AIM • Akabane Rain E-mail •Click Here Website •Click Here Yahoo! Messenger • MSN: amiha@live.com
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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
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Tuesday, April 21, 2009
omg this post sucks
Hi, my dears! How are all of you doing? Thanks for the great comments. They always make my day. Twist, it was so great seeing you again! XD You're not bad. Don't worry about it~ I appreciate whenever people can manage to comment me, lol. I know it isn't an easy task. ^^;; So thanks again! Welcome back to you Twist, Oli-chan, jamo, Capri-chan, Lala [of course I would mention you!!!!], Sesshy, and Meg!! ^__^ What a wonderful group of friends. <33 It's been a while for some of you. Anyhoo, thanks for all that was said about whatever it was I talked about. XD It feels like forever ago that I posted. O__o;
Once again, it's a later post! I don't think I'm ever going to post in the early afternoon anymore. XD It's only convenient if I'm at school waiting for a class. But when I'm at home, I prefer doing other things instead of rushing to the internet. Which mostly includes playing P4. ^^; I'm actually sorta almost done the game. T__T It's felt too short, even though I've played it for almost 60 hours, lol. It's just I haven't done a lot of things I should've. :/ But oh well. Persona games are so fun~~~ But seeing that I'm almost done and pretty incomplete as far as quests and things go, well, that gets me down! D: I'm a perfectionist, even in gaming. XD Though not quite. I wouldn't spend as much time as some people getting EVERYTHING complete. Ah, so yes, after school today, I came home and played that for a while. Then I did homework. I wasn't planning on posting really. Not in the mood...but I decided to do so anyway.
I haven't been in the mood to post a lot lately! ^^; I know, that sounds odd for me. But whatever. At least I'm not like I used to be...posting every single day, almost forcing myself, being obsessed. Gawd, it was...jeez. XD I stopped that! Lol, though I'm still on something of a schedule. Anyhoo, today...I had accounting and chemistry. In accounting, uh, we got into groups (guys vs girls) and answered some questions. I helped Katie with the chem homework we had...which was a TAKE-HOME TEST. Hahaaa. ^^;; I was asked by several people for help on that...as if it's a group test. XD I'm always being asked for help with homework in classes...mostly chemistry. Jess asked me yesterday, "So do you really love chem or something?" I was like NO WAY. D: I'm just good at it and math stuff. Because I'm good at it doesn't mean I like it. ~__~ I don't like most of my classes, but I'm good in most of them...uhh...yeah. I don't know why I'm good at it! >> But I don't mind it since I like helping people. :) Ok, so after that I had chemistry, where we just...took notes and stuff! Nothing special!
Yesterday...fashion, philosophy. Oh jeez. I have no clue how I'm going to finish my fashion project!! None of us do. D: We're all totally panicking!! T__T We're nowhere near finished sewing our garment (I haven't even cut out my pieces), and we only have 2 classes left. :( This seems near impossible. Gawd!! I'm very worried, lol. At least some people have started sewing. I'm quickly regretting some aesthetic choices in my design because they might be really hard to create!;__; Ugh. But anyhoo, first when I got there, I had to have my meeting with my (all of us fashion girls') adviser to decide on classes for next semester. :/ I thought it was just going to be a meeting with me, lol, but like 5 others were there...so I didn't get any 1 on 1 time to really get things straight. ~__~ So I'm being forced to take certain classes that I wish I didn't have to. And now I'm really worried about the business class I mentioned before...I thought it was this economics one, but I might be mistaken! O__O Cause I'm taking economics, but I was like WOOHOO!! Cause I'm taking it online [first online course at college for me], but then I was told that it was a different course that had all those hard presentation projects...and it's a mandatory one. :/ Now I'm just confused. Stupid classes. Ugh! So I have to register tomorrow, and it opens at 6am. Lots of kids really get up that early to get on and register...well, I don't want to, so just whenever I happen to get up, I'll do it. I hope that none of my classes will be filled, otherwise I'll be pissed.
One of the classes I have to take is Textiles, and right now, it's only offered on thursdays at 4:30-7pm. Noooo. I never wanted to take a night class...especially at such a stupid time as that! Ugh! >< But Dr.McKinney said that she would try to make it available at afternoons, too...the thing is that we won't know until the beginning of next semester! *laugh* How stupid! So I'll be going through all summer until the first days of classes to know whether I'll be taking a night course or not. So stupid. I swear, some teachers [ok, a lot] at my school are extremely inconsiderate and unorganized. :/
Ummm...after classes...went home, didn't do much. I was really depressed yesterday. I just got upset about a lot of stuff. V__V I blame it on that time of month, lol...but now I've made some bad mistakes with people whom I'm hoping will forgive me! I just can be really stupid sometimes...mostly when I'm down. The things that come to my mind are of the utmost negativity, whether about myself, other people, etc. It's horrible. So yeah, that's how I was last night. I wanted to cry, but I didn't. ~__~ Today is better though. I think. I hope. You know what makes me the happiest lately? SPORTS. XD Watching my sports teams WIN, that is. When they lose, I get depressed! ^^; Baseball and hockey on tonight, so I'm hoping they win. <3 I haven't really worked more on my wallpaper. I just have the background to do, and for some reason, I really don't want to do it. I'm like afraid to work on it. I know I'm going to have a forest in the bg and stuff...and that's what's going to kill me. Me + trees = bad. Even if they're just going to be...uh, surreal? No, hmm...>< Well, just painted in a way that it suggests trees but don't really look like them. I just suck at bg's in general. They make me angry. But I do love my crow. *hugs crow*
I wonder when I'll ever finish this thing...
Finals are next week! Then it's summer break, woot! I can't wait...I think. I'm just stressed about all the stuff I have to do before it's summer. T__T And I'm stressed socially. I just want things to be good and set right...equalized. Some equilibrium would be nice. Anyhoo, I need to go eat dinner. Sorry this was such a craptacular post. Like seriously. It was boring, and I don't think it made much sense...and it was...ah, whatever. Thanks to anyone that read it~ I LOVE YOU GUYS. I'm sorry if I ever hurt any of you in any ways. T__T PERFUME!!!!
