so I could get adjusted. My neck and back really needed it. He cracked me so much, lol. XD It hurt a lot, but then it's all for the best! Made me feel better. He said I was very compressed. *nods* Oh, and I had to SHOW him that my hair was cut...as in point it out to him, lol. You'd think he'd notice! We've been seeing him for, what, 15+ years, and he's known that my hair was/has been long, and yet he didn't even notice! Haha, oh well, but then he complimented it, so yay. After that, we went to the game stop since Corey had a gift card to spend. He got Ar Tonelico 2 (the LE box) and Rhapsody (for the DS) that I picked out. :/ As in, I want to play it...he'll "let" me play it, but it's still officially his. *rolls eyes* That's how he is with all video games. I may be the one playing them and finishing them, but they're his property, not mine. v__v

Umm...I made an e-card last night! For Steph since she came back. ^^ Even if it won't be for a long time or for often visits, it's still good. :)


Today, guess what I did? OMG, and the answer isn't "nothing." I went for a walk with my parents and Totoro since it was so nice outside. ^^ So oddly warm! D: So I decided to get up off of my lazy butt [after playing some P4] and went for a walk. We went to this park near this one river, and we took Totoro...for like the first time EVER. Yeah, he's not really an outdoors dog. ^^; We never take him on walks, lol, but it was amazing! He actually LIKED IT. This was the first time I've ever seen my dog voluntarily get muddy, dirty, and even get wet. He tends to be afraid of water, but omg, he even went IN the river. XD He drank from the river, too!! Hahaha! It was just so funny to see him really acting like a dog. :3 So we just walked around, and I took photos of nature...but too bad it was a cloudy day. We might get some rain tomorrow, so yeah. We explored and looked for anything in the sand/dirt near the water...but didn't find anything special. After that (a whopping 2 hours; I haven't done like...exercise...in a really long time XD) I got lunch (at 4:30) and then we went home. <3 Which is where I am now...uh, about to eat dinner! ^^'

So yes. I better go now~~ *hugs* Thanks for putting up with me!! Again, a lack of commenting, but I'm trying...trying! And more emails to get to still...sorry. ;__; *hugs* Oh, and jeez, daylight savings time tomorrow. NOOOO. D; I hate that! It's so retarded. Losing an hour so sleep...bah, wtf. And then it's back to school. My break was nice, but as usual, it feels too short. Anyhoo, take care, my dears~

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