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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro


Wednesday, April 26, 2006

  
Day of Silence today. I'm actually faring pretty well. ^^; I'm carrying around a litte notebook with me everywhere and just writing down everything I wanna say. My friends don't really like it though...cause a lot of them aren't participating, so they want me to talk but I can't! It's for a good cause though...so it's ok. ^^ It's actually quite fun!

I must say...that I dont think I was meant to have many friends in person. Another one of my friends (whom I thought to be one of my "best" friends) said that I was "annoying." Except this time it wasn't cause I cared too much...it was because I was telling her about my "ex-friends" that completely ignored me and excluded me from everything they did. I told her about it only once before, and now she thinks that it's "tedious" to listen to me and that I'm "annoying." She's always talking about stuff relating to her, and I usually just listen and, you know, give her my comments and advice...she even said to me that I hardly talk about myself and my past and whatnot, so the one time I mention something/complain, she says that I'm annoying. Instead of being sympathetic, she just is extremely blunt and practically takes the side of the people that excluded me. See, I just was never meant to have friends...at least not more than 2. That's why I love you guys so much! At least you guys care! *sob* It's not fair...how come "friends" always see something really annoying or bad about me?? Am I just not allowed to say anything? Just stand there quietly the whole time? I don't get it.

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