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Birthday
1988-11-12
Gender
Female
Location
PA in the USA
Member Since
2006-02-14
Occupation
Friend and Advice-giver, but really a college student
Real Name
Kelsey
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Achievements
getting distinguished honors every year in high school, i guess that's it.
Anime Fan Since
my brothers had me watch Fist of the North Star...and My Neighbor Totoro...way back in 1996 or something
Favorite Anime
Air, Oofuri, Claymore, Peacemaker Kurogane, Monster,Initial D, Hajime no Ippo, 12 Kingdoms,City Hunter, Gunslinger Girls,Rozen Maiden, Marimite,Haibane Renmei,MagiPoka, Death Note,One Piece, Loveless
Goals
to find my purpose in life
Hobbies
watching anime, reading (manga and novels), playing video games, computering, walling, watching sports (baseball ftw).
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myOtaku.com: Angel Zakuro
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006
sorry...another post
Since most of you alreayd commented today, I doubt anyone will read this. I'm crying right now. I'm exhausted...I'm tired of all of this!! I'm tired of my mom having to always stay in her room...and all this crap! Dinners aren't the same, our whole life isn't the same! Everything just crashed around us because of a stupid kitchen renovation...it's so stupid! I'm tired of taking on all these roles! I don't like doing the dishes all the time, cleaning, and taking care of everyone all the time! I love you all...my friends and my family, but I can't handle all these burdens...it's hard! *sob* My dad doesn't even acknowledge how hard I've been working...it's like he has no sympathetic gene in his body. So, guys, I'm really sorry...but I think I might take a break from going on here for a bit. *sob* I'm really sorry...but I think I need a break from all these burdens...no matter how much I love you guys and want you to do well and live wonderful lives, I can't handle everything at one time...I'm sorry! *sob* I have so many school projects, too...I just wish everything was back to how it was before! I'm sorry if you're reading this and are completely clueless as to what's been going on with my mom, but again, you'll have to go through my archives to find my post about it...entitled "poor mommy." Ok, well, I pray for the best for all of you...and i just want a rest from people for a bit...so I'm sorry if I don't go online tomorrow...or the next day, if I do, it's probably to tell you to read this post.
Yes, I was crying the entire time I wrote this.
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