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• getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it.
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• my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something
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• Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless
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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
poor mommy
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I love my mommy, yes, "mommy", more than anyone in the world. She's the best...I could never ask for a better mom. When she hurts, I hurt...when she cries, I cry. And she's been crying a lot recently...I should probably give you some background on what we've been doing at my house first though.
For the past month or more, we've been having renovations done in our kitchen...new counters, new stove, new tiles, everything. My mom didn't want it done, but my dad did. They at first said that it was only gonna take 1 week...HAH! That was such a lie...anyhoo, one day my mom had to talk to the workmen a lot and go into the kitchen while they were working with this chemical stuff for the counters. After that day, she's been getting allergic reactions almost everyday to it...whenever she goes into the kitchen, her eyes puff up, and her whole face burns.
So this crappy...crap...has been affecting her for a couple weeks now. And almost everyday, she gets angry, depressed, and cries, too...sorta like me. ^^; I try to help...I try to tell her to cheer up and things'll get better, but she just gets more angry. It's so frustrating! I've never seen my mom like this before...she complains about how "old" she looks now cause there's wrinkles under her eyes that weren't there before, though neither I nor anyone else in my family notices them. Practically each time she looks in the mirror, she cries. It's horrible...but whenever I try to say something, she says, "Thanks, but it's never going to go away...the damage is already done." I even told her last night that she's been really self-pitying, which she's never been before, but of course that made things worse.
I just wish I could help...she's been so depressed lately, but nothing will help. She says that she'll want to move, but I don't want that! I want her to be happy again--back to her old self. *sigh* Maybe I've been crappy and depressed a lot lately cause of her...like I said, it's like we're connected.
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