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Wednesday, June 21, 2006


See, I said I'd post again...hah! Wow, already 9 comments and I didn't even post for real!! Well, thank ya very much for checking, and those of you who already commented, if you don't get to again don't stress about it. *nods* I don't mind.

Umm...so, yeah. I really appreciated all the comments yesterday. They boosted my confidence and made me feel better about that subject. ^^; I follow the idea of it doesn't matter who it is you love or when you find love, just as long as you feel it's true love. Your soul mate is one that you connect with, not just admire from a far. Love isn't blind...people who are truly in love have a better vision than others who base everything on outer appearances. They are able to see past the exterior and into the other person's heart and soul, seeing their true personality and love. I hope you read all that...it took me a while to come up with it...I didn't sleep well last night cause I was thinking up phrases and philosophies in my head. ^^; I'm a freak...so I'm gonna write some of them in this post I suppose.

I guess I take pride in my "not gonna be controlled by a man" attitude. ^^; I'm not sure...of course I'd love to be loved and cared for by a guy (held in his arms etc...), but I don't want to rely on him and/or be his slave...*sigh* I'm just confused. I don't want to find love yet anyway. I'm not out of highschool yet so there's no rush!!

Anyhoo, I'm feeling rather depressed again...sorry, friends of mine! I want to cry, but I don't know why. ^^; *sigh* Yeah...all that rhymed...amazing. Um, so, yeah...other than my mind going for well over an hour thinking up stuff that I couldn't write down, my sleep was well-disturbed this morning, too. My oldest bro was getting ready for work (this was at 7:30am or something) and he went out to the garage where the freezer is to get some frozen breakfast food, and he ends up getting locked out...so he goes to the front door and rings the doorbell. My mom didn't get up so I do and go down the stairs to open the door for him...without my glasses on and still wanting to sleep. *sigh* So then I fall back to sleep, and my dog starts barking like a mad-man because of the garbage man. So again I get up, go downstairs, and then take him outside...he goes around sniffing stuff, does his business and then after 10 minutes he comes inside. Well, when I finally think I'm gonna be able to sleep he barks more...ugh...a vicious cycle.

Yeah, I'll stop there as far as my sleeping time this morning goes. You get the idea. Has this post become too long? ^^; I was gonna write down some of the stuff I was thinking up last night...but I guess I'll save that for another time. I don't know whether my bro will work tomorrow or not...he's supposed to, but since he wants to quit I don't think he's gonna bother going. *sigh* We'll see...so I apologize if I don't get online...much or at all. Well, I hope the rest of teh day goes well for y'all! I'll check the many sites that await me now!
(when I finished typing this, 2 more comments arrived! Thanks!)

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