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Tuesday, June 20, 2006


Thank you all so much for your comments yesterday. They were all very insightful and caring. Thanks again. My brother seems to be back to his usual self...which isn't that great. He needs to be back to his old self where he used to be really nice all the time and happy and...well, thankful and helpful...yeah. Anyhoo, no time to visit today...I'm sorry. So many have already updated yet I can't check!! *sob*

This will be a very short post I suppose...I can't think of anything to say except...*sigh* This summer is going to suck. I'm feeling a bit depressed today for no apparent reason...well, there is a reason, but I'd rather not speak of it. It's a pretty stupid reason...but it hurts.

Let's see...what else to say...ah yes. I doubt I'll ever get a guy to like me. That's fine, I suppose. I seem to be terrified of males (other than my family) in life anyway. I in no way want to see a real guy naked...well, not even anime...like half nake or almost completely naked is ok (in anime, especially if the guy's hot!!)...but not in real life. My bro teases me about it...and says that I'm a lesbian. Well, maybe I am? I don't know...cause I've certainly liked guys and I still do, but I just would never want to "get close" to them. ^^; I'm also a bit of a sexist if you get to know me. *sigh* I've gone on and on about the faults of males...I just don't know what I am!! *sob* Corey even calls me "it"...he's like, "do people even know what you are? Are you a girl or a boy??" It doesn't help my self-esteem one bit.

Sorry to those of you who are my male friends on here! I didn't want you to hear that...but please stay my friend despite my ways. ^^; I'm also sorry that I probably freaked most of you out by having to read that...*sigh* I have friends who are boys, but I don't want to get into anything more than that...though it's tempting...I admit, I'm quite the romantic...it's just that *sigh* I really don't know. I'm sorry...I'm a very confused individual. I apologize again for the lack of visitations today. I hope you all have a pleasant day with no major problems.

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