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Thursday, June 1, 2006


   art club? friends?
Gao...tired...like usual. ^^; Sorry for being all of a sudden depressed last night...I started all super happy in the morning...then as the day went on...*sigh* Thanks for the few people that answered my questions. *hugs* They were just things that were on my mind...or that I've been feeling lately. Except I don't wanna kill myself. Suicide is selfish. It's so stupid...*sigh*

Art club hopefully today...I don't even know if it's gonna happen or not. Seniors are pretty much gone now...I'm lonely...I'm in art/comp class right now...I look to the right of me, no Cara. I look to the right of me, no Laura or Mike...*sigh* My friend who's a super art club person, Susannah, says that there might not be a club meeting though cause of no seniors and no one comes anyway. We don't know what we're doing anymore. I wanted to have fun making necklaces...but oh well. We'll see what happens.

I guess I'll stop complaing about my brother now cause my mom...doesn't want me to. She doesn't like that I'm making him out to be a bad guy...he's not, but he just annoys me so much. I'm so glad that at least she doesn't check my site. She doesn't like it when I talk about "personal" things to friends. "Personal" things include from anything about any family members to what our sleeping arrangements are in our house! She gets annoyed by that. Cause last night we were sorta arguing about that...cause she's like, "you've been doing that! you've been telling friends stuff that you probably shouldn't!" I don't care! I'm not like her...I trust my friends with personal problems. She doesn't...she said she'd never tell her friends anything that personal, but she doesn't mind...cause she doesn't even have friends now. She's the type of woman that married right away and dedicated herself to him (the husband, my dad) and her family, no friends. She says that friends just complicate things...and that they're only as good as when they are friends. They mean nothing afterwards...*sigh* I guess this is where I get my...I don't know...problems with friends. I must have inheritied it or something.

Well, I pray that all of you have a wonderful day today...good luck with anything you need to do well on! *hugs* *sigh*

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