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my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something
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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Sunday, May 24, 2009
in loving memory of all my sweet fishies. R.I.P.
Hey there, sweetie-poos~ OMG. So many comments! *__* Wow, thanks a ton! *hugs* Welcome back Aya!! <333 You got a new number? Well, you can text me with it, let me know. :) Welcome back wolf, too! It's been a while. I was wondering where you were, lol, though I'm sorry I haven't commented as much either. >_< Stixx, it's great seeing you again~ I LOVE your Angela Aki avatar! O__O omg, I want it. <333 Solemn-chan, too! It's been a while~ Wow, so many people came back. XD And Teapot, thanks for your first comment on my site. :) It's wonderful to have a new friend like you! *hugs* And many many arigatous to everyone else that commented~ You guys are great!
Yeah, gomen! I didn't post yesterday like I usually do. I posted on my World this morning, just saying why in case I wasn't going to post today either! So thanks to those that did comment on theO instead. :3 But I'm posting here now anyway. So I guess...if you read that already, you don't really need to comment, but I'll probably mention a lot more than I did on theO! Umm...my mood was really going to dictate whether I was going to post here today or not, lol, and my mood was reliant upon the outcome of the baseball game today!! ^^;; Yeah. My mood = whether my Phillies win or lose, lol. And...they won today! So!!! That's why I'm posting. >D Gawd, I was really upset though! We [remember, I say "we", but it's not like I'm on the team, or it's any team near me! It's MLB...I just love them so much...and speak of them as if I'm included, lol] could've won it during regular innings...but Lidge, our closer, blew the save AGAIN. he did it last night, but then he gave up the winning run, too, so we LOST. But today...he blew it, but at least kept it tied. So they went into extra innings, and we won it in the 11th~~~ Thanks to Carlos [Ruiz]!! I wub him. <3333
Goodness, if we didn't win that, I swear...I would've been OUT TO KILL...I wanted to take Lidge's head. XD *violent streak related to baseball* Hahaha. But we still ended up winning. [in your faces, Yankees!! Sorry, Twist. ;3]It's just that he did the same thing last night...and in several of his appearances, so it really isn't good. :/
ANYHOO! Why didn't I post yesterday like I usually do? Well, several things. I mostly just wasn't in the mood. That and I had a headache. I was really upset because the 2 fishies that I mentioned as still being sick...well, they died. But my biggest loss was Pedro because he was my favorite...sweet little thing. He was so tiny for a discus; he never ate that much so he didn't grow like the other guys...and then when he got sick, it was even worse. Well, friday night, I came down here to turn off the lights etc. and I saw Pedro was practically laying on the gravel...not swimming much. Still breathing though. So I tried to get him going! I also noticed though...a bite mark. As in, the other fish were pecking at him. I was really sad when I saw that...and I saw that he wasn't going to make it, so I decided to take him out, put him out of his misery, you know? I didn't want to find him dead in the morning, eaten by the other guys...so I made that decision. I was so sad though, when I did it, got the net out...wrapped him up...I was crying. CRYING. Yes, for a fish. I don't care what you think, but I loved that little guy. I buried him outside, and I cried and cried. Gawd, I felt so bad though. I felt like I was the one that killed him...cause he was still alive when I took him out. I felt guilty the rest of the night, but at the same time, I know I did the right thing. Fish are living things, too, and it just made me really sad to do that. The next day (yesterday), dad had to do the same thing to Tony the Tiger (remember my drawing of him?)...they were suffering way too much. Stupid parasites.
(if you want to see some photos of them, I put them on my dA)
But the good thing is that the rest are fine now. They're all healthy, and now we don't have to worry about any of them not eating or whatever...so hopefully this taught my dad a lesson! Don't fix it if it ain't broke! No more fish. We keep the ones we have...cause if we try to get more, we might introduce more contamination etc. So yeah. I'm glad these guys are ok, but it was very saddening to have the others pass away. Fishy heaven is filled up now. ^^;;; Umm...*thinks* Oh, friday we were going to see the new Star Trek movie. We left...but then my mom forgot her glasses so we had to go back, causing us to run a LITTLE late. Not enough to miss the movie, but when we were going through the town...well, we hit major traffic. :/ ugh. Didn't move at all. >< So we missed some of the beginning and decided not to go. I wouldn't have minded, but my parents like watching all the trailers for some reason. ^^;; So instead of the movie, we went to this pet store to look at the puppies~~~ Hehe!!! XD Of course, we're not getting a new one cause Totoro still runs the roost, but it's fun to look. :)
I held this adorable Yorkie puppy...he was sooooo cute, nibbling me, hehe. He was teething. XD And then this tiny super freaking cute chihuahua!! *__* She was such a little angel!! TT^TT I really wanted her...sooooooo adorable. But of course, noooo. Plus, they're so freaking expensive! O__O Next time, I think we should adopt one. *nods* Um, Corey wanted to take out this beagle/bulldog mix. Haha, he was cute in a funny-looking way. XD He was so playful and had huge paws...aww. After that, we got lunch and went home! But it was fun looking at the puppies. :3
Aside from those things, I've been working on my wallpaper, the one for Bou's challenge. I love it so far! Lots of fun. I'm not entering just cause it's a contest...nope. It's just that the scan inspired me and made me feel like walling! I haven't had the urge lately, so it was wonderful to get this feeling~~ I couldn't pass it up!! XD I'm still working on painting the guy, but it's going well. I don't know what I'll do with the bg yet. Sparkle, you're crazy to think he isn't sexy, but I know you only love asian men now...not anime guys. So I guess that means...smexy anime guys are all mine, not yours. Lol. Anyhoo, here's what I have:
Wow, I think I wrote enough, huh?? It's a lot more than my post on theO! XD So if you read that already AND this one...then you got more details alrighty, lol. Sorry~~~ *hugs* I'm going to work on my wall some more now. :) I'll try to comment better this week. Take care!! Thanks for visiting me!! <3
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