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Hey peoples. *hugs* Nice to see you all again. I hope you're doing well. :) Many welcome backs!! "O-kaerinasai" to sparkle-chan, lala, KD (I believe the fish you had was a Silver Dollar, like the coin...yup, we had a discus whose air bladder burst, too...), rachel, filo, and Oli-chan! Like omg, it's been so long for some of you!!! ;__; *hugs* THANKS for returning. <33 And thanks to all my other sweet friends that commented, too! I got a lot this time...though some were multiples. ;3 Thanks for all the support with the death of my fish Tigger. ;__; Very sad indeed. *sigh* And yes, we buried him. We wouldn't want to throw any of our fish in the toilet...expensive fish at least deserve something more! XD Thanks for the comments on my wallpaper, too. :)
Ugh...I have to try and make this post quick. v__v Darn it, Erica!!! I WISH THAT SHE COULD DO WORK ON HER OWN AND FIGURE IT OUT BY HERSELF. I mean, it's great that she relies on me for help--that means I'm capable of helping, and she looks up to me for that, but at the same time, I feel kind of used. We almost NEVER have a conversation about anything but schoolwork. She doesn't really tell me much about her personal life (I don't either...cause when she happens to ask, interest seems to wane and I'm ignored), like she does with others. She doesn't compliment me like she does others. I'm just there for school help. "Kelsey, how do you do this? What does this mean? Can you help me with this homework? What's on the test?" ~__~ So like now, she wants to "work" with me on our accounting homework that's due next week. *sigh* She didn't pay much attention to class today and totally didn't understand anything, so she wants me to help her with it...this isn't partnerwork, and even if it were, it would be ME doing everything anyway! I know it will be. She's even cutting into my precious free time right now. So I have to hurry up and eat and post. GAWD.
Sorry, had to get that rant out of my system. I'm just generally not feeling great today...physically & mentally.
Umm...so yeah, this weekend...I didn't really do anything, but I did bake some muffins. My dad has been nagging me to cook something sometime. Because in high school I got the culinary award...and I did do a lot of cooking/baking back then, but since we've moved, I haven't. That's because the kitchen is mom's now. She had that period of a couple years when she couldn't use it at the old house, but since we've moved, she does it all again. So...I don't want to, you know, take over her kitchen. ^^; So I told dad that, but he just kept nagging, so fine, I made some muffins from a boxed mix. HAPPY??? Well, they were really yummy. :3 But...still, my mom was there, and I knew it would be like that. She didn't tell me a lot of stuff [like her "secrets"], and I messed up with what oven to use, even though I asked her which...and I don't know. I just knew it. It's like she doesn't want anyone in her kitchen doing anything, even me! So fine, if I wanted to bake, then it was like she was offended?? And wasn't telling me where stuff was, etc. It was just...weird...I love my mom a lot, but sometimes she does things that I really don't get and find annoying.
Yesterday...I had fashion and philosophy. Fashion was the usual slave-labor type stuff of making patterns. Our sketches for what we want to make are due, and I drew mine up last night. I had fun. XD In the end, I suppose I like the designing part the most about fashion...not the business aspects or construction. Ugh. So I took a lot of time with it; hopefully it's something I can actually make! ^^;; Then philosophy was the usual note-taking and review since we'll have a test next week. At home, crap happened. More with my dog. I swear he hates me. He only loves Corey, and Corey (yes) feeds him chocolate though it's bad for him etc. Anyhoo, last night, Totoro was on my chair, where there was an opened chocolate bar. I was just petting him, and then he viciously lunged at me, growling and biting. *sigh* He's done this to me so often...so I yelled at him, and for once, Corey helped discipline him, too [usually he doesn't...usually he says it's MY fault when he bites me, and then he just pets him and says he's good! Duh, that contributes to his f-ing bad behavior towards me; he thinks it's good]. he didn't bite me, but still...it makes me upset. I tried to hold the tears back, but some did come out. ^^; It's just...stupid. He was supposed to be my dog, but it seems like I can't love him at all.
Hmm...so far all I've done is rant. I'm trying to think of something good to talk about, lol. Oh...uh, some of you asked me questions??? I'll answer them:
Oli-chan: "What's the weather like there?" Uh, well, lol, it's chilly! Today it's sunny with some clouds and a bit warmer than the other day, but it isn't "warm." We were supposed to get some rain for the past few days, but we still haven't. :/
KD: : "Would you change the color of the sky?" No, I wouldn't. It changes on its own...from dawn till sunset, the sky always looks like it's changing. ^^; And I think it's pretty. I don't know what I'd do if the sky was naturally green, lol. Blues, purples, pinks, reds, etc...they're all lovely. So no, I wouldn't change it.
Darke: : "if there was one physical thing you could change about yourself, what would it be and why?" I would change...*thinks for a really long time* Nothing? In all honesty, lol, despite how much I think poorly of myself and say I'm ugly sometimes, I don't think I would want to change anything. Maybe I'd want to be a little taller? 5'2" is chibi. D:
sparkle-chan: : Favorite cheese? I can't believe two people wanted to ask me this. XD Either chedder or provalone. But really, I'm not a fan of cheese. :/ If it's on pizza, then yay, more power to ya, but on sandwhiches...meh...not necessary. I hate Swiss cheese.
Ok then, lol. I should go now. Sorry this was a shorter and boring post! ^^;; But I better help Erica...I'm just too nice. *hugs* Thanks so much for everything. Take care~
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