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Birthday • 1988-11-12 Gender •
Female Location • PA in the USA Member Since • 2006-02-14 Occupation • Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student Real Name • Kelsey
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Achievements • getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it. Anime Fan Since • my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something Favorite Anime • Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless Goals • to find my purpose in life Hobbies • watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
Sunday, February 7, 2010
some rants, some art, some pictures, lots of snow!
Hello guys! *hugs* Thank you for the comments last time. :) Once a week updates seem really....well, it just seems like it's a long time in between them! Lol. But I can't seem to find more time to post during the week. Thanks for the comments angelbest, Sam, Deb, Jes, and Lute! And also a lot of thanks to those commenting on my World. I really appreciate it. <3
So how have you guys been doing? I feel like I haven't heard from lots of people in a long time. DX I guess they're all busy. I did a good rant last night on my World post. ^^; If you want to read it, you can go ahead...it's just...a lot of me complaining and feeling bad for myself. I'm in a needy mood lately because I feel left out of things or unloved. It sucks. I bet it's my hormones doing this...I guess...I don't know. But lately I've felt like crap! My self-esteem has been subterranean. Lol. Like I've actually been examining my WEIGHT and thinking I'm FAT. I never do that!! T__T It's because I weigh like 5 more pounds than I did last year. I was even checking out that BMI scale thing to check where I am. Ok, it's good that I'm in the normal range...but I'm not content, lol. Which, again, is WEIRD for me to be thinking. :/ Bleh. Today my mom was pointing out all the flaws on my face...pimple here, irritation there, hairs to be plucked here and there, etc. It made me feel ugly! >.< Again, it's not something I should think though...I know that.
I just need some...something to cheer me up, lol. I don't even feel like posting right now. But I wanted to at least write something here so that the last post on here wouldn't be from January. What do you guys do to cheer yourselves up? Or make you think "I'm beautiful"? I think I can partly blame watching shows like "What not to wear" and stuff on tv. All these makeover shows make me feel like I should completely change how I look or dress.
Anyhoo, let's see...nondepressing things! Yesterday/the night before we got tons and tons of snow!! It was crazy!! We had almost 2 feet of snow. Some areas got 30", lol. It just kept falling and falling...it was so pretty~ I just wished that it happened during the school week! You know?? Cancel me some classes! It does me no good when it's on the weekend. My brother couldn't get out, so he stayed home from work. I'm sure most of you noticed that I don't complain about him as much as I used to. Lol, I can thank his PS3 for that. XD I've said this before, I know, but yeah. He's always in his room now, just playing games. Fine by me! But he still decides to invade my space when I'm trying to watch something on TV, and then he interrupts and makes me watch something else with him. He's so annoying. He still is and always will be. We're all waiting for him to get a better job and just move out...come on, he's 29!! ANYHOO!!! SNOW! It was awesome. And we're supposed to get some more this week~~~~~ Tuesday into wednesday. I'm just hoping and praying (*crosses fingers*) that it happens earlier on tuesday...like it starts during tuesday afternoon so that my night class will be canceled. That would be the best thing in the world. It would relieve a lot of stress from me to not have to go to that class...
Here's a few pics I took of the snow yesterday and today:
And if you haven't been on theO much, here are a couple new ecards:
If you REALLY haven't been on theO at all, you might not know that I got my Photoshop and everything! ^^ I had some problems at first with installing it and getting it to work, but now all is well. So I can finally have fun with graphics again. A friend on AP and I are collabbing on that Ritsuka wall that I started a while ago. She works WONDERS, I swear! It's gorgeous cause of her painting skills. So now it's up to me to put some finishing touches on it, and then it will be done. So look for a new wall from me (and her) within the week [hopefully].
Gosh, I don't want to go to school this week. Bleh. The following week we have a poster project due in my visual merchandising class, which is a partner thing. So me and my partner have to get together this week to discuss what we're going to do for it...and then also WORK on it. I hate posters. T__T Last week I had tests in both my fashion classes (visuals and history of costume), and I did well!! Lol. I got A's on both. A 98.5% (O__O) for costume and 95% for visuals. I thought I'd do better on visuals cause it seemed easier, but I was wrong. Although...I think getting A's is amazing no matter what. XD That's one thing I can do well! For the most part. Though sometimes I wish I were a lazy, noncaring student that didn't bother with doing work or paid attention to grades. It would make my life less stressful. In my other classes...I just have a good amount of homework I should be doing now. ^^;; Oh dear.
I got a new betta the other day. :) I named him Chipper! He's so perdy. I love his colors (white/pink and black polka dots! Lol, it's true.) I took a video of him~
Ok, I should stop this post now. Sorry if it was boring or depressing! I'll try to get through this crap. Thanks for visiting me! *hugs* Take care~
