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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Thursday, March 19, 2009
looks like a pretty long post...filled with ranting about school!
Hi, my dears! *hugs* Arigatou for all the great comments. ^_^ You guys are awesome. I hope you're doing well today. <3 Whatever day it may be for you when you're reading this [currently it's thursday, lol]. Thanks Twist-chan, sparkle-chan (I love your spam), Lala, Steph, Anna-chan, jamo, darke, Britty, and OMG welcome back to ulterego!!! *hugs* It's been SO LONG. <33 It's great to hear from you again! :) Thanks to everyone for your advice on Erica!! I mean, sometimes it does feel like she's "using" me, but at the same time...I don't know. I want to help her [i'm just too helpful, darn it], and I don't think she's really being mean. >< I just...don't know. ^^; I'm like incapable of telling people how I really feel since I'm afraid of hurting their feelings. D: I'm horrible. ^^; As for my mom, I love her, and no, she isn't scary...she just acts odd if her "space" is invaded like that. Oh, and our kitchen isn't huge. Yes, we have 2 ovens, but they're stacked...so they're like 2 smaller ones on top of each other. Apparently the bottom one was what I was supposed to use!! ~__~ But anyhoo, thank you all very much!!! *hugs*
Ah, thursday, so that means I'm on my weekend now! XD Finally. Although, I think this week kind of went quick. >< I'm not sure, lol. I just don't remember the first days of the week that well! So I'm guessing it went quickly!! It's a rainy day, which is nice, although it's slowed up now. We haven't had rain in a while, and I've wanted some...so yay. Cause I've been playing Persona 4 a lot, and events really hinge upon the weather--if it's raining or not. So when it's raining in the game, I'm like "I wish it were raining IRL!" Yes, so I enjoy the rain. Anyhoo *yawns* I'm tired...rainy days make me want to sleep all day, but getting up for school is a must. I had accounting and chemistry today...I'll start with accounting.
So the other day (tuesday) I did meet up with Erica to work on the accounting homework. Of course, it was mostly me doing it...it's not like she doesn't help though--she TRIES to help, she's just...not good at it. ^_^; Every time she would try to give and answer or say what to do next, "Don't you...multiply by that now?" etc...I always end up replying with, "No, not that...you do this." Lol. So I mean, it's not like I'm just doing it all and she copies, I'm trying to help her understand it as we go along, and she does try to do it, but she's just always wrong. Chemistry, accounting, math...those things just aren't her fortes. Anyhoo, so we finished it right before our chem lab, and we ended up running to class [she's a very fast walker! I couldn't keep up!! I was so out of breath, lol; that's cause she works out everyday] and being just about late. XD Haha...but because we cut the time so close, I couldn't save and send the accounting hw to myself. ~__~ Which WOULD help...uh, but we printed them out, having finished.
Now then, on to today. This hw is due next tuesday, so I thought "Oh good, we can show our prof today and see if it's right." So I did, and just...I don't know. My prof is a horrible teacher, and she's always bragging about herself and her certifications as an accountant, and she always seems so condescending when talking to us. She doesn't help. So when I showed it to her, she just looked at it and said, "Well...those numbers...they look right, but all of this is wrong. You didn't do that right. You don't need all of this. Change it." ~__~ It's on an excel spreadsheet that she sent the template of to us, and in it she had headers of certain columns to use, and I filled them in, but APPARENTLY you don't need to fill in some of them for one part. It's just WTF. And she's also nitpicky about the decimal places and crap. Ugh, so I gotta type it all over since I didn't get to save it. *sigh* In class, we got back our quizzes from last time; yay, I got 20/20. :) So did Erica. [No, she didn't copy my quiz, lol]. We also did another worksheet thing, and again, our condescending prof came around and looked at what we had, and she just pointed out how wrong we were...she doesn't help or encourage, she just, uh, it's like she's treating us as failing coworkers or something. Or like we're wasting her time and money. She expected us to know all of this stuff that we just learned last class...it's NOT that easy. Ugh, and she's giving us a quiz every week! >_<
Sorry, that's enough ranting about that class!! I'm understanding the material ok, now it's just that I have to deal with my prof's personality. She's a biatch. *cough* Anyhoo, then I had chemistry...nothing special there. But, uh, back to the topic of my "friends" like Erica and the other girls in my classes. I don't know if they really like me or not. Cause yeah they don't really talk to me outside of class...unless it's about class-related items. They don't wait for me after class, and it just seems like they treat me...like everything I say is stupid [unless it's correct information regarding class]. ~__~ But I don't want to NOT be "friends" with them because then I would have no one. *sigh* Since coming to college, wow, I haven't really made any friends. I have several classmates that I do talk to, but none are real friends, except maybe Julie [though we don't have classes together this semester] and Tempestt. The girls in my fashion class, I just can't relate to them. Even though I major in fashion marketing, I like know nothing about it. I honestly don't care about brands, designers, names of styles or colors of nail polish--nothing. They talk about perfumes, and I'm like WTF; they talk about tanning salons, and I'm REALLY lost. v__v I like what I like, and they like what they like...
So I'm just not included, but whatever. :/ I envy a lot of you guys that have friends at school that like anime and stuff like that...that you can talk about all the time together. Must be nice. *watches fish tanks* LOL, Todd is hilarious. I swear he's the strangest angelfish in the world...he's always look up for food. XD Hahahaaaaaaa. Todd. Anyhoo, yesterday, yes, I had fashion AND philosophy [which is really a logic class] AND art. Nothing to talk about in the first two, but art proved to be somewhat annoying. We painted the entire time (with acrylics). Just still-lives. I'm able to joke around with my art teacher, and he's becoming more open and talkative, which is good, but he's still...not that helpful when explaining things, lol, and still he just makes ya uncomfortable!! O__o But yeah, we have our final project to do...and he just says, "It can be whatever you want. The only restriction...is that you have to use more than one medium, and it has to be at least _____inches [I don't remember, but it's big]. So bring in things next class that you want to use, or to use as inspiration. Use things about yourself. What you like. You can do whatever you want." V___V UGH! Just TELL ME!! So I have nothing to go off of, and when I asked him for help with deciding what to do, he just trailed off and didn't suggest anything, except that since I like anime, I should do something with that. ~__~
Oh, and we had to watch him paint for a half hour at the beginning of class. BORING. Like omg...watching him paint pears was torture. And he doesn't talk when he paints because when he does, he makes NO SENSE (less than usual). Anyway, that class was just annoying, and I have no clue what to do for that f-ing project. >> Bahhhh. I think all I do is rant in my posts, don't I??? SORRY. Uh. *thinks of something else* Oh, I have some stuff I want to wall...but I don't know if I can do it [more vectoring??], or if I feel like it really. I've been staying away from AP ever since that girl gave me such a problem [she even took me off her dA; what a biatch]...I kinda don't want to see anyone from there or any wallpapers from there for a while!! ^^; It's already been over a week since I spent time on there...longest "hiatus" for me from a site [that I usually frequent]. XD Ah, but yes, whatever. [edit: I took out the vid since it really wasn't that good, and it made my post look even longer!! But lookie! Something else! :D I DREW. OMG. I'm thinking of doing something like this...for my final art project?? Please take a look if you can~]
Ok SORRRRRRRRRY!!! This post is really long. Too long. ;__; Forgive me. *hugs* I really appreciate your visiting me...I'll try to comment some tonight. Sorry again for all the ranting~ I appreciate you guys putting up with me. Take care!
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