AIM • Akabane Rain E-mail •Click Here Website •Click Here Yahoo! Messenger • MSN: amiha@live.com
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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
Saturday, June 6, 2009
new theme, new wallpaper, and new rants. 2 music vids.
Hello there, dear friends of mine! *hugs* Krystal, Yaya-chan, Steph, Reki, Sinny, and Sparkle! Thanks so much for the comments~ Lol, wow, Krys! I can't believe you just commented today! O__O I wasn't expecting anyone else to comment...since what...that post was from TUESDAY?? Jeez. Well, that's because I didn't have anything to talk about on thursday, when I'd normally post. :/ I did post on my World, but nothing really exciting was in those. ^^; Thanks to anyone that commented them though! *hugs* So yeah, arigatou very much for all the comments!
I'm glad that the font is easier to read now. ;3 Well, being larger and all...but now I changed my THEME. >> I hope it isn't too bright, lol. But I came across this Persona 4 wallpaper, and I fell in LOVE. <3333 So I was compelled to use it...I think it's been a month or more since I last changed it, so yeah. I needed something brighter for the summer time! And since I recently finished the game, and I've been using P4 avvies, too, I needed to pay tribute with the bg~
Ok, so I'm not exactly a happy camper today! ^^; And yes, I'm posting much later right now. It's almost 9pm...so yeah. I figured I could do it now since Corey is working, and he also said he's going to stay out "partying" aka getting drunk and then being an idiot by driving home as such. *sigh* Umm...but yeah, why am I not so happy? Errr, a couple of things. I finished my new wallpaper today, and I'm rather pissed off about it. I'm not content with how it turned out, although now it's a little better since I edited it more. I blame any and all of my irks with walling on AP. It's all their fault...them and their stupid rating system!! Argh. >> Cause I get caught up with the ratings of my wallpapers..."Will it be popular?? Will I get a good 'grade'??" I've been spoiled with my last few wallpapers being top rated, and my last one (Haibane) being top rated in less than an hour...then giving me an SS rating [SSSS, or is it SSS is the highest]. ^^; So yeah. It's just stupid anyway. I shouldn't care so much, but I do! Lol. So like right now it isn't very "popular", and I'm just worried no one will like it, blah blah blah. *hits self* I didn't used to care so much about the perfection of my wallpapers, but now I do...which is why I don't find it as fun anymore. :/
Anyhoo, here it is. Thanks to those that commented/hugged etc. already!! Please take a look if you'd like. ^_^ Ugh, I had so much fun with it at first, vectoring and painting the hot guy...but then the bg got me mad. *sigh* And it just makes me mad when people on AP are all nitpicky about things like the texture, certain colors, or just crap in general...I thank you guys for sugarcoating those things!! Lol.
And now for the other reason why I'm not so happy! *drumroll* Baseball. Yeah. Ok, I know most of you don't care, but I'm going to rant anyway! Feel free to follow along or not, whatever. Most of you skip my paragraphs on baseball anyway. >_> *kinda wishes I had fellow fans here* So anyhoo, my Phillies have now lost 2 games in a row. T__T Last night and today's (against the LA Dodgers)...and I'm not sure which game made me madder. I'll have to think REAL hard on that. Let's see...last night, we were winning--only by one run, but winning nonetheless. Oh, and by the way, it was LATE...since they've been playing on the West coast. Game started at 10pm, and when did it end?? 1:30am!! And I watched it ALL. FOR WHAT??? A LOSS IN THE LAST INNING. If we were losing for most of the game, fine, I wouldn't have bothered to watch it all, but we were winning up until the very bottom of the very last inning...when we put out our closer (the pitcher that comes in to close the game out, aka gets the last 3 outs), who was the BEST last year. He was perfect. And now? Now he sucks. Like WTF. He has blown 6 saves now. He only needed one more out...and yet he loaded the bases and gave up a double. *sigh* So we lost. I was very tired and pissed off at 1:30am. Yeah. Today, similar situation...narrow lead into the 9th (last) inning, and what does he do? Comes in and gives up the tying homerun. HOMERUN. F you, Lidge!! >E So we went into extra innings, and ended up losing in the...12th? Today's game was over 4 hours. 4 freaking hours.
I sure know how to waste my time, don't I?
Yes, yes I do. Making wallpapers I don't like, and watching 4 hours of baseball only to have our team lose...oh, I do play video games, too. Is that also wasting time? Hmm...I wonder when I'll do something productive with my life. ~__~ Seriously. This summer is going nowhere so far. I mean, it's already a week into June? And what do I have to show for myself? NOTHING. It doesn't even feel like summer break yet. What made the other years different? I have no clue...
Sorry. ^^; I feel like being an ultra pessimist lately. "I hate life. I want to stab something/someone." Yessss. *thinks* So anyway...wow, really? My last post was tuesday? I still can't believe that, lol. What have I done since then? Hahahaha, nothing. Yesterday we WERE going to see the Star Trek movie, but we didn't cause Corey had to work for once, and he wanted to see it...so we didn't go. Stayed home, did the usual nothing. The day before *thinks for a long while*...did nothing. Ok? Yeah. Today I did some cleaning though. I cleaned all the crap around my computer downstairs...in hopes that it would help with my allergic reactions. They've been worse lately...my face feels like it's burning up, so I haven't felt like being on the comp much. Well, it hasn't done anything (the cleaning), so I don't know what to do. I've tried all possible creams/lotions, etc...it's stupid. :*(
*looks through youtube vids on playlists* Wow, they really took a lot off!! >( Stupid youtube. "video not available" on a lot of the vids I LOVE! Not fair. Oh well, lol. I haven't shown this one in a while, but it's one of my faves! Hehe!! A Loveless amv with the song "The Warrior" by Patty Smyth. <3333 80's = love.
And another vid, if you're so incredibly bored. XD It's more the song than the vid. I don't think it's very good...but I love the song. :) It's the ending song to Basquash! <3
Ok! I guess that's all from me~ Sorry for wasting your time! ^^; I think most of this was ranting and me being a jerkface, lol. jerkface = my new favorite insult. Sorry for not commenting a lot lately. I wanted to finish that wretched wallpaper...but now that I have, I'll get back to it. [not tonight though] *hugs* Thanks so much for putting up with me! Love you guys. <3 Take care!
