AIM • Akabane Rain E-mail •Click Here Website •Click Here Yahoo! Messenger • MSN: amiha@live.com
Vitals
Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
Personal
Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
gomennasai! more brother ranting. ^^;; and some other stuff.
Hey, peoples. <3 Thanks so much for the comments! *hugs* You're all awesome. Thanks for the comments on here and to those that also commented on my 2 posts on my World. The first one you don't need to read if you visit me here, and the other one I wrote yesterday...was just a rant I had to get out at the time. Anyhoo, arigatou Sinny, Ichigo, walle, Reki, Meg, Deb, and Angelbest! So nice to read all of your comments...especially, yes, about my visit over my friend's house. XD Sinny, yeah, my dog bit me horribly last week. I wish I could be more of an "alpha" type, but I'm not. v__v So he just bites me whenever, and I try to discipline him, but he doesn't care since Corey is retarded and encourages him to bite me. *sigh* ANYHOOOOO, thanks again for everything!!
Hmm...this will probably be a very boring post. I wasn't even going to post today, but oh well, I am. My brother's new schedule makes me mad...I have to deal with him more than before, even though he's working more days. Yeah, I know, that doesn't make sense. Before he worked sunday, tuesday, thursday, and saturday (I had nice days off from him about every other day!), and on most of those days, he worked afternoon-late night, which I really liked...now he works tuesday-saturday, but now he either works early morning to afternoon, or late afternoon to night...so I'm stuck with seeing him more often during my WAKING HOURS. ~__~ AND!! He has sundays off, and that PISSES me off. I loved my sundays with him gone...I could watch the things I recorded from the night before and play any games I wanted all day! Freedom! And watch the baseball game (since they're usually afternoon on sunday) without interruption...and just...it's so nice when he's gone. And in case you didn't know, when he's home, I have to do everything with him [watch anime, play video games, watch other tv shows, eat]. I get but an hour or 2 to myself to go on the computer...aside from that, I'm practically his slave.
And no, it isn't that easy to tell him off or tell him I want to do my own thing. People always tell me, "Why don't you just curse him out? Why don't you just do whatever the heck you want, or tell him you want to?" It's just not that easy. He's a control freak, and he gets really mad and makes things into arguments if you go against him. *sigh* It's been like this all my life. Even my mom tries to get me to just tell him outright I want to do something aside from what he wants to do...but it's simply not that easy. I wish it was. I wish he were more of a NORMAL brother. A NORMAL 28 year old brother. *cough* He should be moved out by now!!!! >E
Sorry, I didn't mean to rant about him. >> Honestly. Honestly. I know you're tired of it! And just think! If you're tired of reading my rants about him, then imagine how I feel spending my freaking life around him.
Anyhoo, sorry again about that. What have I done today? Well, I waited for him to leave for work, and then I played Shining Force EXA. I'm at the last boss, but jeez he's hard. :/ Seems pretty impossible to me, lol. This game doesn't seem to have any real...skill involved, and unlike most games, you have no clue what level the monsters you're fighting are or anything else about them. It's just mayhem! O__O I mean, most levels/areas or bosses is just about how many enemies they can pack into the screen at one time...and then it's just about you mashing that same button over and over and hope you don't die. *laugh* I don't know why I like this game. XD But I've decided to play it through! So hopefully I can beat that last boss somehow. Aside from that, I've been playing Tales of Vesperia. <3
Yesterday...I had to get out of the house. I didn't want to spend another full day around my brother, so I made my mom take me out to do errands or whatever. XD We went to Sports Authority to buy my dad a father's day gift and also to look for some new sandals or shoes for me. I ended up getting some black flip-flops, and these cute and comfy Mary Jane style shoes (not really sneakers, and they're not fancy) by Nike. They're so comfortable! ^__^ Black and white. Then we looked at the sports jerseys and things...um, we also went into Toys R Us, and I looked if they had any good games, but no. Then mom and I decided to go home since we were getting some bad allergic reactions to the stores. ^^; Sports Authority is really bad for us now cause of all the rubber and plastic smells from the sports equipment and whatnot there. .__. We're basically allergic to anything now. So our faces were burning, and mine was really read and prickly...bleh. It's horrible. And this is how I get inside my own home, too. -___- For years, only my mom had these odd reactions, but now I've gotten it...it's so retarded.
*thinks* At least it was nice to get out yesterday. But it wasn't enough. Ehhh...*dies* I can't think of anything else to talk about...oh, if you read my rants and things in my world yesterday, thanks, and you all helped me a lot. I'll keep doing what I'm doing, and I'll keep trying to be a good friend and give advice when I can. ^^;; I'm feeling much better today. I was just in an ultra-sensitive and down mood yesterday. Anyhoo, here's some vids my friend Dagger had on her world~ I was like O____O The first is the actual video, and the second is the making of. All made with post-it notes and stop-motion...it's so freaking cool~ And the song is by Royksopp. <33
And so that's all from me! *hugs* Sorry if it was an annoying or boring post. ^^; I'll try not to rant so much next time...haha...although that's what I think blogs are for! XD I'll try to comment some today, so bear with me. *hugs* Take care~
