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Wednesday, August 2, 2006


*laugh* I loved your comments. ^^ I saw many who despise Bush definitely let out their feelings...*laugh* Thanks, Harvey, for your simple "Fuck Bush." That was amazing. And Ayumi-chan, yes, even though you don't live in the US, you still can feel Bush's stupidity eminating from this country...I'm sorry that your prime minister sucks, too. You're welcome, obnoxious!! ^^ I'm always happy to answer questions and get my friends up to date with certain things, so it was no problem writing that post about my mom. Shizuka, of course you are forgiven. *nods* I don't mind if you don't comment everyday!! So, thanks everyone for your great comments! I got so many! ^^ *hugs*

Well, today we are finally able to get out of our house! The asphalt is dry so that we can go on our driveway. *nods* That also means that we'll finally get mail!! And packages!! So that means I might get my huge lot of manga that I won on ebay!! >_< Oh!! I hope so!! It's so exciting!

Yesterday sucked! Nothing really bad happened...but everything bad seemed to happen...according to my feelings. I swear, I was in total man-hater mood yesterday. (Sorry my male friends) My brother...ugh, everything he said and did disgusted me. He was quite mean to me as well...making stupid arguments out of nothing. His perverseness just seemed to bother me more than usual yesterday...since he went on his computer a lot more than he usually does...and I know what he does on there. I swear, he has no life whatsoever. It disgusts me to no end. It wasn't just him though, I decided to dislike my other brother and dad, too.

The book I've been reading, The Autobiography of Malcom X hasn't been condusive to my mindset about men either. It's been talking nonstop about prostitutes and about what men "want"...and "to be a man" is apparently to "want sex a lot". That was already my preconception, but this book has angered me about it even more. So yesterday...I really swear that I felt like stabbing Corey in the eye...and elsewhere. Do you ever have days like that? Where you feel like stabbing someone in the eye? So, yeah, last night...when trying to fall asleep, I had nothing but angry thoughts in my head...angry and disgusted...and I was thinking about how I'll be a senior this september, and I'll never have had a boyfriend. It makes me sick feeling to think of liking someone...especially a guy...like I might have these feelings for a guy, but I don't want to. It scares me.

Ok...sorry about rambling angry thoughts about men...I've always been a bit sexist. *sigh* I can't help it...it's just that the guys I've encountered in my life haven't been condusive to a girl's viewpoint on men. I apologize...I was also in a depressed mood yesterday...so just about everything bothered me anyway. Obviously, I'm still bothered and crap...so I hope that the feeling goes away later today. I doubt my thoughts about men will go away soon though. Sorry, Harvey, I can't be as easy as super bishoujo.

I made this quite a long post...sorry!! Well, please everyone have a great day today. It's another sweltering day here...100 degrees...so stay cool, and thanks for reading my angry-sounding post! ^^; Oh, yeah...and of course, I have no time to visit anyone today!! Sorry!

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