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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
my mind isn't all here right now! don't worry, there's pics and things in this so it isn't ALL post.
Hello there, friends~ Arigatou for all the comments before! Thanks so much. How are you doing? Ok? I hope so. Well, thanks to teapot, xaos, anna-chan, Sinny, Cassie, angelbest, and Deb!! I appreciate your comments. ^^ Nice to hear from all of you! Um yeah, I don't feel like replying specifically right now. XD So this is just a short thanking paragraph! Much love. <33333
Yeah, I didn't post yesterday, though I normally would! But thanks to those that commented on my post on my World. O__o; Sorry it was a pretty useless one! Just art updates...and why I haven't been commenting much or feeling like posting. ^^; I just have been in a really down mood lately! Funny how I was in the best of moods during my last post here, lol, and then that really didn't last long. XD Oh well. What a shame. It was nice feeling happy. Hahaa...but I'm feeling a little better today! :) I guess just things have gotten to me...like my brother having these past 3 days (including today) off, and so spending all day with him is just torture!! Ugh. That and I don't know...just things. Things in general have been making me upset. I was so crabby yesterday! Mostly at my dad. ~__~'
See, he's been trying to set up a trip out to California some time...so we can see my grandparents, since grandma has Alzheimer's and is in really bad shape...so you know, it's like we gotta see her before anything worse happens. Anyway, he just decided to set the trip up for october, and I didn't want that. It means I'll have to miss some days of school...and I honestly don't want to go on a plane. I know it's a stupid fear, but I'm kinda afraid of flying! ^^; Yes yes, "it's safer to fly than to drive." Blah blah blah, but I can't help but worry. >> Ugh. And it will be sad seeing grandma in that state...alzheimer's is so horrible!! I don't know. But I was just really in a bad mood over all of that, and dad was saying, "Well, I have NO sympathy for you." when I mentioned how I'm not comfortable having to get up early and then fly on a plane. Sure, maybe I was being a bit selfish, but I get major anxiety about things like this. Especially things in the future...so even though this is months away, I was freaking out about it yesterday! v__v Like it was life or death right then! I hate thinking about things in the future...that and anything that messes with my schedule sets me off. Some sort of OCD tendencies or something, or maybe it's just my anxiety. Whatever...
I don't think I'm making much sense, lol. Uh, but yeah. I just haven't been in a happy mood lately! I haven't wanted to comment, post, or work on my wallpaper, so my wall is just the same as before pretty much. :/ Click here for the screenshot/WIP. It's basically the same as last time. I finished the outlines, and so some time I need to start the coloring and whatnot. ~__~ Whenever I feel like it! On my world I shared the links to some photos I took and submitted on dA! Thanks to whoever looked at them. Most people don't care about my photos. XD How do people get so many views there? Like some photos I see, and I don't think they're that great! O__o It's a mystery to me, lol. Some people get thousands of views in one day on a piece, and I struggle to get 5, haha. Here's two fish ones:
Ok! Enough of that. You don't have to look at them if you don't want! Anyhoo, yesterday I had to get out of the house from my brother, so mom and I went to the mall. (yes, again. no, teapot, I'm not a shopaholic! It's just a coincidence that I post after going to the mall.) Went to Borders, and I got some manga and a book. I got Magical JxR volumes 3 and 4 (really manhwa), and the second novel in the Innocent Mage series (that's not the name of the series...I don't remember what it is though, lol; that's the first book's title) by Karen Miller! Fantasy, of course. I really like the book so far! ^__^ So that's why I got the second one. >D The cashier guy was pretty weird...like he was on drugs or something! ^^; He kept talking to me about this book "Gothic Charm School" or something [why, cause I had on a black shirt from hot topic?], and then he mentioned Bamboo Blade...and inquired about the books I read. I don't know; he just seemed really strange. O__o And I couldn't hear a lot of what he said, so I just smiled and nodded my head, lol, and assumed I heard his comments. XD Like what am I supposed to say??
After Borders, mom and I went to Aerosoles--a shoe place. I've been in need of nice sandals. [took me 3 tries to spell that right] So we went there cause their shoes/sandals are supposed to be really comfortable, and mom has ordered stuff from their catalog before. Uh...the lady there was overly helpful and annoying. Gawd, I wanted her to shut up and go away!! "Need any help? Would you like me to find that in your size? I think you should try a smaller one because our sizes run big." OMG I can't count how many times she said that! "Our shoes run big." or something along those lines. It was so retarded, like OK, I GET IT. Cause I'm normally a size 7 1/2, and she kept insisting I try a 6! The 7 felt small in some areas, so how is a 6 going to be better?? DX Ugh. It was quite a hard task for me to find ones that fit...and I finally found a really cute pair. >> They're pretty darn uncomfortable though!! Cause they're platform/high-heel kinds!! O__O I've never worn a pair of anything that high before, and so they'll take getting used to. I'm afraid I'll trip and twist my ankle at some point, lol. They're rough on my feet, but they look so cute!! T__T They're white and have straps going across and they're just...cute...and make me taller~~ I guess I just can't wear them for long amounts of time!
After that, we went to the grocery store...nothing special there. At home, I had to deal with Corey. Surprisingly, he has been fine today! Actually pretty nice and fun so far. XD Yesterday wasn't bad since I was out with my mom, but still. It's just so much better when he's at work. *rolls eyes* Uh, watched some baseball last night...Phillies lost. ~__~ Bah. Should've won. I swear, what happened to our world series team of last year?? We totally suck now! UGH!!! I could complain more, but I won't! I'll spare you all. *thinks* OMG. It's july!! Noooo...where has summer gone?? Seriously. This month has gone too quickly...July 8th though, we're going to a baseball game. I hope to goodness gracious that we win that game at least.
Oh, shout-out to Meg's (innocent heart's) grandma. She's having surgery tomorrow (thursday) in regards to her breast cancer. So please pray for her! If you don't pray, then just keep her in your thoughts. Ok?? THANK YOU. <33
I think that's all I have to talk about. Sooooo...I'll share with you this music video. *laugh* I don't know about some of you guys, but I like Bollywood music. >>' You know, the Indian films with the dancing and singing! Woot! I wish I could find one with better quality and also showing the full dance moves to this one...but oh well (the video here sucks & isn't the real scene from the movie, so I really just want you to hear the song!). The song is "Rehja Re" (spelling something along those lines), and it's from the movie Golmaal. It's a really funny movie. X3 But yeah, I love dancing to this one, lol. I have most of the moves memorized! ^^;; Don't make fun of me...
And if you're interested, you should search for the other songs from it, cause they're really catchy, too! ^_^ Anyhoo, that's all from me. Sorry for wasting your time with this. I swear I had more interesting and coherent things to mention...but now I forget, so oh well. :( Sorry for not commenting a lot. *hugs* I'll make it up to you sometime...when I feel in a better mood, alright? Gomen. I LOVE YOU GUYS THOUGH. Take care!
